shewritesstuffhere



Recent works

Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark 8

    Tags
    Summary

    Being on the same team was supposed to make their lives easier. Instead, Shane and Ilya face backlash and negative media coverage that breaks down their relationship.

    ------
    Or: Canon Unrivaled until Rachel Reid releases her version.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,096
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    28
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    854

    01 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 35

    Tags
    Summary

    Two years into their run as teammates, the "First Couple of Hockey" has reached an internal collapse. Shane Hollander is spiraling into a dangerous obsession with bodily control, while Ilya Rozanov has succumbed to a deep, depressive episode. When their mutual resentment finally erupts into an on-ice altercation during practice, they are forced into a two-week suspension. Trapped together in the suffocating silence of their home, they must confront the physical and emotional wreckage of their marriage before they both completely fade away.

    This story explores a much darker timeline for Shane and Ilya during their second year together in Ottawa. Please take the content warnings seriously, as this fic deals heavily with the physical and psychological toll of their high-profile relationship, including disordered eating, unmedicated depression, and a breakdown of their domestic safety. If you feel like any of these things might trigger you, please prioritize your peace and step away from this story. Your wellbeing is far more important than any narrative.

    Tags will be updated as the story progresses.
    See Chapter notes for more.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    14,663
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    13
    Kudos:
    64
    Bookmarks:
    35
    Hits:
    1,014

    01 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 97

    Tags
    Summary

    “You should’ve walked the fuck away.”

    Shane is embarrassed to admit that in this very moment, he is thinking of the same thing. As selfish as it may seem in this circumstance, he really did not want to die today. He can’t afford to get taken away when he was just getting started with his actual relationship with Ilya. He doesn’t want to imagine Ilya being with someone who is not him.

    He also really had to call Ilya back, because he fucking promised.

    or

    Shane is called a hero by almost everyone after getting hurt while intervening in an armed assault.

    There are only two things that keep Shane from sinking below the surface. One is the pain from his stab wounds, which he never lets fully heal.

    The other is Ilya.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,652
    Chapters:
    1/3
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    210
    Bookmarks:
    97
    Hits:
    2,705

    28 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 60

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane gets a call that would change his life after practice. He subsequently goes on leave for a couple of weeks. He has a secret. What id he going to do?

    Or

    Shane become a single dad one day after practice and Ilya becomes kind of obsessed with both of them.

     

    (Takes place in like 2013, Shane and Ilya are 22.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,528
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    134
    Bookmarks:
    60
    Hits:
    1,518

    27 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 62

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane becomes sick while they're at the cottage. He spirals about it. Ilya loves him. That's it, that's the fic.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,540
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    18
    Kudos:
    518
    Bookmarks:
    62
    Hits:
    5,911

    27 Feb 2026