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  1. Rec 31

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    Dean finds himself transported back in time, but only for one minute. He's going to find a way to use that minute to save Cas.

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    16 Nov 2023

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    Absolutely delightful.

  2. Rec 17

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    The boys are watching Grease, and Sam has had enough of Dean's obliviousness.

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    09 Nov 2023

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    💚💙💗💚💙💗

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    Sure, Dean’s cursed to die—cursed to have his breath stolen from him—on his twenty-fourth birthday. Uh-huh, thanks for that, Mom. Some real Rapunzel bullshit, there.

    But here’s the thing: Dean’s a hunter. He’s got iron around his neck, jade on his wrists, and Latin on his tongue. Ain’t no fucking curse gonna take him and then move on to Sammy after.

    He doesn’t expect that his curse has a name.

    But what kind of name is ‘Castiel,’ anyway?

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    09 Nov 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This is absolutely delightful.

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    04 Jun 2023

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    Painful and perfect. Beautiful and honest.

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    Dean, a professional photographer, is taking photos at the Fourth of July parade when he spots an old man with striking blue eyes across the street. Dean follows him, but before they can speak, the man falls down and dies with his hand in Dean's.

    Dean feels responsible, and seeks to learn more about the old man, retired doctor Castiel Novak.

    Dean discovers that Castiel once owned Dean's house, and comes to find an old camera amongst his things. When he takes his own portrait, it sends him hurtling back fifty years to 1962 where he meets a young, handsome, Cas.

    They can't help falling for each other. But Dean can't stay in 1962. His connection with his brother, Sam, pulls him back to 2012. Determined to see Cas, he uses the camera to return, but each time he travels to the past, it takes a greater toll on his body.

    Eventually, in order to stay with the man he loves, he has to make a heartbreaking choice.

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    26 Feb 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Heartbreaking yet beautiful.

  6. Public Bookmark 61

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    Dean Winchester is living the dream. He's the proud owner of Rocky's Bar and prouder boyfriend of Dr. Castiel Novak. He lives with his boyfriend in a cute house and gets to watch his spectacular ass do yoga every morning. He's successful, he's happy, he's in love. He hasn't told Cas that last bit, but he knows.

    Then storm clouds roll in, and the dream starts to fall apart.

    One turn of bad luck turns into two, three, and more, until he's living his worst nightmare: Cas is gone. Again.

    Will Dean be able to face his fears so he can truly live the dream?

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    10 Feb 2023

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    Beautiful.
    Painful.
    Uncomfortable.
    Healing.
    Beautiful.

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    The walls bleed black again, and Castiel is deposited back into the room he was snatched from in a far more undignified manner than he left it. 

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    His face is hot when he pulls the beer away from his mouth, a rising sense of panic fluttering in his chest. He has thought these things, known them, of course, but it feels so different now because Dean will know. He is going to look at Castiel and know exactly how he feels, what he thinks. That is...distressing. 

    Perhaps Dean will avoid it. He is very good at doing those things. When faced with something he simply doesn't want to acknowledge, that's his first method of handling the situation, and Castiel is sure that it will go this way again. He is banking on it, in fact.  

    It will be fine. He has Jack. Sam will be here, a welcome presence and a perfect buffer.

    It's all going to be fine.

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    11 Nov 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Beautiful, and the first one, too.

  8. Public Bookmark 96

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    Your dad is not behind blue eyes anymore, and yet you never got to say goodbye, mourn him. It’s not like you can bury a body someone is still walking around in.

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    21 Mar 2022

  9. Public Bookmark 25

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    [DCBB 2014] Art Masterpost for "The Path of Fireflies" by museaway
    Some of the art is directly inspired by the story and may not make a lot of sense without reading it.
     
    After his humanity is restored, Dean wakes up in bed with Castiel, a wedding ring, and no memory of the past twelve years. The reality passes every test he knows, but something's off. Something's wrong — really wrong — and it might just be him.

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    30 Dec 2021

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    Beautiful

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    Something in Bodie, California is luring truckers to their deaths and Dean’s on his way to take it out. It’s the first time Bobby’s given him a case and, with Sam at Stanford and his dad off chasing demons, he's finally hunting monsters on his own. When an accidental encounter puts an as-of-yet-unknown monster in the passenger seat of his car, Dean decides to ice him, taking his dad's old adage to heart: a monster is always a monster. Unfortunately, Dean can’t seem to figure out what kind of monster "Castiel" is and he certainly can’t shake him.

