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Eddie thinks he might ruin everyone he touches.
He doesn't do it on purpose, he knows that. It's not some subconscious destructive tendency from a childhood bordering on neglectful, or the army, or the various mental health crises he didn't properly deal with. Or maybe it is, and he's just a fucking asshole. He doesn't really know.
or,
Five times Eddie didn't love someone back, and one time he did.
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my life is a movie by nickynelson
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
20 Jun 2024
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jess @castieldean
dont get ur hopes up for the rwrb movie yall... streets are saying alex and henry despise each otherry @sayhenry created a thread:
proof that alex and henry can't stand each other: a threadmars @henlextruther
thoughts on ACD?
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Henry Fox @henryfox
Eh.
[this tweet has been deleted]or:
the one where alex and henry are co-stars in a new rom-com. the only problem? alex and henry have hated each other for years. or have they?
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Eddie Diaz knows Evan Buckley. He knows him in the present-tense, and he doesn't know if he'd still know Evan Buckley if every word he spoke about him was in the past.
The things Eddie Diaz knows about Evan Buckley form poems in his thoughts, paintings through his words. How can he keep creating art if the inspiration stops?
or:
Eddie's thoughts while Buck is in his post-lightning coma.
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i’m in love with him (and all his little things) by nickynelson
Fandoms: Heartstopper (Webcomic), Heartstopper (TV)
09 Aug 2022
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“No way Nelson’s a virgin, no way!”
Nick wants to scream.
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An alternate version of he’s all that(and that’s all i need) in which, Charlie is sex-repulsed after his experiences with Ben, so Nick has never been with anyone, and people at uni find that a little hard to believe.
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- Part 2 of truth or dare
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Tao hid behind a machine, watching through the glass. Charlie may have told Tao not to worry and that Nick was really his friend, but Tao needed to see it for himself.
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The claw machine scene from the perspective of Nick’s biggest critic.
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“I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”
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or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.
Ilya has open hands.
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Bookmarked by nickynelson
07 Feb 2026
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After the longest season of his career, Ilya retreats to the cottage with Shane, expecting rest, recovery, and a month of stolen peace. Instead, exhaustion lingers. Small things feel wrong. And the body that has always carried him through pain begins to falter in ways he can’t explain.
As concern grows and outside eyes begin to notice, the life Ilya and Shane have carefully built—careers, borders, futures—starts to feel fragile. When a medical crisis shatters their summer before answers arrive, love is no longer something they protect quietly. It becomes something they fight with.
A story about what happens when the body speaks before you’re ready to listen, and the people who refuse to let you face it alone.
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- Part 1 of The Quiet Fight
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- English
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- 55,275
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- 30/30
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Bookmarked by nickynelson
06 Feb 2026
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All I Want for Christmas by FlameHazel18
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Dec 2025
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Shane and Ilya's relationship is the best kept secret in all of professional hockey. That is, until an ill-fated Christmas party brings it all crashing down.
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Bookmarked by nickynelson
03 Feb 2026
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Newly traded to the Ottawa Centaurs, Ilya Rozanov is so close to having everything he’d never thought he was allowed to want. He can see the man he loves more than four times a year, he’s surrounded by a team who supports him through his injury, and Shane’s parents have unhesitatingly accepted him as part of the family.
Except his lingering concussion symptoms have kept him sidelined from hockey, his boyfriend is still two hours away, their schedules are a disaster, and Shane’s team is, well…it’s full of assholes. There must be a way to make this all work out.
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A sequel to a whump fanfiction with more whump…that is also, secretly, a fix-it.
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- Part 2 of Return-to-Play
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- English
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Bookmarked by nickynelson
02 Feb 2026
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the texture of memory by artifice
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jan 2026
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Shane has been missing for a long, long time.
Or: Ilya goes on a road trip. Somewhere along the way, he finds himself again.
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- Part 1 of texture of memory
- Language:
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Bookmarked by nickynelson
01 Feb 2026
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insane that i just read one of the most beautiful things ever written FOR FREEEEEE????

