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this is how i want to love you, cover to cover by allforyoumylove
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Jan 2026
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“Don’t–” Ilya starts, already reaching, already cupping Shane’s face between both hands, thumbs warm and tender against his cheekbones like they’ve always belonged there.
Shane’s eyes are big and gorgeous and genuinely curious. “Don’t what?”
Don’t make me look like a lovesick idiot. Don’t make my heart trip over itself for a way out of my chest and into yours. Don’t say it like that—so fucking sincere—like you don’t know how devastating it is for me.
“Don’t butcher my language,” he says instead and kisses Shane’s smile hard, like reflex, like gravity, like there was never going to be another option.
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Shane sets out to learn Russian. Ilya discovers he's incapable of keeping his composure.
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31 Jan 2026
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“It was in 2013. The first time, we were in that stupid apartment of yours in Montreal. So many pillows, you hired someone to decorate. I knew it was your first time, like that, with anybody. I wanted to make it good for you so badly. I’d thought a lot about it. I’d planned for it, like I never would have for anybody else I’ve been with. I didn’t expect— I didn’t realize how right it would be. I wanted to stay, I wanted to stay in that bed forever just to hold you.”
“Holy shit,” Shane says.
Ilya sighs, glares at him. “You have got to stop saying that in response to my romantic declarations. Is bad for my nerves.”
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29 Jan 2026
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“What is grailed dot com?” Shane reads out loud from the computer screen.
“How have you spent almost fifty grand on it in the last year?”
Ilya doesn’t reply.
“Is it a-” it’s like Ilya can hear the gears turning in Shane’s head, “Is it a porn website?”
Ilya laughs lightly, endeared by Shane's choice of words, “As if you would know.”
“Fuck you, I’ve watched porn.”
Ilya turns to face him, a look of pleased incredulity painted on his features. He watches as Shane processes what he just said and then shakes his head as if to rid himself of the trance. Shane both hates and loves these moments when Ilya gets him to say ludicrous things in his own defense. As if he even needs to defend himself.
Shane and Ilya talk about personal finance, porn and they are in love.
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29 Jan 2026
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hollanov 5+1 by londonfoglatte (nimbus2003)
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
04 Jan 2026
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13 Jan 2026
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You Have Reached Lily by ItsMayBiTheWay
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Jan 2026
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Hayden finds Lily’s contact and touches the little call button.
After a short time, the call connects. “Shane,” a breathless sound reaches his ear, a broken heavy Russian accent cut off by a choked up sob. “You scared me.”
Hayden hangs up.
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Hayden calls Lily after Shane’s injury
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- Part 1 of Hayden Pike Hockey-matic Universe
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06 Jan 2026
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not only you and me by disruptedthesky
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jan 2026
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“Shane,” Ilya whispered. “Remember what we talked about, before? About maybe having somebody to watch?”
Shane’s downcast eyes flew to catch Ilya’s. An electric current pulsed deep and slow between them.
“No,” Shane said. It wasn’t really a word, though. Ilya knew it was only a reaction.
So, “Yes, moy lyubimyy,” Ilya said simply, breathing softly. Letting Shane’s brain catch up. “Would you want that?” he asked plainly.
Ilya’s hands raked to the back of Shane’s head, tightening in the strands of hair at his crown, using this to hold him close.
“Yes, fuck,” Shane finally said. “You know I want that.”
Or, Ilya takes advantage of an evening with Rose and Svetlana to make one of Shane’s fantasies happen. (Rose and Sveta have an alright time, too.)
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06 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander vs. the Power of Friendship by sillylittlepal
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jan 2026
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Shane gets added to the Ottawa Centaurs WAG group chat and gets the support network he didn't know he needed.
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05 Jan 2026
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something you can fix by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.
“Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.
And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.
Just once. Just a single nod.
Why did he have to nod?
“Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”
“Of course.”
Of course.
“Was it better?”
“Yes.”
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Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.
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- Part 1 of something you can fix
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29 Dec 2025
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He wished someone could give this pain an expiration date, tell him how long it would last so he could bear it a little easier. He could cross out each day on his calendar, he could be patient, if only he knew.
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- Part 1 of The Plunge
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20 Oct 2025
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Simon and Wille rode off into the sunset, so sure everything would work out perfectly.
But real life isn't like that, and now Simon, three years post Hillerska and having put his past behind him, is dealing with some arse who won't stop posting details about him on Wikipedia.Bookmarked by juke38
16 Oct 2025
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Wilhelm, crown prince of Sweden, wakes up in Las Vegas with one of the worst hangovers of his life. He can't remember much from last night and he's not even sure who the stranger buried under the covers next to him is.
