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    He remembers their last hook up, a month or so before this. He thinks that’s where his brain had started to go on the fritz. When he’d just finished blowing Ilya in the shower and Ilya had hit him with ‘You need to get laid, Hollander. Waiting for a quick fuck every couple of months is not healthy.’ Shane had acted all indignant and puffy, but only because Ilya had hit a bit too close to home with that, and he’d been so cavalier about it too. Because yeah, maybe Shane had never made a conscious decision to do it, but he felt like he only existed in short hour long snippets when he could slip away and be with Ilya. And that fucking terrified him.

    Then because Ilya was Ilya, he had to one, two punch him by saying, ‘I have ruined you. No one else would do.’ And Shane had to lock that deep in the caverns of his mind because of how true those words rang. He didn’t want it to be true, but it was.

    “I think, maybe, this whole thing is starting to mean something different to me.”

    — Or Episode 4 remix/Chapter 13 rewrite. Shane doesn’t leave after the tuna melts in Boston.

    Part 2 added.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    He looks at Yuna, who looks at him back, seeming like she wants to say something but doesn’t know how.

    “Shane says you have been a Metros fan for your entire life,” Ilya offers.

    It’s a good starting spot. Things they both know. Shane. Hockey.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    lilybear_1221
    Fuck buddy of seven years left suddenly and won’t respond to my texts. What did I do wrong?

     

    After the great Tuna Meltdown, Ilya takes to Reddit to get advice on what he did wrong using the pseudonyms Lily and Jane.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    Zane Boodram swung the door open, cutting himself off when he saw who waited on the other side.

    “Hollander!” he greeted after a second, voice warm but eyes wide in shock. “Wasn’t expecting you tonight!” He paused for a moment, then continued in a softer tone, still warm but growing in confusion. “Not to be blunt, but what the hell are you doing here?”

    “Oh, um… Ily—Rozanov invited me.”

    Or, after their fight, Shane turns around.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    This was too sweet ❤ love it

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    A locked folder from Shane's phone ends up on the internet for everyone to see, including his teammates. It certainly undercuts their victory against the Bears, but it'll all turn out right. Eventually.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    Based very loosely on events from The Long Game that my brain wanted to put into the first book, somewhere between Shane’s injury, and before Scott Hunter wins the cup - for maximum angst, obviously.

    What if Ilya’s plane had actually crashed? And what if it had happened before he and Shane had the chance to confess their love and know what it was like to be together.

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    A fic so I could write a really needy Shane who can't hide his feelings anymore, and an Ilya who is faced with the undeniable truth that someone cares for him.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    The photos leak on a Wednesday. Ilya sets his life and career on fire on Sunday, mostly out of spite. On Monday, he is the first out queer player in the NHL.

    Nobody handles the ensuing circus well, least of all Scott Hunter.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    “You miss your mommy, Rozanov?”
    “Not as much as I miss yours.”

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    Starting when he's 13, a series of looks into Ilya's relationship with his parents.

    Also featuring an answer to the famous question 'What did Ilya and David talk about while Shane was talking to Yuna?'

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    19 Jan 2026

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    "I play,” Ilya said, his voice a deadpan rasp, “because if I do not play, my father make me work at potato factory. I hate potatoes. I want to buy car that goes fast enough to scare God."

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    Clips and photos of Ilya's teenage years in Russia get leaked.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    Scott's been the subject of a lot of rude comments, on and off the ice. One of the things he'd braced himself for. One thing he hadn't expected was to hear that people who made those comments while playing Ottawa tended to get punched by one Ilya Rozanov. 

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    11 Jan 2026

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    Yuna has let go of a lot in her life, including her own dream to play professional hockey. But that's alright; she has Shane and David and they have built a storybook legacy together. Then Ilya Rozanov gets hurt and suddenly Shane's calling her asking if they'll go pick up his archrival from the hospital.

