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"You can't just sit there and put everybody's lives ahead of yours and think that counts as love" - The Perks of Being a Wallflower
Edmundo Diaz is severely depressed has been for a long time, not that anyone in his life knows, he's made sure of that. After Christopher leaves his depression reaches a boiling point and he attempts to take his own life. This story explores his depression, trauma, and repressed sexuality and how they connect to one another.
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Buck works as a support submissive, a re-entry resource for dominants who get released from prison. Support subs live with their dominants and cook and clean and generally service their dominants to help them re-acclimate to society.
Buck is good at his job, so he usually gets assigned to higher risk cases. He’s had absolutely no problem staying professional.
He’s sure that Eddie Diaz, convicted murderer, is going to be absolutely no different.
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Eddie moves back to El Paso to fix things with his son. What he doesn’t expect is to find himself — in quiet mornings, in half-renovated walls, in old guitar strings, and in the way Buck's voice sounds over the phone late at night.
Long-distance texts turn into calls. Calls turn into songs. And somewhere between drywall and dawn, Eddie starts writing about Buck.
A story told through seasons, silences, and the songs Eddie doesn’t have the courage to send — until maybe he does.
OR- Eddie leaves Los Angeles, but everything keeps leading back to Buck.
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Eddie doesn’t know how he’s going to function— how he’s going to live— with his heart ripped outside of his chest cavity and held in his parents’ icy grip two thousand miles away from him.
One thing he does know? He will never, ever, fucking forgive them for this.
Or: the buddie enemies to friends to lovers boarding school au that nobody asked for but i wrote anyway.
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Eddie wish he could sleep in his bed tonight, close the blinds in his old bedroom and turn on the AC and sleep the whole week off, wake up to Buck making him breakfast - only this time he’s not sulking - and there’s some music on because his best friend can’t stay alone with his thoughts even when they’re happy ones and Eddie wish that tomorrow could be a day off to spend with him or with anyone on his team or alone but at least happy about it.
God, Eddie really wishes he was in California.
OR : Eddie moves to Texas, Buck stays in California - in Eddie’s house more precisely - and they yearn, yearn, yearn for each other
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Prompt Fill: Buddie Month January 2025: Midnight & 9-1-1 Bingo: Round 4 - Waking Up From A Coma
Things don't go exactly as planned when Eddie gets to Texas. He has a Near Death Experience about it on the way to pick Chris up from school.
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Helena and Ramon refuse to tell Buck or anyone from the 118 that Eddie has been placed in a medically induced coma after a car accident. For the first time, Chris begins to see through his grandmothers lies.
Through a school project about PTSD Chris learns a lot about himself, Buck, and his father.
Buck gets a call at midnight from a very upset Chris. He catches the first flight into El Paso he can find.
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this is our last dance, this is ourselves (under pressure) by likes_koolaid
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
12 Jun 2025
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Twenty years after their last vacation to a fading Turkish resort, Christopher reflects on the rare time spent with his loving and idealistic father Eddie.
or, an Aftersun au in honor of abc butchering the storyline of my dear baby girl, Eddie Diaz
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“Okay Eddie, just breathe yeah. You’re not making any sense, just-”
“There’s so much blood Buck.”
Dread seeps its way into every pore. Ice floods his bloodstream. His stomach takes that final step over the cliff edge.
“Uh b-blood? What do you mean blood? Eddie what’s going on?”
“I went too deep Buck. I- I think I got my artery.”
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“Fuck. Okay Eddie. I’m, shit, I’m on my way alright. Just- just keep pressure on it. Can you do that for me? Eddie?”
The line goes silent.
“Eddie? Eddie? Please. Please say something!”
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
Chris is in El Paso. Eddie is not doing well. Though perhaps Eddie has never been ‘well’.
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Frank sighs, apparently deciding to put Eddie out of his misery and explain the questions, "Look, from what you've told me today, I see someone who will do anything for his son, to provide for his family, or appease his parents."
