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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    *WARNING* Please keep in mind that this fanfic has spoilers to the game. Please check out the whole game! It's amazing!

    Ivan sat down onto the ledge. His eye focused onto the parking lot of his apartment. He could see his car, remembering how Andrew’s used to be parked next to his. He wanted to jump. But something was preventing him from doing so.

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    30 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 20

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    In a miraculous turn of events, Ivan somehow survives his suicide attempt and wakes up in the hospital. As he navigates his complicated emotions, his relationship with Andrew seems to spiral out of control weather its in a good way or a bad way.

    What's worse is that the tumor has been real silent ever since Ivan woke up, only fueling his anxiety of hurting his beloved friend.

     

    (or I just want a happy ending because Bad things broke me mentally)

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    29 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 93

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    Sent March xx, xxxx 3:26AM

    To [email protected]

    From [email protected]

    Subject: (no subject)

    You’re starting to concern me, if this is some joke or way to try and get back at me, please stop, I don’t want anything to do with you anymore.

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    Sent March xx, xxxx 3:28AM

    To [email protected]

    From [email protected]

    Subject: (no subject)

    I’m sorry, I love you.

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    Sent March xx, xxxx 3:35AM

    To [email protected]

    From [email protected]

    Subject: (no subject)

    Ivan? What are you doing right now? You’re scaring me.

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    A probably OOC what-if for if Ivan didn’t go through with taking his life at the end of scene 16. Happier than canon, but not intended to be without strife for these characters. Written because I prefer endings where there’s hope for the character to improve, even if in canon they probably aren’t willing to face such change.

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    28 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 26

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    What if Ivan had never jumped? He never had the illusion? He actually tried to apologize and didn’t get the door slammed in his face by Andrew. What if everyone… was okay...?

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    28 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    “I do not wish to loose you, Gavin, ever.” It’s spoken in silence, even if it’s low and laced with such a damn burden. He wishes he could carry it, do something beside sit there dumbfounded.

     

    “I’m not gonna leave you.” It’s simple, shitty he knows, but Nines seems to be soothed by it. Knowing that raw feelings made his voice whispery isn’t to be mistaken for the injuries.

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    15 Oct 2025

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    Holy airball