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the courtesy of ripping out my throat (transfem aaron) by milfairy
Fandom All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
07 Jun 2024
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Series of fics centering Aaron coming out as transfem, her relationship with Katelyn and her brother. Plus some side Kandreil.
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25 Aug 2025
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“You sure they aren’t broken?”
“What, you suddenly know how to diagnose broken ribs?”
Day 6:
Recording|Made to watch| "It should have been me."Series
- Part 6 of whumptober 2023
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12 Jul 2025
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God’s truth: It does not occur to Henry until the moment he spies Hans’s heel hanging over the edge of the hangman’s block at Trosky that Birdie of Pirkstein could ever die.
My take on For Whom the Bell Tolls. KCD2 spoilers for said quest. One shot, canon outcome with an established relationship flair.
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01 Jun 2025
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You Came For Me by pikablob
Fandoms: A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms, Game of Thrones (TV)
12 Jan 2020
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But none of that mattered anymore. Stannis and his army and his crown and the witch he’d let influence him could all go to the Seven Hells and take his title of the King’s Hand with them. What mattered now was Shireen.
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24 Mar 2025
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“Tell me,” Henry says, “what’re you willing to do for him? For them?”
“Anything,” Richie says. “I’ll do anything.” They might be some of the truest words he’s ever spoken.AKA: The one where the Bowers Gang corners Bill, Stan, Richie, and Eddie. But it's ok, because Richie has a plan. He just never said it was a very good one.
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08 Dec 2024
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"In a world where we can kill a fucking clown from space, Eddie Kaspbrak doesn’t get to die from a stab wound."
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01 Dec 2024
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Boris and Hobie spend an evening sharing stories about Theo and Welty.
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25 Nov 2024
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Before he left Amsterdam, Boris found an envelope with his name on it. He’d wanted to open it in Antwerp, but he was so caught up in it all- his wound and Theo’s illness and the high and the movies, all of it so strangely different and yet exactly the same as when they were kids- that he put it out of his mind. He didn’t want anything to interrupt them. Now, it’s like the envelope has expanded in size, every day growing bigger and bigger and threatening to crack his bedside table in two. He doesn’t know what’s stopping him, but whatever the letter contains, he knows Theo doesn’t want him to know about it. It could be nothing- there’s always been so much innocuous bullshit that Theo keeps to himself for no good reason. Or it could be something. It could be something that Boris would be content staying oblivious to. There are lots of things like that.
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23 Nov 2024
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Theo didn’t fly home right away; he stayed in Antwerp and together, he and Boris flew back to New York. They start over, two troubled teenagers all over again. They’ve replaced scorching Vegas summers with chilling New York winters. It was never about the place anyway.
They’re together-- they’re something-- but Theo still struggles to be open to strangers passing by.(PLUS an extended part two/epilogue to give us more comforting boyfriends and less internalized homophobia for Theo!)
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23 Nov 2024
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sunlight sunlight sunlight by putanauhere
Fandoms: The Goldfinch - Donna Tartt, The Goldfinch (2019)
27 Oct 2019
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Stood on the sand-dusted pavement, Boris had popped open an umbrella and said, “I don’t like the sun,” but it wasn’t then.
It was in the car, driving through Hell’s Kitchen - Theo had laughed and said, “I’m a ‘vampire’ too,” his fingers crooking quotes around the word in the air.
“What is this?” Boris had laughed back, mimicking the gesture over and over until everything he said over the next twenty minutes had read like sarcasm, like a figure of speech.
It was in the hall outside the ballroom, Boris standing in front of an ornate mirror he wasn’t reflected in, and at the time Theo’s mind had worked too fast around the details of getting his painting back to think much of it, other than a passing thought that it couldn’t have been a mirror then, but rather an empty frame to enclose around Boris until he became a painting himself.
[Or Theo loses his life in Amsterdam, so Boris gives him another.]
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23 Nov 2024
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She can’t trust as many things, now. After. At one point in her life she thought Welty would always be there for her, but now he’s gone, and Hobie hadn’t been able to keep her in New York, and everything has changed.