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    27 Nov 2021

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    Awesome

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    Castiel Novak is an influential politician with the world in his hands. He’s driven, successful, and determined to change the course of history for the better. There’s only one problem—he has a wild and rebellious teenage daughter who cares nothing for the risks that come with being a Novak. For Claire’s own safety, Castiel hires a bodyguard to protect her, but Dean has his own ideas about what the Novak family really needs. As Dean’s constant presence drives a lust-drunk Castiel to bring back long-forgotten pleasures to cope, this makeshift family will have to learn to navigate the very fragile space between family, poetry, politics, and love.

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    28 Aug 2021

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    As a phlebotomist with the Red Cross, Castiel has donors, not patients, and given donation protocols spacing appointments out, it typically takes a year to call someone a regular. Castiel bonds with his coworkers instead, and he stays over with his best friend and godson almost as often as he goes home. There's little exciting in the day-to-day, but routine is no hardship.

    A new part of that routine comes in the form of a talkative if nervous man named Dean, whose pulse races every time Castiel takes it. Dean often flushes and looks uncomfortable, although he covers it up with jokes, teasing, and a ready smile. It makes his consistent, fortnightly platelet donations all the more admirable, but for some reason, Dean only looks even more nervous whenever Castiel brings that up.

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    17 Aug 2021

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    Beautiful

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    Cas asks Dean to marry him, and Dean can't think of a reason to say no.

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    "Dean," Cas says calmly, gingerly sitting his fork down, and oh, this is gonna be a thing, Dean can tell. Sure enough, it is because Cas goes on to say, "What would you think if I suggested we get married?"

    Dean blinks and swallows the food in his mouth, staring at Cas curiously. "I would think...you were either on drugs or going insane, why?"

    "I'm not inebriated, nor mentally unstable."

    "I—I…" Dean takes in a deep breath, then blows it out heavily. "Cas, you're not fucking with me, are you?"

    "I'm not," Cas tells him.

    "Okay," he says, "fuck it, let's get hitched."

    "Thank you," Cas murmurs sincerely, then picks his fork back up and goes right back to eating.

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    15 Jul 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Beautiful

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    Five times Dean didn't sleep with Castiel, and one time he did.

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    06 May 2021

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    Sweet

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    Humans are very strange creatures. Dean forbids Castiel from watching him sleep, and yet is content to let Castiel have sex with him while he sleeps.

    Fortunately, Castiel can work with this.

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    14 Apr 2021

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    Gorgeous

  16. Rec 38

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    “Listen, I’m gonna go on the record right now and say that the only reason I’m doing this is because my husband is forcing me to, and if he wasn’t standing right here I would be—“

    *audio cuts off*

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    31 Mar 2021

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    Delightful
    Fun
    True to character

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    Prison psychologist Castiel Novak was brought to the Bay for one reason and one reason only: to crack and dismantle the ruling mob cabal that's making life Hell behind bars for both inmates and staff alike. Prison politics, handshake deals, blackmail, and manipulation are only the beginning, although everything seems to circle back to one man—an innocuous sex worker named Dean Winchester. In the midst of doing his job, Castiel himself finds sucked into a world he wasn't prepared for and falling hard for the prisoner at the very center of all the chaos. Is Dean a pawn or a player or something else altogether? And what will Castiel risk giving up to find out?

    At the end of the day, Castiel's not the one behind bars, but he can't bring himself to leave—at least, not without Dean by his side. Whatever it takes to keep him there.

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    18 Mar 2021

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    Dean Winchester is bored with sex. His best friend Castiel Novak is, too. And since they’re both bored and neither of them are in a relationship (because they don't do relationships), why not try to get out of their ruts by having roleplay sex with each other? Sure it’s a little different, a little wild, but that’s the point. They both need something completely out of their comfort zones to break them out of the humdrum of hookups and the bar scene, and they trust each other enough to commit wholly to the process. When they’ve scratched the itch, they’ll go back to their usual ways.

    But the more they take on new roles, the more they shed old ones, leading them to evaluate who they really are, who they want to be, and who they want to be with.

    This is a story about the roles we play, the friends we play them with, and becoming real.

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    20 Feb 2021

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    Beautiful. Smut.
    And.
    Beautifully smutty.

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    Castiel says, budging over to make room for Dean on the couch, “I thought we should have a serious talk about our relationship.”

    Reflexively, Dean laughs.

    Castiel does not.

    “Uh, Cas... you know we’re not dating, right?”

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    29 Dec 2020

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    Happy ending, my ass, Dean thought. He ended up in Heaven, but it wasn’t any better than his crappy life on Earth. Cas, who apparently was pulled out of the Empty and remade Heaven just for him, didn’t even greet him when he arrived.
     

    But all roads, it seemed, led to Cas, and when they met again, they both had some things to say and wrongs to right.


    And when they did, Dean found that maybe a truly happy ending was possible for him after all.

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    04 Dec 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Perfect. Fixes ALL the crap from 15,20

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