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  1. Public Bookmark 27

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    When he finally pulled away to let him breathe, he pressed his forehead to Shane’s and just watched with rapt fascination as the other man gaped wetly. “Worked up already? You act like you have never done this before.” Shane blushed harder, if such a thing were possible. God, this was embarrassing. So why did he love it so much?

    “I haven’t,” he murmured.

    “Haven’t what?”

    “Been… kissed.” Ilya frowned.

    “By a guy, you mean?” Shane shook his head slightly, unable to make eye contact.

    “By anyone.”

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    The human personification of the madonna-whore complex and a russian pornstar walk into a bar

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    25 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 64

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    "Shane's jaw had practically been on the floor since the first sentence came out of the older man’s mouth. He abruptly, embarrassedly shut it closed as soon as he became aware of it, his teeth clicking with the force of it. This couldn't be real right? Just play for the cameras. How he'd never seen this kink before, he wasn't sure, but it's not surprising that people out there liked the idea of being controlled like this. But yeah, definitely wasn't real. Shane wonders how hard the “hypnotist” had to look for or how much he had to pay someone to willingly humiliate themselves on camera like this. This Austin guy was literally drooling. Shane ignored the heat in his groin at the thought and continued watching."

    Shane discovers hypnotok and suddenly a whole new world has been opened to him. Completely giving up to and submitting to Ilya? What's not to love?

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    25 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 50

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    Shane spent his life believing one day he would present as an omega. He was soft, caring, shy and just fit the stereotype. His life is flipped upside down when he presents as an alpha, suddenly having to deal with sudden urge to dominate. He finds himself grappling between personal needs and his newfound instincts, being thrown into a headspace that no longer felt like his own.

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    Shane craves submission, Ilya Rozanov is happy to help.

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    24 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 74

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    “You want specifics? Okay. I am thinking about putting you where I want you,” Ilya finally admits, a burning gaze fixed on him. “On the mat. In a position I choose. And you hold it like the good boy you are, keeping your form exactly where I put it. Because you have best fucking form in whole NHL. I think about making you listen. About deciding when you move, how you move. I am thinking of sucking your dick on your favorite mat, moya lyubov. Thinking about ruining your mat and ruining you,”

    Jesus Christ.

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    or: Shane Hollander is unknowingly ruining his husband workout sessions. Ilya does something about it.

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    23 Mar 2026

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    Ottawa Centaurs ✅ @OttawaCentaurs
    Competitors on the ice, but we're good at burying the hatchet. Thanks to the @NYAdmirals and @KingfisherNYC for hosting us tonight!

    audrey @mrslucahaas
    Do I spy with my little eye Shane Hollander in the background of that third pic?

    sj ❦ @shaydenstan
    Shane Hollander leaning over a pool table I am looking very disrespectfully 👀

    Ilya Rozanov ✅ @rozanov81
    No you are not. Internet is cancelled. Harris take this down.

    Or: the Centaurs (+ Shane) take New York

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    23 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 87

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    Shane and Ilya are still figuring out what it means to be together. No one knows about their relationship except Shane’s parents and his friend Rose. Shane is under heavy pressure after his team loses a string of hockey games, on top of a recent autism diagnosis and the fear of how people might react if his relationship with Ilya ever became public. After yet another loss, Shane comes home to find Ilya waiting for him, determined to give him one night where nothing else matters.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    He chuckles, low and smooth. "Ah, I see. Tell you what- your parents come by, we have dinner, yes? Have a little chat, all of that. But when they leave, and I get you to myself… let me take care of you, hm? For being brave."

    His heart skips a beat, his stomach swoops low and flutters. His cheeks definitely get warm, and he nods a little dumbly. "Yes, yeah. Please."

    Back at the cottage, Shane unravels a little after talking to his parents. But Ilya is here to pick up the pieces and help hold them together- and Shane deserves a little reward after facing his fears.

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    22 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 65

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    Ilya pulls back just enough to press their foreheads together, knocking their noses in a lazy nuzzle. He doesn’t say anything, but his cheeks are burnt red in the middle (last bits) of the night, and Shane wants to taste the colour of his blush. He wants the heat in his mouth of how crazy he makes Ilya, swallow it down to live with his own crazy while he hopes the dock breaks off from the land and they drift off into sea and just get to be this forever and ever.

    “No?” Shane whispers, “did I get it wrong? You are not my baby?” He asks then because he can’t help but tease, because he wants to hear Ilya ask for what he wants, he wants to give Ilya anything he can. He wants to give Ilya this. He wants it to be theirs, baby, to say it without it hurting as much as it hums.

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    22 Mar 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 50

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    The ref blew his whistle in the middle of a play, the sound blaring through the rink like a siren. For a moment, everyone froze. For they knew that the Centaurs captain was in deep shit this time.

