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“Anxin-ah,” Sangwon slurred, probably sleepy, “you’re so nice. I already like you.”
Anxin felt his cock twitch at the admission. He fought the urge to take Sangwon into his arms, feel the older boy’s warm body pressed against him. He fought the urge to grip Sangwon’s flesh so hard until he leaves bruises on him and breaks his bones just to remind him of who held him when he needed it. He fought the urge to lock Sangwon in his room, blindfolded and tied up, all for Anxin.
He knew he could’ve, but he was smarter than that.
And so, Anxin only smiled as he watched Sangwon looking at him.
“I like you too, hyung.”
alternatively, Zhou Anxin wants Lee Sangwon.
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Jungwon is selfish too, one might say.
He values self-preservation and doesn’t like letting people get to the best of him.
When it comes to Sunoo, however, he seems like a different person. A beast, desirous and desperate. His self-preservation is gone the second Sunoo asks him to kneel before him.
Sunoo gets to the best of him, and Jungwon thinks that even that is never enough.
See, Sunoo deserves more than what Jungwon can offer, or so he believes—but at this moment, Jungwon is willing to prove himself otherwise.
alternatively, Yang Jungwon has his desires, and Kim Sunoo is not making it easy for him.
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erode 'til there's nothing left by 5081225 (indigoist)
Fandoms: ALPHA DRIVE ONE | ALD1 (Band)
15 Dec 2025
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“Be a good boy, hyung. Do I fuck you better than everyone else?”
And Sangwon obliged, telling Anxin how he needed his cock inside of him, how Anxin fucks him the best, that no one else compares. Because Sangwon was good. Sangwon chose to be good. For him.
Always him.
Only him.
alternatively, Sangwon was good to Anxin, but apparently, he could never be good enough.
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If only he was a little braver, he would’ve put himself up for slaughter if it meant keeping Sunoo satisfied. If only his heart can muster up the courage needed to admit that there is something to be fixed, something that can be removed from the equation in order to make everything right. If only he isn’t the Yang Jungwon that Kim Sunoo knows.
But that’s the thing, he thinks: there’s no going back. There is no return from darkness because the lights already burned out. There is no flame nor spark. There is only the altar abandoned and a home undone.
So, as Jungwon continues to watch Sunoo try his best to break his heart, Jungwon lets him. He gives up the fight because there is no fight in the first place. He had always been dancing on the palm of Sunoo’s hand, and now that the show is over, they both know that it is time to let go.
And so he does.
Yang Jungwon will do anything the love of his life asks of him, and Kim Sunoo will do anything that is good for the love of his life.
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As Anxin stared at the ceiling of his new room, he often found himself questionably wide awake. Not a single cell of him wanted sleep, even after a long day.
He had tried counting sheep and stars, watching his favorite ASMR videos, and even pretending to be asleep, but to no avail. Beside him, Xinlong hyung would fall asleep like a rock in an instant. Anxin grew jealous of him for that. Instead, the darkness enveloped him like an old friend, and he wasn’t sure if he was comfortable with that.
So, without a second thought, Anxin got up and allowed himself to mindlessly walk around their dorm, only to find himself standing right outside of his Sangwon hyung’s bedroom.
alternatively, Anxin couldn’t get proper sleep in their new dorm.
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“So, what do you think? Will you help me?”
“Hah!” Ricky chokes out a laugh. He sits up straighter. “I don’t really think I’m the right person to find someone to help you commit marriage fraud. Most of the people I know that own property aren’t good people. And they’re old—”
“What?” Gyuvin’s drops his feet off the railing, his sandals hitting the ground with a sharp thwack. “No, Rik, I’m asking you to marry me.”
(OR: Gyuvin and Ricky take the dive and get married for tax benefits.)
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emails i (did) send by hopeinabottle for tangerinezzn
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
27 Oct 2024
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FROM:[email protected]
DATE: March 11, 2025
SUBJECT: when i met you
ricky,
i found this website, it lets you write emails to people in the future. i thought it would be fun to send it to you ten years from now. can you pretend it’s just as romantic as sending a love letter? haha
i know we will still be together, but i will ask you questions anyways: do you still have dyed hair? what’s your favorite k-drama right now? do you still make me cut your food for you? i think i’ll know the answers but please turn and tell me anyways.
Ten years after their break-up, Ricky receives an email from Kim Gyuvin.
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When media heir Chanyeol and daredevil idol Baekhyun collide at the biggest event of the year, anyone with eyes and ears would tell you it’s headed straight towards disaster. That’s because Chanyeol’s a chaebol with a long track record of falling out of relationships, while Baekhyun’s a fiery celebrity knee-deep in rumours, always teetering back from the edge of a scandal.
Even as they become Seoul entertainment’s worst-kept secret, it’s just another flash fire affair - messy, and impulsive, and probably well on its way to becoming ash. Until it isn’t.
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Chanyeol has never heard someone say puppy like the asshole violinist next door does.
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At first, it was subtle; a buzzing sound, ominous but distant. Then the sound rumbled louder, closer, and urgent. But before anyone could react, the floor lurched sideways, a sound like metal tearing through bone. The world tilted; the table slid; reports became a storm of white paper.
A shadow crossed his vision, Shen Wenlang’s arm pulled him down, and then the ceiling gave way.
Shen Wenlang gets injured and loses six years of his memories.
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