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19 Nov 2024
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Richard Papen is a delightful mystery for all of them. The wonder of this lanky Californian specimen does not miss any of the Greek class. Roiling whorls of coffee-brown hair curl across the nape of his neck. He has a warm brown glance, roving and flickering across all of them. He is a puzzle, and the Greek class is hungry, hungry, hungry for puzzles to piece together and break into bits. They are desperate for a cause to stand around and rip apart, and Richard Papen is a delicious distraction.
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A study of the Greek class' odd fascination with Richard Papen.
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15 Nov 2024
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if you promise to stay conscious i will try to do the same by scenedenial
Fandoms: The Goldfinch - Donna Tartt
18 Jul 2019
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The doctor has a soft voice and wears too much blush. She asks him about his eating, his anxiety levels, his headaches, his reflex times. About his partner.
“Teeth is...” Theo bites at his lower lip, never knowing what answer to this question they want. Boris—Teeth—is a brutal shot. His knuckles are always raw and bruised from going hand-to-hand. He drinks black tea with honey and is constantly taking the piss. Sometimes, Theo gets up to him vomiting behind a closed door. Sometimes, he jerks awake in the night and cries so hard that Theo thinks it may never stop. “He’s solid.”
Theo wonders like hell what Boris says about him.
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11 Nov 2024
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Sometimes Boris wishes he knew how long he had left with Theo before he left to return to New York, maybe he would’ve done things differently—but it wouldn’t have changed the way he fell in love with him.
In other words; the occasions on which Boris realises he loves Theo, and there’s absolutely nothing he can do about it.
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11 Nov 2024
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you said it would be painless (when the sun kicks out) by goodwitches
Fandoms: The Goldfinch - Donna Tartt, The Goldfinch (2019)
30 Sep 2019
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“Go on then, Doctor Potter,” he said, levity just enough to belie a darker, gritted thing.
Boris is not, contrary to popular belief, immortal.
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10 Nov 2024
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love you like the moon by fairytalefluff
Fandoms: The Goldfinch - Donna Tartt, The Goldfinch (2019)
24 Mar 2020
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I think he’s fallen asleep again. It’s been a few moments in the silence, his eyes closed again, eyelashes casting shadows down the yellow light on his cheeks. We’re still laying side by side with our hands together, and I’m content knowing that he knows he’s loved now. That he can move forward always knowing it. I don’t feel the same nausea I did when I remembered saying it before, worrying what he thought of it and regretting my decision to blurt it out on the street to him. I won’t regret it again.
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10 Nov 2024
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an evening with night by weltonreject
Fandoms: The Goldfinch - Donna Tartt, The Goldfinch (2019)
24 Apr 2020
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A look into Theo's trauma and distress from the eyes of the man that loves him the most-- and just wants to help in every way he knows how.
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10 Nov 2024
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Boris hadn't imagined it like this at all. In fact, this is the polar opposite of what he had imagined for their celebratory get-together, for the last Christmas they will spend in each other’s company — but that's Theo. Always full of surprises, usually nasty ones if he's to be honest. But Boris doesn't mind. That's life — rarely do things play out exactly according to the plan. If he has to clean up Theo's vomit off of the hallway tiles for Christmas, then so be it.
Boris almost laughs to himself. Just like old times.
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07 Nov 2024
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“Why the fuck is it so busy?” Boris asks some hours later, twinkling lights a messy rainbow swirl around them, late December cold starting to eat a hole through Theo’s less-than-ideal camel’s-hair coat.
“It’s four days until Christmas, you idiot,” Theo says. “You should have had your weird holiday epiphany like a month ago.”
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05 Nov 2024
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after the larceny of you by Niedergeschlagen
Fandoms: The Goldfinch - Donna Tartt, The Goldfinch (2019)
04 Jan 2020
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Knowing he is a prison doesn’t make Boris’s loving of Theo any easier, but he is selfish. He’s the most selfish person he has known – stealing the bird, keeping Theo, taking things; he steals anything that isn’t bolted down, and even that sometimes doesn’t stop him, because Theo is often worlds away, glued to some memory or another, and Boris still takes him (by the hand, dragging him out to the vast night, baptising him in chlorine and vomit and liqueur, shoving pills and tabs in his mouth, holding onto him, in the middle of the abandoned road, Via Dolorosa, or in Theo’s bed with the gay little dog making a home between their bare, dirty feet).
Or, Boris is a thief, who knows well enough to hate himself, but his cosmic, eternal, ardent love makes it okay.
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02 Nov 2024