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  1. Public Bookmark 64

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    Gwyn’s quest to heal through casual encounters has left her frustrated and convinced that something is wrong with her. An awkward encounter with Azriel sparks an unconventional arrangement and an unexpected friendship.

    They’re living, laughing and loving until a threat against the Night Court forces them into the roles of fake fiancés, blurring a line they promised never to cross.

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    Written for Gwynriel Weeks 2025

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    23 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 1

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    Sometimes the past creeps up at the worst times, even at training, and even after something good. Trauma doesn't wait until the perfect time to show up; it likes to surprise and occasionally ruin good days.

    Here is my emotional, but short, interpretation of what Gwyn's healing journey may look like post-ACOSF.

    And of course, there's Gwynriel because I may have an obsession with them. Sorry, not sorry.

    Anyway, this is all very emotional and serious, so please read the warnings and my message at the beginning. I used my own experience and my psych education here, so I do hope it represents well. Also, this is my first post, so go easy on me.

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    23 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    Gwyn does something reckless during a rainy training exercise. Azriel is upset, exasperated, and proud of her all at the same time.

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    22 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 7

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    It's Gwyn's 28th birthday—and it would have been Catrin's too. Azriel finds her on the rooftop, holding herself together by sheer will. When he tells her it's okay to break, she finally does.

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    18 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 3

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    A rewrite of the Blood Rite Scene between Nesta, Cassian, and Briallyn.

    It’s…not a happy one.

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    01 Feb 2026