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• wishbones, clovers, salt spilling over by noahdoesstuff

  Fandoms: Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series  

  • Mature
  • No Archive Warnings Apply, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Work in Progress

  09 Mar 2026

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • EthosLab/Joel | SmallishBeans
  • John Booko | BdoubleO100/EthosLab
  • EthosLab & Joel | SmallishBeans
  • Charles | Grian & Joel | SmallishBeans
  • GeminiTay & Joel | SmallishBeans
  • Joel | SmallishBeans
  • EthosLab (Video Blogging RPF)
  • John Booko | BdoubleO100
  • GeminiTay (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Charles | Grian
  • impulseSV (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Skizzleman (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Angst
  • Hurt No Comfort
  • Wishes
  • Joel | SmallishBeans Needs a Hug
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • I Wrote This While Listening to Conan Gray's Music
  • Song: Eleven Eleven (Conan Gray)
  • no beta we die like jimmy
  • Jealousy
  • Songfic
  • Kinda
  • Smoking
  • Underage Smoking
  • Underage Drinking
  • Self-Harm
  • Cutting
  • Alternate Universe - High School
  • House Party
  • Other Additional Tags to Be Added

  Summary

  Joel is in love with Etho, but then finds out he’s dating Bdubs

  Depression ensues.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,350

  Chapters:

  2/?

  Comments:

  6

  Kudos:

  15

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  128

• softer, harder, inbetween by noahdoesstuff

  Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP  

  • Mature
  • Major Character Death
  • No category
  • Complete Work

  03 Feb 2026

  Tags

  • Major Character Death
  • Joel | SmallishBeans
  • EthosLab (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Charles | Grian
  • Xisumavoid (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Hermitcraft Ensemble
  • Joel | SmallishBeans-centric
  • Joel | SmallishBeans Needs a Hug
  • Joel | SmallishBeans Angst
  • Self-Harm
  • Suicide
  • Cutting
  • Cigarettes
  • Smoking
  • Blood
  • Blood and Injury
  • Running Away
  • Ambiguous EthosLab and Joel | SmallishBeans Relationship
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • Song: Pushing It Down and Praying (Lizzy McAlpine)
  • Title from a Lizzy McAlpine Song
  • Hermitcraft Season 10
  • Burns
  • Implied/Referenced Suicide

  Summary

  Joel relapses and runs away, leaving Grian and Etho to find him.

   

  sort of like a part two to 'making the bed'

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,510

  Chapters:

  2/2

  Comments:

  1

  Kudos:

  20

  Bookmarks:

  2

  Hits:

  221

• i need it on my body and i need it tonight by noahdoesstuff

  Fandoms: Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series  

  • Mature
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  02 Feb 2026

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • EthosLab/Joel | SmallishBeans
  • EthosLab (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Joel | SmallishBeans
  • Life Series Ensemble (3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series)
  • Oral Sex
  • Kissing
  • Neck Kissing
  • because its joel and etho
  • Love Bites
  • Idiots in Love
  • Joel | SmallishBeans is a Menace
  • I'm Bad At Tagging
  • no beta we die like jimmy
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • The Author Regrets Nothing
  • Double Life
  • Double Life SMP Setting

  Summary

  When Joel realises that soulmates share more than just pain, he decides to test it with Etho.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  770

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Kudos:

  10

  Hits:

  304

• call my friends and tell and them that I love them by noahdoesstuff

  Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP  

  • Mature
  • Major Character Death
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  01 Feb 2026

  Tags

  • Major Character Death
  • EthosLab/Joel | SmallishBeans
  • Joel | SmallishBeans
  • EthosLab (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Charles | Grian
  • Xisumavoid (Video Blogging RPF)
  • GeminiTay (Video Blogging RPF)
  • John Booko | BdoubleO100
  • Hermitcraft Ensemble
  • Suicide
  • Suicide Attempt
  • Angst
  • Angst with a Happy Ending
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • How Do I Tag
  • Not Beta Read
  • Joel | SmallishBeans Angst
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • Suffering
  • cuz of the author
  • no beta we die like jimmy
  • we live through our favourite characters
  • Hermitcraft Season 10
  • Hermitshipping (Hermitcraft)
  • Boys In Love
  • Hybrids
  • Angel Hybrid Joel
  • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
  • I Wrote This While Listening to The Crane Wives' Music
  • Song: Listen Before I Go (Billie Eilish)
  • Kissing
  • Charles | Grian is a Menace
  • John Booko | BdoubleO100 is a Good Friend

  Summary

  Inspired by “Nothing Hurts More Than A Missing Soulmate” by Koiley37

  Joel commits Suicide and is left with two choices in the afterlife. He wants to leave permanently. But when he sees how it affects his friends, he may have to rethink his choice.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  2,011

  Chapters:

  4/4

  Comments:

  8

  Kudos:

  45

  Bookmarks:

  3

  Hits:

  650

• making the bed by noahdoesstuff

  Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP, Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series  

  • Mature
  • Major Character Death
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  29 Oct 2025

  Tags

  • Major Character Death
  • EthosLab/Joel | SmallishBeans
  • Joel | SmallishBeans
  • EthosLab (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Charles | Grian
  • Xisumavoid (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Hermitcraft Ensemble
  • Angst
  • Angst with a Happy Ending
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Self-Harm
  • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
  • Blood
  • Scars
  • Joel | SmallishBeans-centric
  • Joel | SmallishBeans Angst
  • Joel | SmallishBeans Needs a Hug
  • Not Beta Read
  • The Author Regrets Nothing
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • Suicide Attempt
  • Suicide
  • Title from an Olivia Rodrigo Song
  • Inspired by an Olivia Rodrigo Song
  • Song: making the bed (Olivia Rodrigo)

  Summary

  Joel is never like himself after another life game, but why?
  At a normal Hermitcraft meeting, the reason why is found out.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,481

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  2

  Kudos:

  79

  Bookmarks:

  7

  Hits:

  1,185