Going by the clues in the room and by the random memory snippets that keep coming back to him, he fears he might have fucked up. Royally.- Language:
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10 Oct 2025
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“Sorry– I was just thinking…” Wille huffs out a laugh that is pure nerves and runs a hand through his damp hair. It's incredibly endearing, and all at once, Simon has the sinking feeling that his crush never quite went away. That, maybe it wasn't all lust and circumstance, that maybe his attraction to Wille went deeper than that.
Then, Wille is saying the words that will change the trajectory of their friendship forever.
“We should have sex.”
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Wille and Simon are both frustrated with sexual expectations and experiences. Maybe they can help each other out?
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09 Oct 2025
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Wille doesn’t know who kisses who first, whether it’s Simon reaching up or him leaning down. All he knows is that suddenly Simon's lips are on his, hot and with the faint taste of coke mixed with something else. Simon doesn’t taste entirely like Simon, and it hits Wille with a pang that he’s tasting someone else too. That thought alone is enough to make him deepen the kiss, trying to replace all taste of Jonah in Simon’s mouth.
Some time after breaking up, Simon and Wille find themselves at the same party. And like moths to a flame, like magnets drawn together, they can’t seem to stay away from each other.
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28 Sep 2025
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I Want You On My Telephone All Night by OllesTherapyBill
Fandoms: Young Royals (TV 2021)
18 Sep 2025
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When Simon's grandfather, Hector, is hired to serenade some guy's ex-boyfriend while he moves out of their apartment, Simon is a little annoyed by the situation. Despite his grandfather's insistence that the guy would be perfect for Simon, he decides there's no way he'd be interested in a rich asshole. That is, until he sees just how attractive said rich asshole is when his TikTok of Simon's grandfather serenading the ex goes viral. Determined to help his grandfather spread his love of Venezuelan folk music, Simon and Hector make a TikTok of their own, and if a certain attractive, rich asshole sees it...that's just lucky. And if he immediately texts Simon once he does... even better.
This is part 2 in a series. It will not make sense without reading part 1, told from Wille's perspective.
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- Part 2 of Matchmaker Hector
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18 Sep 2025
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“Unfortunately, Mister Eriksson, sorry isn’t good enough. The attention you’ve brought to our institution, not just from the press but from our royal family, cannot be swept under the rug.” The headmistress sighs, like this is a challenge for her. “Students from better circumstances have been expelled for less.”
“You mean,” he says, sullen and small, “students can who buy their way out of trouble.”
In which Simon — freshly broken up with the Crown Prince, with a viral sex tape on the Internet — faces punishment at Hillerska for dealing drugs on campus. Wilhelm uses it to win him back.
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18 Sep 2025
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“What are you thinking?”
Simon's murmured question snapped Wille out of their reverie.
Their face warmed as Simon reached out to softly trace the pad of his thumb over Wille’s cheekbone, across their jaw to their mouth, softly tracing the dip in their upper lip before swiping over the lower lip just as slowly. The only thing that made Wille feel less embarrassed about the harsh, shaky breath that left their body was the fact that Simon's finger was trembling against them.
“You're gorgeous,” Wille answered honestly, looking up into Simon's dark, fathomless eyes, trying to decipher what thoughts lay behind them.
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Wilmon meet, shotgun a joint, have sex, listen to Rumours on vinyl, have sex again, and fall in love (not necessarily in that order)
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12 Sep 2025
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midnight; heat, sweat, rock salt.
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- Part 2 of to be loved by you
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09 Sep 2025
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“But… but, Wilhelm,” she said.
He started shaking his head quickly. Simon looked on in horror as he started to guess what Wille might be hearing.
“Erik is dead.”
The phone dropped from Wille’s hand and skittered across the floor, coming to a stop at Simon’s feet. He stepped over it and just made it to Wille before he collapsed onto the floor, all control of his muscles gone. Simon caught him awkwardly and lowered him down to the ground. They could still vaguely hear the Queen’s tinny voice coming from the phone on the floor.
Wille was breathing in gasps and clawing at Simon’s arm. “Erik…” he stammered. “Erik’s dead.” Simon inhaled in quiet horror.
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Simon is still around when Wille receives The Phone Call. A rewrite of some of the events of Season 1.
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06 Jul 2025
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Simon becomes a pop star. Wilhelm's depression worsens. Things get worse. Until they get better.
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29 Jun 2025
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27 Jun 2025