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Everything I ever wanted (and I'm wearing tights) by This Girl Is (non_sequential)
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies)
20 Sep 2015
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The down side of the whole Captain America deal is that it’s very difficult to get any kind of privacy, to escape the watching eyes for five minutes, let alone long enough for a decent fuck.
Bucky was mostly joking about Steve keeping his Captain America stage outfit. So was Steve. And yet...
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Steve is a patriot.
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[Podfic] Flying the flag by sisi_rambles, This Girl Is (non_sequential)
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies)
17 Nov 2014
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None given. [Steve is a patriot]
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Make up words to songs you used to know by This Girl Is (non_sequential)
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
13 Oct 2014
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Steve is incredibly, inexpressibly grateful to have Bucky back. He is. There is no amount of nightmares, of rage, of grief and alcohol-fuelled fights that can make him anything less than absolutely humbled by the wonder of having Bucky in his life again after losing him, after living without him for three excruciating years.
But.
It’s so selfish he’s a little disgusted with himself. He’s got what’s as close as dammit to a bona fide miracle — and still, every now and then, in the darkest recesses of his mind, he’s not satisfied.
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As good a reason as any by This Girl Is (non_sequential) for Sugareey
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
21 Jun 2014
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For Harry, Beltane is a reminder of everything he sacrificed for a world that doesn't really seem all that 'saved', Voldemort aside. The rest of the Wizarding World expects him to celebrate their deliverance right along with them - where 'celebrate' mostly equals shaking hands with a lot of people he doesn't know and probably wouldn't like if he did.
The notorious British weather isn't any event planner's friend, but it might be Harry's.
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it won't be long 'til the hand we're dealt is winning by andrealyn
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
14 Nov 2023
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It's not your typical detective agency -- Blue can bring back the dead with a touch, Adam's a psychic, Noah's a ghost, and their headquarters rests above a cat café. When they're hired to investigate the death of Richard Gansey the III, Blue has to come face to face with the boy she loved, the prophecy that her kiss is destined to kill him, the puzzle of his murder, and his obnoxious best friend.
She and Adam have faced worse before -- or, at least, that's the lie she tells herself.
Bookmarked by This Girl Is (non_sequential)
29 Apr 2026
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Give You Up by Eigengrau (aussiebee)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Mar 2026
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Shane watches Ilya shove a hand through his hair, waits for him to meet his eyes. “You pretend to want things, pretend I can have things that we both know you won’t let me have,” he says, his newfound self-esteem carrying him past the point of no return. He wishes he’d never discovered it, because it’s making Ilya’s face do something awful.
“Oh, you mean I hurt your feelings?”
Close enough, Shane supposes, his chest aching again. He goes to lift his hand again, sees Ilya zero in on the movement, doesn’t. “I guess so.”
Ilya scoffs, mean and sharp. “So sorry, Hollander, I didn’t mean to make you get so emotional about a casual fuck.”
Asshole. So many times he has lobbed the word at Ilya in exasperation, reluctant affection and disbelief, but now he thinks it with vitriolic anger. “I think you should go.”Shane finally decides that Ilya's ability to weaponise sex isn't enough for him anymore. Ilya doesn't take it well, but Shane holds firm. Then they start to text about it. Sort of.
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28 Apr 2026
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Give You Up
Eigengrau (aussiebee)
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Ilya scoffs, mean and sharp. “So sorry, Hollander, I didn’t mean to make you get so emotional about a casual fuck.”
Asshole. So many times he has lobbed the word at Ilya in exasperation, reluctant affection and disbelief, but now he thinks it with vitriolic anger. “I think you should go.”Shane finally decides that Ilya's ability to weaponise sex isn't enough for him anymore. Ilya doesn't take it well, but Shane holds firm. Then they start to text about it. Sort of.
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The problem is, no one knows how to market Ilya Rozanov's (in his own words) sexy Euro masculinity to an audience of white straight men.
He needs the best. And if it happens to be his secret lover’s mother who despises his very existence, so be it.
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See? That is what I need. Do not care that you are not professional. You are best
This is Ilya RozanovYuna
This is a fucking joke, right?
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02 Apr 2026
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Influential
409_conflict
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The problem is, no one knows how to market Ilya Rozanov's (in his own words) sexy Euro masculinity to an audience of white straight men.He needs the best. And if it happens to be his secret lover’s mother who despises his very existence, so be it.
+16319607169
See? That is what I need. Do not care that you are not professional. You are best
This is Ilya RozanovYuna
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Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.
No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.
When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?
“I thought we could go through the schedules and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”
“A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.
“It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.
“And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”
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Bookmarked by This Girl Is (non_sequential)
12 Apr 2026
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A Well-Organized Life
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Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.
When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?
“I thought we could go through the fixtures and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”
“A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.
“It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.
“And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”
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Four games in a regular season plus maybe All Star games and maybe the MLH awards means -
When you get right down to it -
What with living in different countries and having packed schedules and public lives -
Six years of hooking up really means that Ilya has met up to have sex with Shane Hollander sixteen times.
Total.Ilya and Shane, sixteen encounters, 2010-2016.
Bookmarked by This Girl Is (non_sequential)
08 Apr 2026

