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  1. Public Bookmark 27

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    But that’s the problem, isn’t it? He can’t talk to anyone about Hollander, not even his best friend. Even if she knows, in some roundabout way–constantly asking about Jane, prying for more information–there’s nothing for him to tell. They aren’t serious and they never will be and like some kind of sick cosmic joke, Ilya might now be damned to a life of only ever enjoying sex with the one person he can’t have.

    So really, what is there to say?

    or: Ilya can't stop thinking about Hollander while having sex with other people.

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    23 Mar 2026

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    Jane: Look are we ok?
    Jane: fuck um. You just - i dunno
    Jane: You sounded off on the phone?
    Jane: god ok fine maybe youre mad at me.
    Jane: Since im boring or whatever.
    Jane: Anyway i have to go to some stupid bar with the team
    Jane: call me back when you get these?

    *Jane is typing….*



    Jane: ilyaaaaaaa ugh
    Jane: cartftr made me take shits
    Jane: fuck no not shits
    Jane: shats
    Jane: SHORTS
    Jane: fucking hell i give up
    Jane: point is im drjnk and im sad and i miss you
    Jane: and im NOT ducking boring
    Jane: duck
    Jane: DUCK
    Jane: ugh. You know hwat i mean
    Jane: im in a cab and i see the airport and
    Jane: what if i just booked a flght to Bossston early haha
    Jane: how boring would that be

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    22 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 98

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    Anyone want 11k words of porn about Shane getting double dicked? Just me?

    I really like the idea of people passing Shane around but I just can’t see the Centaurs doing it. Fortunately, Ilya has ways of finding the right person, and he's committed to helping Shane live his dream.

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    Shane breathed in the scent of the unfamiliar man’s hair and soared on lust. The fact that RJ was a stranger brought him back to his earliest days with Ilya and sent a thrill coursing through him. He trembled. He had no idea what was coming next, what RJ and Ilya had in mind, what RJ liked, what he would read in Shane…

    Shane felt his curiosity leaping, pulling him forward into that cast of mind where all his worries left him, his conscious thoughts, and he became just a body enchanted by utter sensory overwhelm.

    Now Ilya pulled Shane’s wrists again, hugging him back against Ilya’s body...

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    22 Mar 2026

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    "He thinks about it later though, back in his hotel room alone. The thought of being tied up, being tied up by Rozanov, and fucked until he can’t take it anymore. Maybe even past what he can’t take anymore. That’s…

    Well. Shane isn’t the risk-taking type, but what has everything to do with Rozanov for the past five years been except a very bad idea?"

    aka shane: *asks to be tied up and fucked stupid*
    ilya: this is my fucking superbowl

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    22 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 40

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    Ilya Rozanov does not regret leaving Russia. That being said, it is not always easy for him in a country that simultaneously would like to forget he's Russian, whilst also making it his defining feature. He's fine, he's managing. He just didn't expect to see his unfairly-pretty-situationship's mother managing some very similar things...
    AKA
    3 times Ilya notices that he and Yuna Hollander might have something in common + 1 time Yuna notices it too.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    "Tell me Mr. Hollander...did you touch yourself after seeing me work out?"
    Shane froze. The words hit like a jolt straight to his core. His face flamed hotter than it had ever been. His whole brain felt like it hit an ice block and couldn't move.
    "I-I... no.." Shane said weakly.
    "No?" Ilya asked, cocking one eyebrow up.
    "I've never...really...done it...I don't do that stuff..." he admitted, voice barely above a whisper.

    OR

    professor Ilya teaches his best student Shane how to pleasure himself

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Apparently, Shane had chosen this morning to wear Ilya’s jersey, his signature number 81 on the back and staring at Ilya like a lighthouse beacon, beckoning him like a moth to a flame as he drew closer to Shane with a giddy grin stretching wide across his features. What really was getting Ilya going was the fact that the jersey seemed to be all Shane was wearing, save for some crisp white ankle socks and what appeared to be black briefs peeking from underneath the jersey when he raised his arms.

    Ilya realized, with rapidly growing delight, that those were also his. 

    --
    Ilya wakes up one morning to find Shane cooking breakfast while wearing Ilya’s jersey and not much else. Suddenly, the most delicious thing in front of Ilya is definitely not whatever Shane has sizzling in a pan on the stove.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    ANANIA: Hi I'm Anania! This is Gaydar, and today we're going to find out if you're gay, straight or a homophobe!

    Or, Hollanov on the Gaydar show with Anania (LOML)

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Ilya is cold, ruthless criminal who rules the Ottawa's underworld ever since he moved there. Life of luxury and respect from others is all he is used to. Shane Hollander, however, is not, and when Shane catches Ilya's attention, Ilya's calculated obsession begins, drawing Shane into the world of danger, power, and psychological tension that he can't escape.

    "There are only two ways out of this. With me. Or in a body bag. Your choice."

     

    **** please read the tags carefully!!!! i am not joking about them if any of these are not your cup of tea, please skip!!*******

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander has everything he’s ever wanted.
    Drafted by the Montreal Metros and about to start his rookie season. What he doesn’t know is that home is quietly collapsing beneath him.

    His parents, drowning in bad investments and worse judgment, turned to the one man you never owe money to, Ilya Rozanov, a rising figure in the criminal underworld. Ilya built his empire by understanding people’s wants…and turning them into leverage.

