poetsdarling
Fandoms
Recent works
Recent bookmarks
-
Tags
Summary
Buck's parents' words linger like ghosts: he's too much, too intense, and no one stays. But Eddie keeps proving him wrong —one quiet reassurance, one terrifying call, one perfect day at a time.
OR
Five times Buck was convinced his intensity would drive Eddie away —and the one time Eddie made sure he never had to wonder again.
This story is inspired by "Porfa No Te Vayas" by Morat
Series
- Part 18 of I-I Love you (Like a love song, baby)
Bookmarked by poetsdarling
05 Apr 2026
-
Tags
Summary
It’s on the tip of Buck’s tongue. Eddie can sense it—can practically feel the energy charging between them—and he needs it to stop. Once it’s out there, once they finally get tired of the dance they’ve been doing the day they met, it’s over. If they never say it, things could go back to normal. If they never say it, they’ll still be them.
Maybe one day, Eddie will be able to bring someone home who he loves less, but can stomach the possibility of losing more.
Love suffocates Eddie. Slowly, he learns to breathe.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 15,500
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 106
- Kudos:
- 1,515
- Bookmarks:
- 345
- Hits:
- 19,006
Bookmarked by poetsdarling
27 Mar 2026
-
I'll Feel You Forget Me Like I Used to Feel You Breathe by turningthepages
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
22 Mar 2023
Tags
Summary
A car accident leaves Eddie without ten years of memories. He forgets meeting Buck, falling in love, getting married, and bringing two more kids into their life. As Eddie struggles to adjust to this new life, Buck struggles with being in love with someone who doesn't want to remember him.
Oh, and they have really cute kids.
or
Just another Hollywood Amnesia story the fandom probably didn't need but lived in my head rent free for too long.
Series
- Part 1 of I'll Feel You Forget Me
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 128,883
- Chapters:
- 12/12
- Comments:
- 1,224
- Kudos:
- 7,220
- Bookmarks:
- 2,561
- Hits:
- 202,905
Bookmarked by poetsdarling
19 Mar 2026
-
Tags
Summary
"Hey, sorry about that, I was just—Eddie?”
Eddie’s head shot up at the sight of Buck, frozen halfway towards his seat. “Buck?”
Buck let out an awkward chuckle and glanced around. “There must be a mix-up, I’ll go ask—”
“No!” Eddie practically yelled the word, and then he winced at the desperation in his own voice. Belatedly, he realized it was possible that people who were interested in men were supposed to be sitting there. But Buck was watching him with wide eyes, still paused leaning on his chair, so Eddie added, “I could use a six-minute break. You know, from finding out how many siblings every woman in this bar has.”
Buck’s eyes glinted in the dim bar lighting. He finally took the seat and asked, “oh, so you don’t care about how many siblings I have?”
——
Eddie and Buck finally go on a date. It just takes them three times to realize it.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 21,190
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 199
- Kudos:
- 1,516
- Bookmarks:
- 315
- Hits:
- 12,398
Bookmarked by poetsdarling
09 Mar 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“Eddie,” Buck breathes, laughing humorlessly, his voice wet and thick. “If we sat here and-- and went through the list of things I want…” his hands gesture aimlessly. “We’d-- be here all night.”
Eddie nods, catching Buck’s eyes again. “Maybe-- we start with mine, then.”
The space between them feels charged with static, like the second before the thunder finally rumbles.
-----
Eddie’s finally choosing to be better-- finally choosing joy. He just needs a push or two in the right direction, first.
Series
- Part 1 of seabird 'verse
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 55,000
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 585
- Kudos:
- 6,057
- Bookmarks:
- 2,021
- Hits:
- 110,331
Bookmarked by poetsdarling
27 Nov 2025