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    “You can’t go two weeks without fucking me anyways,” Shane heard himself saying, and instantly felt like he’d chosen the wrong dialogue option. He should’ve said something like I’d like to see all the ways you can figure it out or maybe not sharing a room has never stopped us before.

    Ilya let out a laugh, “Please, you beg for me all the time.”

    “I’m not the one who can’t go more than a day without jerking off —” shut up Hollander, SHUT UP “I can totally go two weeks without fucking.”

    The Centaurs do a rotational room program for their first road trip of the season. Which would be fine if Ilya and Shane could be professionals.

    Shane starts a fight and gets a Dick Trick, Ilya is a mastermind, Bood becomes an Queer Icon, Troy has no idea what's going on, Hayes is having the time of his life, and no one wants to talk about the showers thing anymore.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Ch. 3

  2. Public Bookmark 37

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    Any guy can be a babygirl but it takes a real man to be a wife, and Ilya Rozanov is a real Russian man, so Lily Irinova better be a great wife. Or girlfriend, but only for now.

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    Jackie puts "Boston Lily" on the WAGs chat, chaos ensues

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Ch. 1

  3. Public Bookmark 29

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    The course of a conversation.

     

    "M'not a slut, you know."

    "Hmmn?"

    "Earlier, while you were... (fucking you open? Ilya thinks, but keeps it to himself) ...you called me that. But I'm not. Just like, to clarify."

    Ilya does not know this word, clarify, though he's pretty sure he's heard it used before. Perhaps this is one of Shane's ill attempts at what people here call 'dirty talk'? (A word he dislikes, because what is dirty about making each other feel pleasure?)

    "You sure sounded like slut moaning while I put in in, Hollander."

    "I'm being vulnerable, you dickhead!"

    Vulnerable, he knows, because it is used when there is a spot in playing formation that is weak, easy to attack. Shane is being weak for him, and he will not say anything that resembles an attack.

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    12 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 47

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    How are you feeling today?

    Ilya stares at Shane’s text, biting his lip.

    You are asking too many questions again, Hollander, he types. His thumb hovers over the send button. Instead he deletes it, switching briefly to the Cryllic keyboard to type out: I feel like I was hit by a speed train, but instead of killing me it punched a hole through my heart, making more room for you.

    Fuck, that’s insane.
     

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    Ilya eats pelmeni and texts Shane a lot while still in Russia. Takes place the day after the tunnel phone call in episode 5.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Shane starts learning Russian in secret after their rookie season, and doesn’t tell anyone.

    It means he can understand Ilya’s Russian when they speak on the phone while Ilya is in Moscow for his father’s funeral.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    After taking a hard hit on the ice, Shane Hollander wakes up--in his childhood bed. Given a second chance to try all over again, Shane embarks on a new mission: Find Ilya, fall in love, and make everything better than the first time.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Ch. 9

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    This is not fic! This is meta about the basics of hockey that might be useful if you're coming from absolute zero but you like some gay hockey boys.

    (Originally I posted it on tumblr but I was asked to cross-post to AO3 for accessibility.)

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    11 Jan 2026

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    The photos leak on a Wednesday. Ilya sets his life and career on fire on Sunday, mostly out of spite. On Monday, he is the first out queer player in the NHL.

    Nobody handles the ensuing circus well, least of all Scott Hunter.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    Ch. 8

  9. Public Bookmark 72

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    It starts with the Stanley Cup photo, the famous one of Scott publicly coming out. The next few are equally as loud. A picture of Scott during the NHL speech only a month after that insane day. A few of them in what must be Scott’s apartment, Kip reading, Scott covered in what looks to be blueberry mush, looking the most dejected that Ilya has ever seen him.

    The ones that make Ilya ache are the simpler ones. Scott drinking with Kip’s circle of friends. A picture of Scott and Elena arguing wildly over what looks to be a game of pool. Scott perched in Kip’s lap with a neon “Kingfisher” sign casting a neon glow over them as they kiss each other with smiles wide enough that it looks like there's nothing that could separate them.

    He knows it isn't a fair emotion but he feels a sorrow wash over his body in an uncontrollable wave.

    Ilya longs for that.

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    Ilya's normal bonding night with Yuna goes in a completely different direction than he was expecting.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    Ilya tries to breathe. Shane is the one who panics. In fact, Ilya has been so calm over the past hour. So, so calm. Soooooooo so so so amazingly calm that maybe Shane will reward him with a very nice blowjob later. Ilya has been calm because Shane needs a rock to lean on, but Shane is gone and now Ilya is panicking. This is his only chance to rectify the first, shirtless impression he made on Shane’s father.

    “Do you still read New Yorker?”

