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    His mouth parts. A hint of his soft, wet tongue as it swipes briefly across his lower lip. A second passes. A hesitation. Then, “You'll make a mess.”

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    12 Mar 2026

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    “Shane.” Ilya takes Shane’s head in his hands, squeezes his cheeks so that Shane looks puffy, absurd. Beloved. “I am saying that to me, even though you are retired, you will always be No. 1 hockey player. Fuck Wayne Gretzky.”

    That’s what does it, as Ilya knew it would. Shane rears back, spluttering, outraged, trying not to laugh.

    “Oh, I have committed blasphemy now. They will take back my citizenship, big crime, very sad.”

    Shane smoothes his hands along Ilya’s calves, rests his fingertips on Ilya’s ankles. “Fuck Wayne Gretzky,” he says. He looks like he can’t believe what he’s saying. Ilya wonders, distantly, if he can get it on tape to play back to himself when things feel particularly bleak. “We can live in exile together. I don’t care. You’re my, my best, my second best hockey player forever too.”

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    Shane decides he has to retire. Ilya, of course, will go with him.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    “If it happened, you can complain,” Ilya reasons, “and I will listen. Like you did for me on the phone. And we can make list. And it will not kill you.”

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    20 Feb 2026

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    “Fuck, look at you,” Ilya breathes. “Ask me for it again.”

    “Hit me,” Shane says instantly, not a moment of hesitation.

    “Is your face not sore? You still want more?”

    “It’s sore,” Shane answers. “Please. I want more.”

    “Fuck,” Ilya hisses, and he extends his arm out, muscular and powerful, and he brings it down hard, harder than any of the previous smacks. This one makes Shane’s head reel, his entire upper half jolting in response to it. Ilya watches in concern and fascination, gauging his reaction.

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    Ilya's playful slap during the Hayden phone call scene awakens something in Shane.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    No, Ilya isn’t a martyr, but he isn’t selfish either.

    Tonight he wants to be selfish.

    Ilya wants to use Shane. He wants to use his willingness, his body, his everything to make himself feel better.

    It’s a truth. Maybe an ugly one, but one that he owes to both himself and to Shane to accept. Tonight will be about him.

    And Shane, for his part, is a willing participant in it all.

    ‘I want to be useful,’ he had said.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Ilya did not want to die. It’s a natural thought as the plane seems to fall around him. He’s twenty-nine, he does not want to die. It’s the intensity that surprises him, the desperate need clawing at his heart, pressing against his ribs, surging in his throat. He’s choking on it, aching with it, burning with it.

    The plane is falling around him, and he wants to live so badly it’s all he can see.

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    Or, The Plane Crash nearly goes as wrong as possible when Shane's game is cancelled, and he sees Ilya's messages in real time. To make matters worse, Ilya spends fifteen minutes falling out of the sky and mourning all that he would never have. Or, Ilya's pov of i pray this love changes me (this grief will) ft. the very confused but supportive Centaurs

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    17 Jan 2026

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    Women flock to Rozanov; he’s the gravitational centre in every room. Shane gets it. He’s felt it, the shark pull of his orbit. He’s been swallowed up into the belly of desire. What he doesn’t get is how easy it is for Rozanov. Even with Shane’s teammates pooled around him on the dance floor his hands get clammy when a girl in a sequined skirt makes a move on him. Shane used to think maybe he was just awkward; maybe he needed a couple of beers in him to loosen up, but he couldn’t do that during the season.

    Then Ilya Rozanov kissed him and the craving was so clear in Shane’s mind he was able to visualise every sharp edge of it, and he knew he wanted to be on his knees.

    2013. It’s been two years since he and Rozanov hooked up in Nashville and exchanged phone numbers. It’s a month till Boston comes to Montreal and Rozanov’s promise of ‘next time’ could go into fulfilment. Shane Hollander wants to play hockey. He wants to play it well. The other thing is a thing he cannot allow himself to want.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    on being a third generation wasian and knowing english and frech and now russian but not your mother’s tongue; a look at shane hollander’s relationship with languages

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    24 Dec 2025

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    The Associated Press @AP
    Winter Soldier set to stand trial for Washington D.C. massacre and treason apne.ws/1og6SWE

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    25 Jul 2025

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    Tommy thought that he had everything figured out; he was comfortably straight, never even bothered to question his sexuality. And then, he and Freppa walked in on his best friend, Määnin, in bed with another man. Tommy was shocked. He thought the shock would've ended there, but instead, Tommy begins to question everything.