    When the final payment date arrives, the Hollander house is silent. No money. No options.

    So Ilya makes his own.

    With ice-cold logic and an obsession already brewing under the surface, he claims Shane—not his family—as collateral.
    Shane walks into his living room expecting dinner, and walks out bound by a contract he never signed.

    He keeps his career—for now. Ilya knows Shane’s talent is an investment, a resource too valuable to waste.
    Shane still travels with his team, skates under bright arena lights, and racks up points…but the freedom ends there.

    And Ilya is never far away.

    Publicly, he is Shane’s mysterious “benefactor.”
    Privately, he is his owner, his captor, and—slowly—his obsession.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    The NHL gives Ilya Rozanov one final responsibility before retirement: choose a rookie, train him for a year, and prepare him to inherit everything Ilya built in Ottawa.

    Shane Hollander is twenty-one, gifted, unnervingly observant, and quietly obsessed with Ilya’s career down to the smallest detail.

    Ilya has spent his whole life protecting his privacy, his body, and his control. Shane makes him want to lose all three.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Both Montreal's and Boston's team captains' face a head on collision on the ice, knocking them both out cold.

    Cue worried teammates, incredibly strong pain meds, a shared hospital room, very confused Hollander parents and loose-tongued confessions.

     

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    Shane and Ilya end up doped up on pain meds in the same hospital room...

    The Hollanders find out some things.

     

    (An alternative way of Yuna and David finding out)

    With a bonus of Hayden and Jackie finding out too! ;)

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    16 Mar 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 87

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    Shane’s too far gone into his submission, knelt before Ilya, who’s still fully clothed, his button-down opened up to reveal his toned torso. It’s the contrast of their positions that’s hopelessly arousing to Shane—him fully naked, being eye-fucked by Ilya who sits comfortably on the couch, lazily sipping from a glass of wine.

    Ilya loves having Shane in this manner, completely at his mercy, itching to ask for instruction but keeping his silence for fear that Ilya would edge him even further.

    In which, Ilya collars Shane and makes him hump and beg.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    "You got this…for me?" Shane's voice cracks a little.

    Ilya studies him properly for a moment. His skin is a washed-out grey under his freckles. Pain draws his mouth tight, and he can see the restlessness jumping under his skin. No, being benched is not going well for Shane Hollander. The sky is also blue.

    "I refuse to eat your boring snacks while we watch whatever boring movie is your favourite, Hollander," he says, and watches him melt a little with satisfaction.

    Set during ep4 montage
    Shane hurt his knee, so when Ilya goes over to check on him, they absolutely definitely shouldn't have any sex

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    15 Mar 2026

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    “It was cruel,” Ilya murmurs, brushing the saltwater from Shane’s freckles with a careful thumb. “I was cruel. To both of us. And I’m sorry.”

    Shane breathes with him for a moment, both of them trying to pull themselves together, before he grumbles, “I don’t even remember why I brought that up.”

    “Because you want to be annoying in bed until I slap you,” Ilya reminds him patiently.

    “Oh. Right.”

    [Or: Shane and Ilya are very, very compatible.]

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    14 Mar 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 17

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    At the cottage, Ilya said he would marry Svetlana for her passport.

    What if he did?
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    Nineteen years later, recently divorced and struggling with alcoholism, Ilya Rozanov reunited with Shane Hollander, not as rivals or lovers, but as a hockey coach for the Boston Raiders and as a father who is going to hockey practice to support his son.

    Could it be possible to rekindle an old flame?

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    10 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, a professional hockey player with the ego of a small country or large, desperately wants to brag about his boyfriend Shane Hollander. Unfortunately, Shane is also his biggest on-ice rival, which makes public admiration socially and professionally inconvenient. Instead of choosing the reasonable option (keeping quiet), Ilya does what anybody would have done: he creates a Twitter account called “Shane Hollander’s girlfriend.”

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    10 Mar 2026

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    When Russian actor Ilya Rozanov’s personal scandal hits the tabloids, his publicist Shane Hollander is dragged into an unexpected plan: fake a romance to save his client’s reputation. Shane has to survive lunches, red carpets, and every “accidental” touch, all while keeping his composure. But as the cameras keep clicking, what started as a professional nightmare might just get… complicated.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    'This is what happens when the social media manager for the Ottawa Centaurs just finished rewatching the entirety of The Office for the 3rd time'

    “What a fucking nerd,” Ilya laughed, his eyes following Shane across the ice. The camera swung between them before eventually landing back on Ilya.

    “I want to eat him,”

    Luca blinked at him, horror slowly etching onto his face.

    “Like...sexually or...literally?

    Behind the camera, Harris cleared his throat to remind them of his presence. Ilya’s eyes never left Shane, who was still berating Troy by citing some charts from his clipboard.

    “Yes,” 

    Haas looked into the camera in utter fear.

    Alternatively, The Office Fic

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    08 Mar 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 4

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    Rose shows up in the players' tunnel like she owns it, collects on a bet, teases Shane into a full-face flush, and leaves the entire Voyageurs roster howling. She's acing the fake-girlfriend role, but she's also the only one who gets how bad the quiet with Ilya really is.

    Or Rose Landry loves to be a menace

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    08 Mar 2026

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