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“I watched you die.” To save her. And here she is, ready to die to save Emily and Smith. Following after the captain, always just a few steps behind; behind in grief, behind in action. “This - you’re not him. This isn’t real.” Norah wants to turn and face the monster that looms over the Roebuck, but now that she’s facing this thing pretending to be Captain Lucien, she can only move towards him.
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16 Jan 2026
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dreams in the deep by theirwolf for cricketdust
Fandoms: Underwater (2020), Cthulhu Mythos - Fandom
30 Jul 2025
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Norah survived. She's coming to understand that isn't the same thing as escaped.
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23 Oct 2025
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The Beginner's Guide to Consensual Workplace Relationships by twelvekittensinatrenchcoat
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
13 Oct 2023
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Fu Xuan doesn't think she's cut out for romance. Qingque doesn't think she's made for commitment. To their chagrin, the universe proves both of them very, very wrong.
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- Part 1 of fuqing brainrot
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08 Oct 2025
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if you can hold on, hold on by windtorndagger (icedtears)
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
17 Oct 2023
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“But that means—”
“Becoming an Emanator of Nous, yes. And walk Nous’ path while living amongst those who follow Lan, including yourself.”
A hand is outstretched, a question without words.
The story of Genius Society Member Number 44.
“Hm? Oh, you mean your Society friends.” The white-haired man nods—a barely there motion. In the moonlight, Gepard’s smile is one of the most beautiful things Jing Yuan thinks he’s ever seen. “I think it’s nice that they care about you. They are all a little eccentric, but I think that comes with the title of Genius.”
“Oh? You find me eccentric then?”
“Well…” Gepard’s flustered face delights him and he shuffles closer to the man to press a kiss to his cheek.
The story of two men who found each other.
Or; No one ever questioned if Jing Yuan was blessed by the Hunt. It was an assumed fact, given his position and his dedication. Yet, it was another Aeon who turned their gaze to him and saw him for who he really was. And, both fortunately and unfortunately, the Genius Society is known for their meddling.
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08 Oct 2025