1 - 20 of 6,401 Bookmarked Items in Subdrop
Navigation
List of Bookmarks
-
don't let this darkness fool you, all lights turned off can be turned on by colorfulwayfarer
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Feb 2026
- Words:
- 42,110
- Works:
- 3
- Bookmarks:
- 7
-
Bookmark Tags:
-
Bookmark Tags:
-
Tags
Summary
M held out the file in her hand and Q automatically took it.
“It needs the new Quartermaster’s signature”.
The reminder of the Major’s death, the kindly old beta who saw him for him, brought tears to his eyes, and he desperately hoped that the smoke would hide it.
“... Okay. Who do I give it to?”
“It’s quite a few years ahead of schedule, and quite frankly I’m not even sure if it’s going to work, but Boothroyd always spoke highly of you and you are one of the very few TSS workers still remaining. I’ve spoken to R, the only survivor with seniority over you, and she is quite adamant to remain in her current position with your approval... Which leaves you”.
M held out a pen.
“Quartermaster”.Or, “I don’t just have one alpha”. Q grinned, bloody and feral. “I have nine. They’re called the double-0 program; perhaps you’ve heard of them?”
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 317,763
- Chapters:
- 93/?
- Collections:
- 8
- Comments:
- 4,914
- Kudos:
- 6,148
- Bookmarks:
- 1,496
- Hits:
- 313,190
-
Bookmark Notes:
93
-
Bookmark Notes:
Begin Again
Q has a past that comes to haunt him
Alec/Q/Bond omegaverse
-
tucked beneath my muscle memory was you by downtheroadandupthehill
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Dec 2025
Tags
Summary
Still, he’s felt like absolute shit for weeks, and the idea of sitting in his hotel room, where he would probably masturbate, cry, and have another night of fitful sleep, did not make him feel any better. Getting to be skin to skin with Ilya Rozanov did. And surely Rozanov wouldn’t be demanding Shane make a nest in his damn bed if he didn’t fully intend on actually kissing him in it and keeping him there until morning, right?
Maybe that would be enough to pick Shane up out of this drop, keep it from happening again.
OR
After not sending the "we didn't kiss" text, Shane's omega hormones go into distress mode. Despite trying to hide his symptoms and play through the misery, when Ilya Rozanov finds out what's going on, the alpha Shane's body wants most is determined to fix it.
Series
- Part 1 of mutual instincts
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 26,067
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Comments:
- 594
- Kudos:
- 20,181
- Bookmarks:
- 4,293
- Hits:
- 288,517
-
forever is a feeling (and I know it well) by sunnysalutations
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Feb 2026
Tags
Summary
Shane and Ilya celebrate Valentine’s Day together.
Series
- Part 8 of off the ice (smutty hollanov one shots)
-
Bookmark Tags:
-
Gimme Kiss: Las Vegas Edition by vanillatunamelt
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Feb 2026
Tags
Summary
“You didn't keep your end of the deal,” he spits, watching Rozanov's head swivel towards him with alarming speed. That probably hurt a little. Rozanov hadn't heard him come back, apparently. Spaced out, apparently. Not thinking about all the kisses he fucking owes Shane, apparently.
“What?”
Or, Shane demands he get a kiss from Ilya in Las Vegas instead of leaving.
-
Fluent in What We Never Named by vlademetri
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Feb 2026
Tags
Summary
Shane blinked at Rose. "What," he asked, voice flattening. His fingers twitched against his glass, condensation dripping onto the tablecloth. The words didn't compute. A relationship dynamic sounded like something from a psychology textbook, not whatever chaotic, magnetic pull existed between him and Ilya. "What dynamic? Nothing like that is going on."
Rose’s fingers froze against her glass. She studied Shane’s face. Watching the furrow between his brows, the way his jaw tensed like he was bracing for impact. He genuinely didn’t know. The realization hit her then. “Shane,” she said slowly, “you seriously don’t see it?”
or
Shane realizes that he and Ilya are in a very under negotiated D/s relationship
Google doc of fic chapter 5 starts on page 72!
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 31,014
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Comments:
- 268
- Kudos:
- 1,604
- Bookmarks:
- 521
- Hits:
- 31,334
-
Tags
Summary
It’s been months of this. Months of driving around in circles, chasing ghosts, getting nowhere. Months of Hopper’s vapid updates crackling through the radio while you and Steve rot in the van like two strangers locked in the same cage.
Except, you're not exactly strangers, are you?
No. Not after hours spent side by side in the dark, listening for things that aren’t there, waiting, hoping, pretending that this isn’t the closest thing either of you has had to a date in months.
But you don’t do dates.
You do the backseat.
You do frantic, messy sex on ugly shag carpet, killing time in a metal box while you both wait for the world to change, or maybe for it to just end already.
-
Tags
Summary
Shane unlocked the door to his room with fumbling hands and stumbled inside, wiping away the tears threatening to fall. It didn't make sense. So what if they didn't kiss? It's not like Shane needed Rozanov to kiss him. He sniffled, trying to ignore the empty feeling in his chest as he wrapped his arms tightly around himself.
-
Tags
Summary
Shane Hollander is in for a good year. He’s vice president of his fraternity, captain of the hockey team, and top of his class. Ilya Rozanov’s unexpected arrival rattles him to his very foundation.
