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A Little Less Alone by headfirstfearless11
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
27 Aug 2025
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"Worthless. Weak. Scarred. Disfigured. Grotesque. Unloved. Unwanted. Demon. Ruined.
These were words Azriel often repeated to himself.. especially when the sun had set and his demons came out to play. [...] Down the hallway towards his room Azriel shuffled, eager for a hot, steaming, *searing* shower. Maybe tonight… maybe this time… he would be able to wash away his sins from not only his body but his soul as well… if he still had any remnants of a soul left, that is…"I haven't written in years. But, after two margaritas, my creative juices started flowing... that or my insecurities have been drunk away into silence.
Regardless, I was planning on making this a Gwynriel short story based on the shower scene between Hunt and Bryce from Chapter 54 of 'Crescent City: House of Earth and Sky'.
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Terms of Engagement by SadieGirl2021 (Sadie11)
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
30 Jan 2026
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Gwyn’s quest to heal through casual encounters has left her frustrated and convinced that something is wrong with her. An awkward encounter with Azriel sparks an unconventional arrangement and an unexpected friendship.
They’re living, laughing and loving until a threat against the Night Court forces them into the roles of fake fiancés, blurring a line they promised never to cross.
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23 Feb 2026
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Losing Breath by kaliyahwrites17
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
29 Jan 2026
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Sometimes the past creeps up at the worst times, even at training, and even after something good. Trauma doesn't wait until the perfect time to show up; it likes to surprise and occasionally ruin good days.
Here is my emotional, but short, interpretation of what Gwyn's healing journey may look like post-ACOSF.
And of course, there's Gwynriel because I may have an obsession with them. Sorry, not sorry.
Anyway, this is all very emotional and serious, so please read the warnings and my message at the beginning. I used my own experience and my psych education here, so I do hope it represents well. Also, this is my first post, so go easy on me.
Bookmarked by headfirstfearless11
23 Feb 2026
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Gwyn does something reckless during a rainy training exercise. Azriel is upset, exasperated, and proud of her all at the same time.
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22 Feb 2026
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It's Gwyn's 28th birthday—and it would have been Catrin's too. Azriel finds her on the rooftop, holding herself together by sheer will. When he tells her it's okay to break, she finally does.
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18 Feb 2026
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A Blade Between Us by nestasblade
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
26 Jul 2025
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A rewrite of the Blood Rite Scene between Nesta, Cassian, and Briallyn.
It’s…not a happy one.
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01 Feb 2026