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    “It was in 2013. The first time, we were in that stupid apartment of yours in Montreal. So many pillows, you hired someone to decorate. I knew it was your first time, like that, with anybody. I wanted to make it good for you so badly. I’d thought a lot about it. I’d planned for it, like I never would have for anybody else I’ve been with. I didn’t expect— I didn’t realize how right it would be. I wanted to stay, I wanted to stay in that bed forever just to hold you.”

    “Holy shit,” Shane says.

    Ilya sighs, glares at him. “You have got to stop saying that in response to my romantic declarations. Is bad for my nerves.”

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    “What is grailed dot com?” Shane reads out loud from the computer screen.

    “How have you spent almost fifty grand on it in the last year?”

    Ilya doesn’t reply.

    “Is it a-” it’s like Ilya can hear the gears turning in Shane’s head, “Is it a porn website?”

    Ilya laughs lightly, endeared by Shane's choice of words, “As if you would know.”

    “Fuck you, I’ve watched porn.”

    Ilya turns to face him, a look of pleased incredulity painted on his features. He watches as Shane processes what he just said and then shakes his head as if to rid himself of the trance. Shane both hates and loves these moments when Ilya gets him to say ludicrous things in his own defense. As if he even needs to defend himself.

    Shane and Ilya talk about personal finance, porn and they are in love.

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    Hayden finds Lily’s contact and touches the little call button.

    After a short time, the call connects. “Shane,” a breathless sound reaches his ear, a broken heavy Russian accent cut off by a choked up sob. “You scared me.”

    Hayden hangs up.

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    Hayden calls Lily after Shane’s injury

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    06 Jan 2026

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    “Shane,” Ilya whispered. “Remember what we talked about, before? About maybe having somebody to watch?”

    Shane’s downcast eyes flew to catch Ilya’s. An electric current pulsed deep and slow between them.

    “No,” Shane said. It wasn’t really a word, though. Ilya knew it was only a reaction.

    So, “Yes, moy lyubimyy,” Ilya said simply, breathing softly. Letting Shane’s brain catch up. “Would you want that?” he asked plainly.

    Ilya’s hands raked to the back of Shane’s head, tightening in the strands of hair at his crown, using this to hold him close.

    Yes, fuck,” Shane finally said. “You know I want that.”

    Or, Ilya takes advantage of an evening with Rose and Svetlana to make one of Shane’s fantasies happen. (Rose and Sveta have an alright time, too.)

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