    “ROZANOV! STOP!.”

     

    Not even ten minutes into the third period of the game, Ilya had been benched—and his husband was absolutely pissed to not know the real reason behind it.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    "We should – in the shower, maybe? The water would cover up any…” Hollander clears his throat awkwardly. “Noises.”

    Ilya stares at him. A thoroughly entertained grin spreads slowly across his face. “Noises,” he repeats.

    Hollander opens his mouth, closes it again. His lips are so swollen. Ilya wants to bite them. “Well, do you want him to hear everything?” 

    “You think walls are made of paper?” Ilya asks incredulously.

    “I’m just saying…”

    Ilya’s voice drops into a low, teasing purr. “You are telling me you can’t control yourself, Hollander, is that it? Now that you don’t have cock in your mouth, you will be too loud. You are worried you cannot keep all those pretty moans to yourself?”

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    Or: Shane's worried they'll be overheard in room 1221. He has a very sensible solution. Ilya has other ideas.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    “I’m just a bellboy, I’m not—”

    Ilya places two fingers beneath his chin, tips his face up to make eye contact. “‘I’m just a bellboy,’ what?”

    Shane swallows hard. 

    “I’m just a bellboy, sir.”

    ↳ Shane is a bellboy. Ilya is still Ilya.

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    21 Mar 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 63

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    Tonight, something is different. Maybe it’s the privacy of the hotel room, the locked door a final, definitive barrier. Maybe it’s the way Ilya is kissing him, a little slower, a little deeper, like he’s trying to memorize the shape of Shane’s mouth. Or maybe it’s just the liquid courage of desire, pooling hot and heavy in Shane’s gut.

    He wants more. He wants to know what more is with Rozanov.

    Or, Shane wants to learn how to suck cock and Ilya has a hard time denying him anything. So naturally, he teaches him.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    One night at the Kingfisher, Shane gets roped into a game of Never Have I Ever with the hockey HABs, and learns a few things about community, opening up to people, and just how kinky he and Ilya get.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    “Holy fuck Hollzy youre gonna have to start putting a muzzle on Roz” Bood called as Shane stepped past him into the steaming hot showers, ignoring the way Ilya and the rest of the team seemed to shoot daggers at him. 

    The bite marks. He had forgotten about the bite marks; three of them to be precise. It was one thing for the guys to see the hickeys and bruises Ilya liked to leave littered across his body, it was another thing entirely for them to see the toothy imprints left high on his thighs, red and angry and exactly what Shane wanted.

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    Or; Ilya Rozanov gets put in a muzzle and he is exactly where he wants to be

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Ilya's therapist has given him the homework of asking for help on low days, and Shane is more than up for the challenge

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    18 Mar 2026

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    The cup, Ilya thinks, is fucking nothing compared to this.

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    17 Mar 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 13

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    Shane is in a hockey rut. His playing is suffering, and people are noticing. Captain Ilya prescribes a good spanking.

    Warning: this one is a bit steamier than my previous fics in this series. No actual sex happens, but a character gets aroused and some closed-door stuff is implied.

    Beta-read by my perfect partner <3

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    17 Mar 2026

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    Anyone want 11k words of porn about Shane getting double dicked? Just me?

    I really like the idea of people passing Shane around but I just can’t see the Centaurs doing it. Fortunately, Ilya has ways of finding the right person, and he's committed to helping Shane live his dream.

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    Shane breathed in the scent of the unfamiliar man’s hair and soared on lust. The fact that RJ was a stranger brought him back to his earliest days with Ilya and sent a thrill coursing through him. He trembled. He had no idea what was coming next, what RJ and Ilya had in mind, what RJ liked, what he would read in Shane…

    Shane felt his curiosity leaping, pulling him forward into that cast of mind where all his worries left him, his conscious thoughts, and he became just a body enchanted by utter sensory overwhelm.

    Now Ilya pulled Shane’s wrists again, hugging him back against Ilya’s body...

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    16 Mar 2026

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    “Yes you can, you wanna be good for me, right?” and then Shane decided to get a little mean, because he knew Ilya absolutely loved it every time - it drove him insane, “good boys don’t fucking complain, Ilya.”

     
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    The Ilya overstimulation fic that was inspired by a tweet I saw

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    16 Mar 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 94

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    Shane’s too far gone into his submission, knelt before Ilya, who’s still fully clothed, his button-down opened up to reveal his toned torso. It’s the contrast of their positions that’s hopelessly arousing to Shane—him fully naked, being eye-fucked by Ilya who sits comfortably on the couch, lazily sipping from a glass of wine.

    Ilya loves having Shane in this manner, completely at his mercy, itching to ask for instruction but keeping his silence for fear that Ilya would edge him even further.

    In which, Ilya collars Shane and makes him hump and beg.

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    15 Mar 2026

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