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    He watches the tape again over dinner. Listens to Rozanov moan inside a girl's pussy while he eats. By the time he finishes his last bite, Rozanov's inside her, her nails raking down his back, her mouth twisted open in pleasure, and Shane's hard in his pants.

    So, Shane puts his plate in the sink and goes back to his room. Starts the video over.

    ———

    A sex tape of Ilya with a girl leaks. Shane reacts normally.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    “Is it your wedding day?”
    Shane sputters. “Sorry?”
    “The tuxedo,” she points out. “You look like you just got married.”
    “Oh,” Shane says dumbly, glancing down at his rumpled suit. “No,” he adds.
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    Or the one where that one night in Vegas gets a little out of hand for Ilya and Shane and a marriage by accident could turn into one of convenience. And maybe, something more.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Shane and Ilya’s daughters imitate Ilya’s accent when they’re trying to get out of trouble with Shane. They keep getting away with it, unbeknownst to Ilya, until their little brother tries it on their Papa.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Shane and Ilya trade favorite porn videos. Somehow it’s very romantic.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Harris Drover conspired to force Ilya Rozanov to make social media content. The people want what they want, and this time, it’s a video of Ilya recording every time he craves something. And unfortunately for Harris (and Shane), Ilya is craving a lot of NSFW things and is withholding from Shane until after the video is finished.

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    Ilya Rozanov is in trouble. The Centaurs media coordinator has given Ilya a task: film content for the team’s TikTok.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.

    2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.

    When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.

    ***

    “So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”

    “We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”

    “No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”

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    22 Mar 2026

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    “Does the Dominus enjoy serving a slave?” Ilya murmured.

    Shane looked up at him through dark lashes. His mouth was a hairsbreadth away from Ilya’s cock, and Ilya could see the exact moment the last of his composure burned out, shedding, the way a snake left its old skin behind, eyes bright and body underneath already new—

    —and instead of answering, Shane licked a stripe up the underside of his shaft, root to tip.

    The law calls Ilya a slave. The mob of Rome calls him their lion, their Gladiator. Senator’s son Shane calls him to his bed.

    Now Shane wants to call him free, but that means owning him first.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Russians do not blush. Russians do not get sick. Ilya gets concussions. He gets stitches. He skates on cracked ribs and calls it fine. He does not get sick. Which is why, when he wakes up at three in the morning in the middle of June, shaking so hard his teeth knock together, his first instinct is irritation.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Ilya slithers a hand to the hollow of Shane’s throat, resting it there.

    “Everything?” he repeats.

    “Yes, sir.”

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    Shane and Ilya’s little date by a pool table turns into a heated collision of desire and control.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    a hockey injury makes ilya curious

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    21 Mar 2026

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    “Yes you can, you wanna be good for me, right?” and then Shane decided to get a little mean, because he knew Ilya absolutely loved it every time - it drove him insane, “good boys don’t fucking complain, Ilya.”

     
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    The Ilya overstimulation fic that was inspired by a tweet I saw

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    21 Mar 2026

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    “I don’t know Hayd, he’s been really nice to me,” he shrugs, “We have stuff in common, it’s always fun to hang with him, and he even does my econ assignments without me asking, which I still think is over the top but–”

    “Ilya Rozanov does your what?”

    or: Shane sucks at Economics, and Economics major Ilya goes out of his way to help.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    Sequential tales of Shane and Ilya discovering, exploring, and enjoying watersports, desperation, and bladder play in general.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    "I think you like it,” Ilya purred, hands creeping forward to Shane’s stomach to where his distended bladder was pushing. “I think,” he pressed down over the taught skin, earning a gasp and a moan from Shane as another sharp jolt of pleasure-pain hit his gut, “that this is turning you on.”

    Shane has to pee during sex but his erection gets in the way. Ilya intervenes. Who knew they still had so much to discover about each other's needs?

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    21 Mar 2026

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    Hudson’s worst nightmare: the elevator breaks down with no one there to help but his co-star, Connor—

    (“Great, ‘m doing great, Con. I can hold it,” Hudson defends, not wanting to admit how close he is to peeing himself, but Connor must read it in his face anyways because he takes another step closer.

    “What- what are you doing?”

    “Relax, covering you from the cameras, baby.”)

    —oh, and Hudson desperately needs to pee.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    Shane works in IT.

    Ilya’s computer always seems to be fucked up.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    "So, an inside date?"

    "Yes. I googled."

    "You googled?" Shane sounds skeptical, even though Ilya knows that Shane knows how much Ilya loves a good google search.

    "Yes. I searched 'HELP how to plan romantic Valentine's Day with secret arch rival hockey player boyfriend when we can't leave his home and also he is very boring.'"

    "You did not."

    "Okay," Ilya admits, kissing the curve of Shane's shoulder, "That was not my exact search."

     

    Or: Valentine's Day 2018, in an apartment somewhere in Montreal.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    The first thing Shane notices is that he’s running late. The second thing Shane notices is that the tall man exiting the car in front of his own is strikingly handsome. The third thing Shane notices is that he is most certainly not running late, but he is incredibly anxious and is therefore rushing regardless. The second thing, however, is definitely still true.

    Or: The events that occur after anxious flyer Shane Hollander meets the effortlessly cool and undeniably handsome Ilya Rozanov in line for airport security.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    Upon being with Ilya, Shane was learning a whole lot of things about himself. 

    His bar for ‘good boyfriend’ was basically in hell, after his past two partners. But Ilya was actively changing that. He was beyond a good boyfriend, it was genuinely insane. 

    And Shane didn’t know if there was a such thing as having a kink for your boyfriend being a good boyfriend, but if there was, he definitely had it. 

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    shane realizing how bad his past relationships were while also realizing he has a competency kink

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    21 Mar 2026

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    “You submitted my name? What the fuck, Rose?”

    ”It’s for a good cause!”

    ”Good cause?!”

    “Yeah. To end your two years dry-spell.”

    ”Oh my god.”

    ”It’s Valentine’s day, Shane. Go on a date. Go get laid. Or just go on this blind date, okay?”

    Shane reconsiders, then he sighs. “Alright, I'll do it.”

    Rose beams and hugs Shane.

    “If I get murdered or robbed, I'll make sure you'll be the number one suspect.”

    Or where for this year's Valentine's day gimmick the Puck Everyone bistro bar does is a Blind date game in the form of a tear-away flier. A participant can register either as a caller or a receiver. The receiver will give their active phone number, then it will be put on the fliers. The callers will pick a number from the flier, and then once they get one they can dial the phone number and for the owner to answer.

    Shane took his time with the call, his Valentine took no time with the fall

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    21 Mar 2026

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