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    Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.

    So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.

    Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.

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    There’s a folding table set up outside Classroom C lined with bakery boxes. Real ones. White cardboard tied with twine. Blueberry muffins the size of softballs. Croissants. Something glazed and citrusy. A cardboard carrier of coffee cups.

    A cluster of recruits hover nearby, trying to look casual and failing.

    Eddie glances at their academy shirts, still too stiff from being new. “What’s the occasion?” he asks.

    One of them straightens. “Oh—it’s Muffin Guy.”

    Eddie pauses. “I’m sorry. It’s who?”

    “Muffin Guy,” another recruit says, like that should mean something.

    Eddie waits.

    They exchange looks.

    “They say he brings stuff the first week,” someone explains. “Not every day. Just… sometimes.”

    “He an instructor?” Eddie asks.

    A few shake their heads. “Nah. He’s a firefighter.”

    “From where?”

    Shrugs.

    “He never says.”

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    Between the ages of 0 and 31, Buck speedruns the L, T, and B in LGBT. (Eddie will have to take care of the G.)

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    “I think my hairline is receding,” Buck says, flinging himself dramatically into a deck chair. “That can happen with testosterone, you know!”

    “I’m all too aware,” Bobby says wryly.

    “Your hair looks great, Cap,” Buck says seriously. “I can only hope to have your follicular density at such an advanced age.”

    “Watch it,” Bobby tells him, and Buck grins up at him.

    “I have to start shaving,” he says. “I’m getting scruffy. Isn’t that awesome? Do you think I could pull off a beard?”

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    “I feel fucking explosive, Buck. Like I’m about to go off at any second. I don’t want you caught in my mess.”

    His eyes sting. At the very least, Buck contains the sound of it in his voice. “Eddie, I don’t know if you’ve noticed,” he replies, “but I already am.”

    Eddie self-implodes. Christopher, seeking refuge, flees to Buck—whose priorities amount to, in varying order: take in the kid, get Eddie to talk to him, and keep the three of them afloat in the process. (Oh, and Tommy’s there too. He thinks.)

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    “What do you want from me, Eddie? What do you want?”

    “I want to know why you’re leaving.”

    Buck’s eyebrows twitch, mouth tugging downward. “I can’t sleep in your bed anymore.” Fiddling with his napkin, he adds, quietly, “What am I supposed to do when you get a girlfriend? Sleep on your couch for the rest of my life?”

    Eddie does not understand. What does any of that have to do with Buck? 

    “I’m not seeing anyone, Buck.” 

    “Yeah,” Buck says, voice fraught. “You’re not.” 

    Eddie gets the feeling he’s missing something. He stares at Buck, searching his features, looking for what it is. What will make Buck stop looking at him like this, like Eddie’s being mean on purpose? Like he’s saying all the wrong things?

    Or: Eddie has changed. Buck likes him like this, too.

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