    OR: Ilya, on the confluence of Shane with David, Yuna, and Svetlana.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    Beautiful

  11. Public Bookmark 66

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    “Shane,” Ilya pops his head inside the sliding glass door, “am I allowed to have a cigarette?”

    Shane looks up from where he’s sitting at kitchen island, texting Hayden about the new baby. “Allowed?”

    /

    Ilya's only allowed to smoke if he's shotgunning with Shane, it's a good compromise.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    Hudson william’s gymshark ad but its shane hollander’s and the internet implodes also Ilya fights back. Thats the whole fic

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    Lena @hollanderwifee → retweeting @GymShark’s post
    HOLY SHITT?!?! ROZANOV CAN YOU FIGHT?!?!
    Tay-Tay @centaursisgay
    No fr he CANNOT fight us all
    Ilya Rozanov✔@Rozanov81Official
    Yes I can, who said I can’t tf

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    11 Jan 2026

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    [“Oh fuck,” Cliff hears himself say out loud as his brain suggests—something. “Roz and Holl…oh, fuck.”

    Pike goes still for a moment before shoving him, rough and unexpected enough that Cliff nearly overbalances. “Fuck off, Marlow,” Pike snarls, hauling him in by the sweater.

    Cliff ignores it, staring past Pike’s shoulder. “Fucking Christ, fucking—are they—”

    “Shut the fuck up, shut up, shut your fucking mouth, Marlow.”

    “They’re—fuck, fuck, I didn’t mean to, I didn’t—” Cliff finds himself looking at Pike almost pleadingly, a weird helplessness buzzing in his fingertips and toes. “I didn’t kno—”

    “You don’t know shit,” Pike says savagely, physically putting himself between Cliff and the space Hollander used to be. “Shut your fucking mouth, you don’t know anything.”]

    OR,

    Cliff Marlow's POV of The Hit and the aftermath, as he starts to put a few things together.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    The likelihood that Cliff and Hayden now get in a highly competitive Support-Off for the next *mumble mumble* years: very high lol

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    “Hey,” Shane said quickly, breathless. “It’s me.”

    “...Hello, Hollander.” Rozanov’s voice was deep and solemn.

    “Are you okay?”

    A short laugh echoed down the phone. “What do you think?”

    Shane cringed at himself. “Right, sorry. Stupid question.”

    “Is fine.” Rozanov sighed. “I am okay, I suppose… I do not know.”

    “I’m… I’m sorry.”

    “Why? You are not the one who sold story.”

    ~~

    The coach's son from Ilya's youth sells his story, and Ilya is left to pick up the pieces. Hollander helps more than he could have ever expected.

     

    set early 2016, pre-tuna melt

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    11 Jan 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 21

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    Hayden knew he shouldn’t do it. He knew snooping on someone’s phone is not cool at all, but Shane’s dry spell had really tanked their standing for the playoffs.

    And before, anytime he was off his game a little “hanging out” with his “good friend” Boston Lily seemed to fix him up. Set him straight.

    So, while Shane toweled off in the showers, Hayden might have grabbed Boston Lily’s number from his phone.

    {Or, Hayden keeps meddling in Shane's love life to his own detriment.}

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    11 Jan 2026

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    Ch. 1

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    Jackie
    No offence but this is not what I expected from Shane’s girlfriend.

    Lily (Shane)
    I know he is so boring and I am so fun

    Lily (Shane)
    But opposites attract is the saying, no?

    Lily (Shane)
    Also I am not girlfriend

    Jackie
    Why not!!

    Jackie
    Sorry that was nosy

    Lily (Shane)
    Is okay

    Lily (Shane)
    Is complicated

    Lily (Shane)
    But I cannot let him go because he gives head like champion

    Jackie
    Girl!!!!!!

    (spreading the jackie & ilya bestie gospel!)

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    11 Jan 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 46

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    Five times in his life, Shane Hollander has worn Ilya Rozanov's Jersey.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    Ch. 1

  18. Public Bookmark 97

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    The League thinks it would be good optics for it's two greatest players and rivals to sit down and have an 'Actors on Actors' style chat. Shane and Ilya haven't spoken since Shane freaked out after the tuna melts when Ilya said his name, but now they're forced to sit down face to face.

    Set between Shane's conversation with Rose and the 2017 All-Star's Game in episode 5.

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    09 Jan 2026

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    Ch. 6

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    It kind of looks like junk, at first. Just a random collection of items, like the lost property box at the arena for things the cleaners find after games. But Shane quickly realises that the collection isn’t random at all.

    No, this is a box of memories.

    Ilya’s memories of Shane.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    09 Jan 2026

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