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    23 Dec 2025

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    “I did something stupid,” Shane confesses, inhaling rapidly. He's still crying, still frozen in the doorway, besides his hitching chest and watering eyes. Hayden's never seen him like this, overtaken with emotion, bitter exhaustion in his voice. He makes a soft choked noise, and Hayden immediately wants to kill something, whatever it is that's making him feel so awful. “I—Hayds—you're gonna hate me—”

    “No,” Hayden says before he can even finish the thought, almost hurt by the accusation. “No way. You're—I wouldn't. I won't.”

    Shane sniffs, offering him a sad smile, his eyes watery and solemn. It's an unfamiliar look, burnt through with sorrow and twisting doubt, sharp worry in the furrow of his brow. “You are,” he says, soft and certain. “I do, and I'm the one who's doing it.”

    OR: Shane returns to the hotel room, post-tuna melt. Hayden spirals.

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    17 Dec 2025

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    Jason Todd returns to Gotham with a detailed plan for Batman, the Joker, and the new Robin he’s seen pictures of in the papers. There’s just one tiny problem with his plan: Batman is missing. Also the Joker is missing. And nobody has seen Robin in a while.

    In unrelated news, there are two(?) teen vigilantes patrolling the streets of Gotham. Someone should probably do something about that.

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    Jason was going to find answers, and when he did, he was going to beat the shit out of someone. Who it was going to be depended on what the fuck, exactly, was going on.

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    02 Dec 2025

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    02 Dec 2025

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    It’s been a week.

    Tim and Cass, they’re still holding out hope, but Dick- Dick knows.

    His dad is gone.

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    Or: Bruce dies before Jason makes it to Gotham, and, in the few intervening weeks between, Dick Grayson kills a man.

    Granted, it is the Joker, but the point still stands.

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    26 Nov 2025

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    Damian didn’t need an older brother. Tough luck, Bruce thought he didn’t need a Robin either. Look where that got him.

    Or Tim doesn’t care what Damian says. He has always wanted a baby brother to love and care for and Damian fits the bill. So what if he’s a little stabby stabby? That just gives him character.

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    23 Nov 2025

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    “I’m sorry,” Georgia says slowly, like she thinks she misheard him. “You said you’re… married?”

    Amanda raises her eyebrows and taps something onto her keyboard. “That’s good to know, Mr. Zimmermann, but I’m sure you know that many of our players are married.”

    “Right, but this is… different.” Jack says.

    “Jack,” Georgia says, “Why did you never mention this before? Do I know your wife?”

    “I’m sure you do,” Jack says carefully, “Only… it’s not a wife. It’s Kent Parson.”

    ...

    (So what if they’re not pretending to be married. They’re still pretending to be happily married.)

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    21 Nov 2025

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    In a land of myth, and a time of magic, the destiny of a great kingdom rests on the shoulders of a young boy.
    His name...

    Merlin.

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    A complete rewrite of BBC’s Merlin

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    19 Nov 2025

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    The Associated Press @AP
    Winter Soldier set to stand trial for Washington D.C. massacre and treason apne.ws/1og6SWE

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    16 Nov 2025

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    “I know what you are, and I have proof,” Will said, swallowing thickly at something lodged in his throat. Fear, most likely. But perhaps something else. Perhaps the delightful feeling of his heart in his throat and the taste of power making saliva pool behind his teeth. “I’ve been following you. And I’ve got pictures.”

    “I’m afraid I’m not certain what you’re referring to, though it is highly inappropriate for you to be stalking your psychiatrist,” Hannibal said, his words cool as he brushed a hand aside to straighten his files, concealing the brush of his fingers to a scalpel.

    “Yes, you do. But I’m not going to turn you in. I’m telling you this so you’ll help me. I have someone I want you to kill.” His hands slid over his desk, away from the scalpel.

    Or, Hannibal takes on a new patient, sixteen year old Will Graham who struggles with violent fantasies.

    COMPLETED.

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    108,302

    24 Oct 2025

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