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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    “Roddy… I have nightmares. Like, really bad ones. A few times a week, at least. And sometimes… I have episodes. Like the one with Feli. I wake up swinging, or screaming, or I just… freeze. I can’t…” He looked away, the admission tasting like failure. “I don’t want to freak you out.”

    Roderich was silent for a long moment. Gilbert braced for the polite retreat.

    “I don’t mind,” Roderich said, his voice firm. “I’ve… I’ve read about it. PTSD. I know it’s not you being difficult. It’s your nervous system reacting to old danger. I can… I would like to be there. If it happens.”

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    While formally known as Oberleutnant Beilschmidt, Gilbert was now a veteran amputee struggling with PTSD, noise sensitivity and reintegration into civilian life in Berlin. After reuniting with an old friend, he navigates through relationships, old secrets, and the slow process of healing—both physically and emotionally.

    Rated M for intense themes of trauma, violence, mental health, flashbacks of character death and swearing.

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    22 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 13

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    Matthew should've had the ideal white-picket fence life. From a good family, in a good town, going to a good school, his childhood should've been carefree and full of smiles. But Matthew's twin brother Alfred has gone off the deep end over the past few years. Ditching school and sneaking out at night to drink, hook up, and even get high. Matthew's fathers, Francis and Arthur, have desperately tried everything to help their son through his adrenaline junkie habits. Now, tensions are coming to a boil, and Matthew doesn't know what will happen to his family.

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    13 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 8

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    When Matthew Bonnefoy-Kirkland, a deaf boy, transfers in as the new student, quiet and far too different for everyone else’s liking, Gilbert Beilschmidt turns him into the perfect target for his cruel jokes. Popular, loud, and always hungry for attention, Gilbert never stops to consider the real weight of his actions. What begins as entertainment and “harmless jokes” ends up leaving wounds neither of them knows how to name.

    But when guilt finally catches up to him, the laughter fades. Gilbert’s friends turn their backs on him and find a new target, and for the first time, he learns what it truly means to be alone.

    Now, years later and after a suicide attempt, Gilbert is ready to face his past and start over, determined to apologize to Matthew and understand what he once refused to truly hear.

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    Or: A silent Voice x Prucan (Hetalia) AU ˎˊ˗・✿

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    03 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    Done with the disrespect from America, Romano is ready to find a new sort of peace after calling their relationship quits.

    Romano's struggling to keep collected after such an abrupt end at his own hands, but what may come of going suit shopping, and seeing the brother of his ex is nothing like him?

     

    Rated M for language and a future spicy chapter!

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    17 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 3

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    Based on hcs by @pierswifereal on TikTok

     

    Francis has always struggled with the distance within the proximity between himself and Arthur. He doesn’t know how much longer he can take it.

     

    I did in fact make a Spotify playlist if anyone wants to give it a listen but yeah https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4pHEb0NkuC7pJVU9RfOKzV?si=ubMI0w4aRryzTM6MEtrPhQ&pi=e-9N-685RJ6Gx

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    07 Feb 2026