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    “Sorry, Yoshiki,” Hikaru groans as tears come out of one eye and more of him comes out of the other. “Ughh, I don’t – ”

    Yoshiki can see how hard he’s trying to calm himself down, but it just isn’t working.

    “It’s ok,” Yoshiki says, quiet. “It’s ok. Instead of shovin’ it back inside completely, can you try just...lettin’ it out? Just a little bit?”

    He has no clue how any of this works, but maybe a half-measure is better than trying to force it all at once.

    “Okay,” Hikaru says, but it sounds like a sob. More of the unknowable, incomprehensible swirl leaks out into the dark room.

    “Yoshiki – shit – ‘m sorry but can I…” Hikaru’s face – what’s visible behind the bloom of him – twists in a small kind of agony. “Can I touch you? Not much. Just – ”

    It's been years since Hikaru first took the body of Yoshiki's dead best friend. Despite everything - every horror and hurt - they managed to find a home in each other. Not quite friends or family. More and not. What they have is complicated, but precious.

    But when Yoshiki escapes their small town – to college, to Tokyo – Hikaru follows. And things start to change for them both.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    “Jim had often thought about how lucky they were that his feigned death had been enough to snap Spock out of his pon farr. He’d never even considered the fact that no Vulcan would ever believe that.”

    Assuming he and Spock are dating, Amanda and Sarek invite an unsuspecting Kirk to family dinner.

    Philon Award Winner 2025 (Novella)

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Since he was a child, since Lan Wangji had first become aware of his own alienating effect on others, he has long resigned himself to a loveless marriage. Perhaps even a companionate one, so long as his partner was agreeable and unbothersome and let him have his own space.

    He could not have even begun to predict Wei Wuxian.

    (A canonverse arranged marriage fic.)

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    17 Dec 2025

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    Angel Devil gets some new employee benefits; Aki has a confession to make.

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    14 Dec 2025

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    This Angellllllllllllllll

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    Before Aki's brain can process what’s happening, Angel climbs onto his lap.

    His eyes snap open. His hands twitch, almost reaching out to rest on Angel’s bare legs before he remembers he’s still gloveless. He puts them on Angel's covered waist instead. “What are you—”

    “You haven’t had dessert yet.”

    or, Aki and Angel take sharing lollipops to the next level.

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    14 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

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