hal_ucination
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my threads of fondness are entangled in your fingers by hal_ucination
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
25 Jul 2025
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"Akutagawa was still an ass, but he’d fought alongside Atsushi, sort of. Had dragged him away to safety afterwards, too.
And… it was different now. Atsushi no longer felt that same sharp irritation and anger, now that he knew him more.
It helped that they had grown into a habit of running into each other frequently. At the grocery store, the laundry mat, and embarrassingly enough that one time Atsushi was running errands in his pajamas.
After the time the president got poisoned and they had to fight together, Atsushi could safely say that Akutagawa was no enemy of his. More like a persistent rival swearing to kill him. But not an enemy."or
Atsushi, Akutagawa, and discovering friendship (because surely friends make you blush, make your heartbeat race, and have kissable lips)
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your touch brought forth an incandescent glow (and now im covered in you) by hal_ucination
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
15 Jul 2025
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Maybe Atsushi was a beast. But maybe it was okay. There, under Ryuunosuke's body weight.
Under Ryuunosuke’s touch, his body was worshiped. No matter how gentle or harsh the grip, one thing didn’t change. Ryuunosuke always touched him, like he couldn’t let go. Like Atsushi was something, someone worth holding on to. Like Atsushi was everything. Like he was addicted to it, to Atsushi’s taste, to his skin, to Atsushi, himself, as a whole. Atsushi knew this feeling. He felt the same for Ryuunosuke.
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or: atsushi has had a complicated relationship with touch; with akutagawa, its easy to associate touch with something else. maybe touch doesnt always have to hurt -
whole world's different from yesterday (we bloom till we ache) by hal_ucination
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
27 Jun 2025
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“Jinko, I have an inquiry.”
“Yeah? What’s up?”
“May we kiss?” Akutagawa asked, staring at him in earnest interest.
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we've taken separate roads (but there is still a story to be told) by hal_ucination
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
12 May 2025
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"“Ryuu,” Atsushi said, turning his head towards him, “did you notice I was gone? Did you ever miss me?”
“Of course I did!” Ryuunosuke shouted, “All I have done is miss you—”
“And yet,” Atsushi continued, unwaveringly, “you had no desire for me when I was here.”
Ryuunosuke gaped at Atsushi’s figure. How blatantly incorrect he was. Ryuunosuke had no desire for him? Ryuunosuke didn’t notice him leaving? Ryuunosuke loved Atsushi, loved him so much it felt as if Atsushi were a part of him.
“I-” Ryuunosuke said, voice cracking, “I loved you.”"/
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sskk and the terrifying ordeal of being loved/
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it took a break up for sskk to talk to each other and realize how much the other loves them; if only loving and letting someone love you was easySeries
- Part 1 of separate roads, story to be told
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as you find the string to strike within me (can we stay a while; listen for heaven?) by hal_ucination
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
10 May 2025
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The man’s hands did not stop where they were typing, nor did he look up as Atsushi came to stop next to him.
Atsushi swallowed, opening his mouth to speak.
“Have you satisfied yourself with staring at me, then?” The man said, tilting his head towards Atsushi.
“And what is this then?” The man asked, looking at the napkin. Atsushi flinched.
He hesitantly put the napkin on the man’s hand.
“Ah,” the man said. But then, to Atsushi’s astonishment, he pulled out his phone and saved Atsushi’s number on it. “Is that all?”
“Um…” Atsushi said, confused but a little hopeful. “Would you– I mean I draw and-”
“I see,” the man said. “I thought it might be something like that.”
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or: artist!atsushi x muse!aku x typical sskk shenanigans (5 times they weren't dating; and one time they were)
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if words could just hold you (tell me you see me) by hal_ucination
Fandom: Dead Poets Society (1989)
05 May 2025
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separate roads, story to be told by hal_ucination
Fandom: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
12 May 2025
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literally just plot less short drabbles featuring anderperry
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i’m safe! i’m whole! i've got it under control! by lizandre
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
08 Feb 2023
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“You have the wrong soil."
“What?”
“You have the wrong soil for your plant. This is outdoor soil. I’m assuming your plants are indoor ones.”
“Is there a difference?”
“Yes,” Akutagawa squints his eyes at Atsushi. “If you’re going to take care of something, do it right.”
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Atsushi buys some house plants, and asks: why does adulthood come like a blow to the head instead of the sweet kiss of freedom you always wanted? Why is my own free will such a mortifying ordeal? Why is Akutagawa kind of holding my hand?
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Akutagawa stops, but he’s too close, too much, to fade into the background. Not now that Atsushi’s spent so long memorizing the way the world fits around him.
Dazai’s next words are a suckerpunch. “You want our little hellhound to choose you.”
If he doesn’t open his eyes, he can pretend the cool trails working down his cheeks are from the wind.
The night is so full, the city never quite sleeping, but in this tiny bubble the silence is a scream Atsushi can’t shut out.
“Maybe,” he says after too long, his voice thick and hollow, “Just once, I want someone, anyone, to give a flying fuck about Atsushi.”
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Or:Atsushi makes a life-changing decision when Akutagawa gets injured. The consequences make him reexamine himself, his partner, and what exactly he wants the word partner to mean.
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(Ishtar12 —> SolsticeLostHerMind)Bookmarked by hal_ucination
08 Jul 2025
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Tell Me You Mean It (God, Let It Be True) by CrumblyApplePie
Fandoms: Dead Poets Society (1989)
28 Jan 2022
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“Well maybe none of this would have been an issue if I wasn’t so stupidly in love with him!” Neil yelled.
“What? How does that have anything to do with it?” Charlie asked.
“Because he’s right there the whole time, with his stupid smile and his stupid sweaters and his stupid eyes - God, have you seen his eyes, Charlie? And the way he looks at me sometimes I can’t help but wonder… but it’s no use! I can’t do anything about it because he doesn’t love me back, he’s Todd fucking Anderson for God’s sake, he’s too good for me.”neil tells charlie that he's in love with todd. loudly.
no one could possibly be listening, could they?Series
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Please Wake Up (I Don’t Know If I Want To) by Grass_Block
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
28 Dec 2023
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A river flowing, just waiting for him to take the leap. Take off his shoes and step inside, let the current take him. There was nothing else he could do. He lost control over his own body. He knows he cannot do a single thing to change the fact that the sun and moon are cycling without caring that he couldn’t experience them like he used to. They weren’t waiting for him, why should he make everyone else wait?
Atsushi spends his time watching. It’s all he can do to pass the time. The only thing he’s capable of achieving anymore. He can’t do anything to stop. Stop himself from slowly sinking further. Stop the way his own deteriorating has slowly decayed the lives of those around him.
He’s ever so still in the current dragging him away. He’s letting it drag him away, he’s given up fighting.
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Atsushi asked worriedly, “Do you know why I want to eat you?”
With an even tone, Dazai asked, “What do you mean by that, Atsushi-kun?”
"I just— Byakko, you know, the tiger, she keeps telling me to eat people.”
“Huh.”
Series
- Part 1 of BSD one-shots