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“If it happened, you can complain,” Ilya reasons, “and I will listen. Like you did for me on the phone. And we can make list. And it will not kill you.”
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The dream of Irina is nearly wrung from Ilya’s body. The remnants are only particles of dust, sitting inside the seams of his eyes. Ilya blinks. Blinks to look at what he’s doing to Shane.
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personal blue by laundry (lovesjar)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jan 2026
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Now, he stares at the rivulets of water peeling down Ilya’s neck and chest, and he’s awed at being allowed to touch it all. When the world turned ugly and ice was no longer the safest place for Shane’s thoughts, there would always be this.
Ilya Rozanov, his own personal blue.
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- Part 2 of hard times
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a history by laundry (lovesjar)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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Shane opens his eyes and tears spill onto his pillow and into Ilya’s hand. He has that apologetic stare again. He says, “Love you.”
“Nothing in the world could make me stop loving you,” Ilya says. “Do you understand?”
With hesitation, his eyes darting around, Shane breathes out, “I understand.”
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- Part 1 of hard times
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Piper was Daddy’s girl, and Saxon was Mommy’s prize, and Lochlan—Lochlan now knew exactly what he was.
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hard times by laundry (lovesjar)
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 Jan 2026
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Ilya gets the flu and his fever spikes high enough that he starts slipping into Russian, reliving memories of being punished for showing weakness as a kid. Shane doesn't understand the words, but he can hear the fear—and has to keep Ilya grounded while the fever works its way through his system.
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- Part 6 of heated rivalry sickfics
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17 Feb 2026
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“Game is over,” he says. “You won. I lost. I was annoying. Normal.”
“That’s not—” Shane starts, then stops, because he actually doesn't know how to finish that thought without sounding like an idiot. His jaw works, teeth grinding together.
That's not what I meant. That's not the point. You said I was boring and you were right and I need you to say it again so I know where I stand, so I know what you think of me, so I can stop waiting for the other shoe to drop.
He settles for: “You were kind of an asshole.”
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Bookmarked by lovesjar
17 Feb 2026
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It's supposed to be a quick hookup in Boston - one night, no feelings, back to hating each other on the ice tomorrow. Then Shane gets the flu and everything becomes complicated, especially when he goes nonverbal and Ilya has to figure out how to help someone whose brain processes everything differently than his own.
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- Part 7 of heated rivalry sickfics
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17 Feb 2026
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two minutes for unsportsmanlike conduct by hollanov (searchingforabiggersky)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Feb 2026
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Ilya told himself he wouldn't do this again.
He doesn't need Shane drugged out of his mind in order to have satisfying sex—it was a one-time thing. An incredibly, mind-blowingly hot one-time thing.
The only problem is—Shane keeps bugging him about it. And Ilya is only a man.
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- Part 10 of penalties
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17 Feb 2026
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two minutes for illegal substitution by hollanov (searchingforabiggersky)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
24 Jan 2026
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Shane never had a party phase. He's not fun.
Being convinced by his boyfriend to try out roofies in public was certainly not on his Bingo Card for the year.
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- Part 7 of penalties
Bookmarked by lovesjar
17 Feb 2026