"Even with Kim, as misguided an attempt to process your grief as it was, you were trying to give your son a second chance with his mother. You married Shannon to make your parents happy, and you enlisted to provide for her and your son. But when in the past 12 years have you done something for yourself, just because you wanted to do it?"
Eddie opens his mouth. Then closes it. Very gracefully and not at all fish-like. Isn't "doing things for himself" what got him into this mess in the first place? Didn't doing something for himself always come with this kind of cost?
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“I think I lost myself.”
Buck turns to him slowly. “What do you mean?”
Eddie keeps his eyes on the carpet. “I don’t think I’ve ever really had a self. Not one that belonged to me.”
Or: Eddie has an Identity Crisis and Buck is there to help him
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Buck found himself immersed in the world of writing, dedicating countless hours to crafting songs that served as a personal diary. His lyrics often revolved around Eddie, who had become the focal point of his existence. Through his words, Buck explored memories of their connection, delving into his emotions, and expressed the turmoil that weighed heavily on his heart. The absence of Eddie was a constant ache, and Buck frequently poured his longing into his writing, capturing the essence of his feelings in every verse.
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Buck returns to a cherished pastime: singing, to occupy his time after Eddie's departure. His music begins to attract attention and Buck is determined to keep his music identity a secret from everyone. Eddie begins to rekindle his relationship with his son, Christopher. Buck and Eddie both struggle with their feelings for one another.
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Every night at 8 PM, Eddie waits for Buck's call. It's the only part of his day that still feels real. But in El Paso, nothing feels like home: not the house, not the silence, not even his own reflection.
He left Los Angeles to do the right thing...
So why does it feel like he left his heart behind?
Maybe because that’s where the love of his life still is.A story about silence, soulmates, and the tear you swear you’ll only cry once.
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Buck is presumed dead after the Tsunami, until four years pass by and Eddie sees a man in the store who strangely looks way too much like Buck.
Title is named after Radio Company's "Forever Ain't Long".
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Buck and Eddie have been broken up for three and a half months now. Eddie thinks he’s coping just enough to get by until he sees Buck on a Friday night out, wearing his jacket and kissing someone else.
A one shot loosely inspired by tom siletto and amelie kalia’s song “jacket.”
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"Have you been drinking?" Buck asked, trying to keep his voice neutral despite the alarm bells ringing in his head. Eddie rarely drank heavily, not since his fighting days.
"Doesn't matter," Eddie whispered. "Nothing matters."
Or: Eddie dosn't have his breakdown in season 5, he has it after Chris leaves for Texas. Both he and Buck suffer all the more for it as years of repression catch up to him.
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in which buck haunts eddie just as much as the dead.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 6,003
- Chapters:
- 1/3
- Kudos:
- 3
- Hits:
- 167
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Buck blushes, facing away from Eddie. “My presence makes you happy?”
“I thought you knew that by now, or I wouldn't be sleeping with you.” He smiles, looking up at Buck. He traces his fingers over the tattoos, and the both of them lay there together, staring up at the tapestries strewn across his ceiling.
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“Eddie knows how to swim.”
“What?”
Buck shifted his body towards Maddie, “Eddie knows how to swim. He is a good swimmer.”
“But when he was in that water, he didn’t swim.”
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AKA: Eddie dives into water to save another person, but Buck is concerned about how hard he tried to save himself.
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Inspired by the Grey's Anatomy episode where Derek is concerned about Meredith after an incident where Meredith ends up in the water.
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Detectives by the_snail_cowboy
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), Chicago PD (TV), Chicago Med, Chicago Fire
25 Dec 2024
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Eddie joins Intelligence after graduating from the academy. A certain detective catches his eye.
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The darkness of his room feels suffocating, and he glances around, half-expecting to see the mysterious figure from his dream lurking in the corners.
“Just a dream,” he sighs, running a hand through his hair. The adrenaline still courses through him, and he can’t help but feel a sense of unease.
He reaches for his phone, still feeling the urgency of the dream. “Buck. I need Buck.”