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    Sirius had a son. Remus took him in when the world fell apart. Begins on November 1, 1981.

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    "Don't bother coming to the mansion for the summer, not after what you did"
    "But James..."

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    After the events of 'The prank' (which takes a twist on the original plot; only Snape goes poking around in the minds of others) James and the others begin to ignore Sirius, leading to him returning to Grimmauld place, and becoming the heir his family wished for.

    Only for him to return for his 6th year different

    Can the marauders fix their mistake.

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    Sirius Black has lived his whole life being the unwanted one.
    From his parents, to his friends, to his crushes, Sirius has never been anyone's first choice.
    He had never been wanted.
    Especially in comparison to his stupid golden child younger brother who could do no wrong.

    After his best friend James, whose heart Sirius entrusted Regulus with, comes to his and Remus's house in a midst of a manic episode Sirius finds himself quickly falling a part. Especially when Regulus is so easily forgiven and embraced by those around him.

    Why was Regulus so deserving of love when Sirius somehow wasn't?
    Why is Sirius still not enough?

    (Angst w/happy ending)

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    Slowly he found his gaze drifting to the sky at night again except the moon no longer held love and the stars didn't remind him of Remus's biting quips, just pain like they had before. The next full moon he found himself on the Astronomy Tower, over the railing.

    "My son's little star." Hope had called him. With a sad little smile he looked up at the sky.

    "Have you ever heard of a fallen star?"

    And the brightest star in the sky fell.

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    Sirius black tells Severus Snape how to get through the womping willow. What could go wrong. Sirius black has destroyed everything; his relationship, his friendships, his reputation and himself. Nothing a little alcohol, depression and self loathing can’t fix. Right ?

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    He'd thought it'd pass. A few days while his mind got over the delirious happiness of being free and registered what he'd run from. But a few days of refusing to get out of bed quickly turned into a week, then two.

    Then when it hit three weeks and he relapsed locked in the bathroom at two in the morning he realized it wasn't getting better.

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    Set between between GOF and OOP, Sirius is trapped inside Grimmauld Place, alone with only Remus for support. One day while Remus is off an a mission, Regulus suddenly appears alive in his old bedroom, except he is not the Regulus Sirius remembers, he is only 13 years old. Frightened and anxious, having just woken up from 1976, Regulus looks to Sirius for support and Sirius tries his best to help do what he failed to do for his little brother the first time.

    OR...

    Sirius is out of Azkaban and Regulus is dead, then he isn't but he is a child now?

    first couple chapters are admittedly kinda crap but they get a lot better

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    Sirius was sent to the prison when he turned 18 and after five years he cannot deal with his life. He's young, lost, depressed, drowning his sorrows in a bottle of strong alcohol.

    Then he mets the man twice his age who wants to help him live again.

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    3/?
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    Everything was supposed to get better for the marauders after high school. That bar crawl was supposed to be the start of their lives, the start of Sirius Blacks manhood.

    but obviously 22 years later and Sirius is a depressed alcoholic. And well the Marauders are no more and they have all gone their separate ways. Sirius is convinced on his life that his finial mission is to finish that bar crawl weather it takes down him and all his old friends down for good.

    But the second they arrive at their old home town something is wrong, everyone is wrong...nobody remembers them....but something about the town is just....different. But no real person surely forgets Sirius Black...the king Sirius Black? No, no real person would, not really.

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    Remus feels like his world just broke apart. Like he’s been living behind this thin glass wall, precariously assembled around him to only show what’s safe without letting anyone get too close. A barrier to protect both himself and everyone on the other side, and now one small crack took the whole thing down. He’s left exposed, open and raw for everyone to see with nothing but glass shards lying at his feet. If anyone gets too close, they’ll cut themselves and bleed out. And the wolf will watch. Where is Sirius? His brain keeps demanding an answer.

     

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    A post-prank fic about what may have happened after Remus found out what Sirius did.

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    14/?
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    Sirius doesn't regret the prank at all, right?
    But what if it was all planned and calculated to contribute to a decision he made after realising that his friends are better off without him?
    What if it is already too late because Sirius may be living but died long ago?
    Is he an asshole or is he just doing what he deems right?

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    Sirius Black opened his mouth, and a boy almost died. Now the castle is silent, his friends are gone, and all that’s left is guilt curling in his chest like rot.

    Trapped at Hogwarts over the holidays, Sirius unravels. Haunted by what he did, by what it means, and by the growing fear that maybe he isn’t so different from the family he tried to leave behind. The punishment isn’t detention or lectures. It’s waking up. It's living with the truth. It’s still being alive when everything inside him wants to burn.

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    11/?
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    A death eater meeting gone wrong. Snape arrives 5 hours late to an Order meeting, and consequences are disastrous, with the trust fracturing between him and the rest of the Order. An incident sure to leave deep wounds and tainted scars. As the story progresses, it will soon fit the tags.

    Inspired by this work by UnknownFilters: https://archiveofourown.org/works/32437375/chapters/80431555

    No head-on smut. Mature because of dark themes. Don’t like, don’t read. MIND THE TAGS.

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    A summary of the twenty days following Sirius showing up at the Potter household.

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    Sirius never thought he would have a chance to be with Remus especially when he can barely figure himself out, but a series of dates and flirting changes his perspective.

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    In Ninotaira, Kanagawa, Japan... was a boy named Kagayaku Akarui. A boy who loves playing guitar and reading Yaoi, and also the most cutest and attractive boy in his school. His beauty was absolutely lethal to everyone, but one other boy named Kodanau Taikurai. A boy who gets bullied and beaten up almost everyday, without a single day of peace. Would they be able to get through life without any problems?

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    Boy turns gay because of depressed boy.

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    He's a burned-out star – too heavy, too tired to keep shining. They're the sun and the moon, and they're meant to be admired from a distance. Looked at, longed for, but never touched, never admiring back.

    It's okay, Sirius tells himself. They were never his to begin with.

     

    or

    remus and james are each other's soulmates. what they don't know is that they're sirius' soulmates as well.

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    Slowly and deliberately he ran the blade across his arm. It really wasn't deep, no deeper than anything Mother had done to him, just deep enough to sting and bleed a little.

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    Sirius can’t take it anymore. He doesn’t want to be the pretty one. He takes actions to fix it. Things spiral. James is always there, though.

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    Depressed Sirius makes plans

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