    Especially the way he's suddenly looking at Määnin, images of him working their way into Tommy's deepest fantasies and leaving him more confused about his sexuality than ever before.

     

    Tommy and Määnin have just been best friends this entire time, but maybe Tommy wants more from him—from their relationship.

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    05 Jul 2025

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    Pete twitches in his sleep, like he senses the turn Porsche’s thoughts have taken. He’s frowning and clutching at his pillow desperately. A few seconds later, he settles.

    Pete’s been lying.

    Something is going to have to give. Porsche just doesn’t know yet what it’s going to be.

    Porsche keeps watch over Pete, recently returned to the Main Family post Safe House.

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    09 May 2025

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    “Looking for something?” Vegas asks. His voice is low and silky, lips curving a bit in amusement as he tilts his head, studying Pete.

    A way into your pants, he thinks, then wonders what the fuck is wrong with him.

    ~*~

    When Pete accidentally blurts out what he's thinking, Vegas decides to take him up on it.


    Or, what happens when a random social media comment about what Pete could/should have said hijacks my brain.

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    25 Feb 2025

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    Vegas is splitting Pete open on three fingers when Pete gets the idea.

    [Or, some additional details on KPTS 1x12]

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    23 Jan 2025

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    It’s been a month since Vegas surrendered his world and was remade in the confessions of a new one.
    Pete doesn’t say “I love you.”
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    Vegas and Pete build what they can in the after.

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    23 Nov 2024

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    Opening the tracking app he has, he watches as the little dot that’s Macau- or at least his beacon- works its way towards the main family compound. That calms his nerves slightly, but until he knows it’s actually Macau-

    He quickly dials, waiting impatiently through a few rings for an answer. He’s about to hang up and try again when the line picks up, sounding like the phone is being fumbled a little.

    Hia?”

    Oh thank fuck.

    “Macau- are you okay? What happened?” A thought occurs to him. “Is Pete with you?”

    There’s a pause, and he catches the sound of a shuddering breath on the other end of the line. He knows the answer before Macau gives it.

    No- no he’s not."

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    09 Nov 2024

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    Kissing Vegas is always good. He’s indulged in it since the hospital, since Vegas woke up and since Pete knelt over Vegas’ body as he converted right in front of him – putting all his faith in this bloody romance. Vegas kisses Pete like he’s trying to learn the shape of his tongue and teeth so he can draw it up on a map. Pete feels thoroughly exposed once Vegas is done with him, like he’s found that place where x marks the spot. He’s left panting, open-mouthed and drooling, tugging Vegas back in by his wrist so he can reveal some more of Pete to himself. He’s learning desire: how much of it lives in him, how insatiable his hunger is. Luckily, Vegas is greedy and is never done with his fill of Pete. They eat well together.

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    30 Oct 2024

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    Their eyes meet and Pete smiles, trembling at the effort of holding himself up. He’s not even trying, but he’s so sexy like that: smile sweet, body half-gold and half-shadow, asking breathlessly, “how do I taste?”

    Vegas pulls off him to answer. He kisses both sides of his hips, thumbing over his tattoo. Looks up at him and answers honestly: “You taste like heaven, baby.”

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    29 Oct 2024

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    For reasons Tankhun isn’t sure of, Vegas and Kinn have never been good together.  They need a buffer.  Sometimes it’s Mama, sometimes it’s Kim and Macau, sometimes it’s Tankhun himself.  But Kim’s napping with Mama, and Tankhun still feels weak.  He’s lying on a sun lounger in his bathrobe, not quite sure if he can stand again or not.  Eating has been difficult and everything seems not quite real, today.

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    Post-canon, Tankhun reconsiders his relationship with Vegas.

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    17 Oct 2024

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    So it's time for Vegas to figure out what the fuck to do with the rest of his life.

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    14 Oct 2024

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    It wasn’t like the belt had been the worst of it, not by far. The electricity was definitely Pete’s least favorite part, if he was going to start ranking all the times Vegas had tortured him. And the simple endless burn in his shoulders from being chained up with barely enough slack to stand was pretty bad too. Pain was pain. Pete had taken it before and he would take it again, probably, considering their line of work. He wondered if part of why Vegas regretted these scars in particular so bitterly was because he hadn’t even enjoyed giving them. He definitely wasn’t going to say that.

    He was just tired of Vegas touching him with regret. He wanted Vegas’s hands on him always, in every way, but not like that.

    “Okay,” Pete said. “Then let’s change them, if it bothers you so much.”

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    10 Oct 2024

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