*Frat Hollanov AU- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 54,469
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Comments:
- 196
- Kudos:
- 1,658
- Bookmarks:
- 575
- Hits:
- 23,390
-
Bookmark Notes:
Hollonov College AU
-
Bookmark Notes:
Plot smut college AU
-
Tags
Summary
Shane waits for Ilya’s arm to curl around his waist, for the familiar weight of his body to press in close and ground him again.
Except it never comes.
He was gone. Ilya left.
-
Tags
Summary
Rozanov's attention was always fleeting, never really guaranteed. Only resting on Shane for as long as he remained interesting.
He could always find someone else.
Someone less boring.The thrill and the danger of sneaking around had kept Rozanov around for as long as it did but now it seemed to have come to an end.
And maybe it was better that way.
OR: In which Shane goes into subdrop after Vegas and worries that Rozanov might have enough of their arrengement.
-
Bookmark Tags:
-
Bookmark Collections:
-
Tags
Summary
The command had sliced through him like a knife, and Shane had very nearly opened his mouth. It didn’t just paralyse his jaw, his entire body locked up, shock rippling through him.
No matter how many comments were made, neither of them had ever been so evil as to order him so directly. Not since-
But then Ilya Rozanov had tackled both of them to the ground, flinging his entire body weight at them, skates flying into the air.
-
AU where Shane just wants to play hockey but biology and shitty teammates make it nearly impossible. Ilya just wants to have some good competition on the ice. They make it work (eventually).
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 75,029
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Comments:
- 619
- Kudos:
- 3,332
- Bookmarks:
- 1,098
- Hits:
- 70,254
-
off the ice (smutty hollanov one shots) by sunnysalutations
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 Feb 2026
- Words:
- 35,732
- Works:
- 9
- Bookmarks:
- 160
-
I Exist to Love You by PsychoRadiance
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Feb 2026
Tags
Summary
Shane ends up sending the "we didn't even kiss" text, and Ilya Rozanov (rightfully) freaks the fuck out.
Series
- Part 1 of I Exist To Love You
-
Bookmark Collections:
-
- Words:
- 250,402
- Works:
- 9
- Bookmarks:
- 127
-
Bookmark Collections:
-
Tags
Summary
Shane stands in the elevator, pulse beating in his ears that are stained red from embarrassment. He stares down at the text, a million thoughts racing through his head.
We didn’t even kiss.
He wants to hit send, but he knows better. He knows that telling Rozanov this will not get him anywhere. He won’t get what he wants. He isn’t even really sure what he wants right now.
Six months of silence. Six months of absolutely nothing. He should have never walked into that bathroom at the award ceremony. He should have sat down in his seat in the audience and just let it be.
Why can he never let things be?
Shane hits send without thinking.______________________
After the Major League Hockey Award show in Vegas, Shane hits send on the 'we didn't even kiss' texts rather than deleting it. It turns out better than he could have hoped for, and he gets the aftercare he deserves.
Episode 2 Las Vegas fix-it fic.
-
Tags
Summary
Shane sends the text. June 2014, Las Vegas
. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁. ݁₊ . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖
“Hollander,” Ilya’s voice echoed through the wood, his frustration audible.
“Shane,” was whispered next, an octave quieter like he feared calling his name.We didn’t even kiss.
Ever the glutton for punishment Shane unlatched the door.
-
Tags
Summary
Hudson has an itch. It lies somewhere along the lines of ‘is it Ilya or can you really fuck like that?’, and it’s been on his mind for eight months. Because Connor, he is so lovely, and kind, and radiating with joy all the time. But fuck, when his voice gets deep and Hudson thinks about the times on set when he was being gripped by his bare hips and pulled back over and over and over even just for the cameras—
Yeah. Fuck.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,725
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 28
- Kudos:
- 887
- Bookmarks:
- 121
- Hits:
- 7,145
-
Compulsion by Wolftales
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Feb 2026
Tags
Summary
“Need a bet to get laid, Rozanov? You’re really that desperate these days?”
“Nostalgic, maybe.”
“Wow. Big word.”
“Shut up, Hollander.”
Shane shuts up.
“When I win,” Rozanov continues. “I get you for…twenty-four hours.”
or
Shane and Ilya are in rival frats in their senior year and it's time for the annual Greek Olympiad. A bet is made.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 64,311
- Chapters:
- 6/?
- Comments:
- 554
- Kudos:
- 3,265
- Bookmarks:
- 1,434
- Hits:
- 80,466
-
Tags
Summary
Exhaustion makes him terribly honest “I feel like I can’t do anything right.”
Jimin sets his jaw “I need to know if that’s just sadness talking, or if you really think that.”
Yoongi doesn’t look at him.
“Do you really think you can’t do anything right?”
Still, he stays with his gaze fixed down on the carpet.
“Yoongi. Look at me.”
He uses his firm tone, the one that makes Yoongi want to listen, to be good. He’s so tired, so defenseless. So he looks into Jimin’s resolute face.
“Tell me one thing you did well today.”***
Or, how one simple routine changes everything for Yoongi and Jimin.
***
And, also, a deep dive into non-sexual domination-
Bookmark Notes:
💜💜💜💜