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Nothing-speck by obsessivedepressive
Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
07 Jul 2025
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That was the thing about recovery. It never felt like recovery.
Qui-gon had told him that years ago, and Dooku had told him that, and on and on and on and on and on. Stupid Jedi, stupid advice.
Recovery was full of backslides and speedbumps. Maybe you become a little bit different. The old version of you is dead, but that’s okay. You are still alive.
Alive like a clipped bird. Like a dog.
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The stranger stares at me, and they have a power and weight to their gaze. It's hypnotic. I feel something leave me, and with a dull horror, find I am frozen in place. This person has taken control of my body from me. They smile at me with a sympathetic understanding, and incline their head to me, then go back to their task.
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- Part 8 of Dream Writings
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- English
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- 2,253
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I hover in an immense darkness, endless ethereal white above head, so close I could reach up and nearly brush it with my fingertips. It is an endless pane, smooth as silk with wispy, transparent tendrils at the edges, opaque and solid further in, all of it sparkling. It is so immense and beautiful I cannot peel my eyes away from it. I want to be this fog.
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One woman travels through the frontiers of space and scientific exploration. The other woman misses her.
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- Part 7 of Dream Writings
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- English
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- 2,616
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Star's Suffering by obsessivedepressive
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
25 Nov 2024
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What happened to the older incarnation of Viktor that Jayce glimpses? The one who became a sorcerer?
No one can stop him when he has the Hex. After Viktor succeeds, he finds his victory is empty. Endless solitude is no end to his suffering. -
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A dream about the lengths people go to for the perfect body.
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- Part 6 of Dream Writings
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I have very vivid dreams and often feel the urge to write them as short stories. Here they are, primarily for my own enjoyment, but if someone else reads and enjoys, that is also a win :)
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What you are spin offs verse by obsessivedepressive
Fandom: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
09 Apr 2024
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Come evening, once everyone else has retired for the night and the bunker has turned still and calm, Sam finds himself laying salt in the doorways. Taking stock of the weapons in the trunk of the Impala. Touching up the various wardings they have hidden around, too.
This, he’s aware as he’s doing it, isn’t normal behaviour.
Bookmarked by obsessivedepressive
15 Sep 2025
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There’s a dead rat in Sam’s room - the second one this week.
Bookmarked by obsessivedepressive
15 Sep 2025
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Vulgar Insights by frumious_bandersnatch (orphan_account), InHisImage
Fandoms: Supernatural
04 Dec 2022
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“You knew he’d ask for it. Didn’t you? And you didn’t stop to intervene. If you had looked at him only once while we were talking, I’m sure he’d have been placated.” Death says. “And yet, you’ve chosen to show me perhaps one of the most intimate things you can experience here.”
He crouches down to look at Sam, runs two fingers over the swell of his back, “Why, Lucifer?”
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The aftermath of the cage in slow and excruciating detail. Following a mid-life crisis with drastic consequences, Death gives Lucifer a second chance he may not have deserved. Sam and the fallen archangel that obsessively, brutally, loves him, as well as those caught in the crosshairs of their codependency, navigate the intricacies of their relationships, their identities, and their gray morality in the throes of love and war and the worst family drama in the history of history.
(An alternative scenario canon-divergent based loosely on events from Pathological. The usual angst-and-torture fest with a bonus of unlikely alliances and an overarching plot. No redemption arcs but the bad guys might need a hug too!)
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- English
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- 239,222
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- 58/?
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Bookmarked by obsessivedepressive
08 Sep 2025
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His sin was always p r i d e
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01 Sep 2025
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Sam encourages a little exploration.
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28 Aug 2025