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    Akito hates it. He hates everything. He hates the way he wakes up every day just to repeat the same old routine, nothing new, nothing less.

    How did it even end up like this? last time he checked, his life was close to perfect - he had Toya - the most perfect singing partner he could ever wish for, he had Vivid BAD SQUAD, Ken, the Weekend garage, friends at school, his grades weren't even THAT bad…

    Where did it all start to go wrong… he had no idea.

    Or: How Akito’s life went continuously downhill after he left vivid bad squad, and then accepted an invite from Toya, who he hadn’t seen since he left.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    26,410
    Chapters:
    6/9
    Comments:
    23
    Kudos:
    57
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    952
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    Akito and Toya met some transphobic teenagers. But Akito doesn’t have the patience to deal with them.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,294
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    30
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    244
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    Summary

    Akito has a stomach ache eueueueueueueeu

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    920
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    13
    Hits:
    191
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    He looked away from them with a nervous sigh, could he tell them? He's never told anyone about it... He hated opening up, especially about something no one knew about. But they care about him... Don't they? They'd want to know if something happened. He didn't notice he started sweating or that he was slightly trembling, and his breathing shallower... Until an arm around his waist pulled him closer.

    Or: The Vivid BAD SQUAD members talk about a subject that makes their partner remember unpleasant memories

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,725
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    34
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    412
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    all akito wanted to do was get better. what was holding him back? why couldn't he be the man he wanted to be?
    tw // sh

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,175
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    26
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    276
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    the shinonome household's walls were always thin. it was annoying for both siblings.

    but ena didnt know what to expect when she heard a groan and a thud coming from
    the bathroom, with the tap running on at 1 in the morning

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    315
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    48
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    595
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    Summary

    Weeks go by with constant headaches, declining vision and memory, along with that horrid feeling of nausea, just for Akito to learn that he has a tumour in his brain. And not the easy ones.
    Not knowing how to cope with this new diagnosis and not knowing how to tell his friends, he gaslights himself into thinking that everything will be fine and it'll go away.
    But it wont. And it's too late to late to change the mistakes he made up to this point.

    OR: Akito gets cancer, gaslights himself into thinking hes fine and it'll go away, worries his friends and family, and he feels like absolute shit for this.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,415
    Chapters:
    6/10
    Comments:
    38
    Kudos:
    165
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    2,206
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    Summary

    Akito just wants to eat cereal. The world disagrees.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,133
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    19
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    127
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    Summary

    Akito wasn't actually scared of the thunder, more like he was...wary of it. Unfortunately Toya couldn't seem to see it from this perspective and instisted on hugging him, teasing that perhaps he was more afraid than he first believed.

    or

    Akito getting overly upset at the sound of thunder and Toya comforting him through it

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,528
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    47
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    420
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    Summary

    In which Akito can't do anything with his burnout and "failure" in music other than to wallow in his own sadness. He cannot see his own wings.
    But- there is always light at the end of the tunnel, even if it is not visible yet.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,190
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    83
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    881
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    Excited, because this is the first time he’s properly seeing his sister in well over two months. He loves her, loathe as he is to admit it at times, and having her away for this long when he’s used to her bothering him constantly leaves something of a hole in his heart. Cheesecake, walking past the craft store, seeing cats and cute drinks; it all reminds him of Ena, much more now than he’d realised previously. Of course he’s at least a little happy to have her home.

    But alongside that, there’s fear, clawing at his heart. He’s stressed, scared, because… so much can happen in two months, can’t it?

    ---

    Akito thinks about his sister as he waits for her to arrive home for her first break from art school.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,084
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    104
    Bookmarks:
    14
    Hits:
    512
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    Summary

    Akito just got discharged from an inpatient hospital, to get greeted with a a text from his upperclassman, Rui!
    ..maybe the two aren’t as different as Akito initially thought.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    840
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    50
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    333
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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    575
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    28
    Hits:
    1,246
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    Summary

    Akito gets roped into an experiment by the great Rui Kamishiro, and his best friend Toya also gets roped into it. Tsukasa does it willingly, though.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,769
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Kudos:
    9
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    220
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    Toya’s eyes filled with pity. “I pay attention, Akito.. Especially to you. You know you can tell me if anything’s happening, right? I’ll always be here to listen to you.”

     

    or

     

    akito don’t wan pancakes no more cuz shinei is annoying and toya is an amazing bf

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,300
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    76
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    988
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    Summary

    akito remembers wanting to die.

    tw: mentions of psych wards/mental hospitals, descriptions of su*c*de methods, su*c*dal thoughts and ideation

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,139
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    159
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    1,921
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    A normal person would have already run downstairs to see what is happening.

    Akito didn’t. Maybe he wasn’t a normal person. Or maybe he already knew what was happening. And knew that it’s safer to pretend he doesn’t hear anything.

     

    or Shinonome family's dynamics seen from Akito's perspective (with heavy author projecting)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    866
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    20
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    182
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    Summary

    It's Akito's fault he feels this way. It's always Akito's fault.

    If he didn't have this stupid disorder, if he didn't develop this stupid attachment.

    If Toya wasn't his fp.

    Then he wouldn't be overthinking this much about him. Then he'd be able to believe it when Toya tells him that he cares.

    Or

    Akito has a depression episode pt.2 but this time he hits himself

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,756
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    47
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    542
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    Summary

    Akito and Tusaka are both going through hard times but never wanted the overs to know

    Until akitos dad found out..

    (this is an au so the mum is written differently!!!)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,896
    Chapters:
    4/7
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    21
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    792
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    Summary

    Toya was Akito’s grounding force. The guy had never expected Akito to be anything but cis– and Akito appreciated that wholeheartedly.

    In fact, Akito was content with only Mizuki and Ena knowing.

    But of course, that wouldn’t last.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,536
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    42
    Kudos:
    206
    Bookmarks:
    14
    Hits:
    1,874

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