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“He still didn’t know when Ilya fucking Rozanov wrangled his way into the Uncle title. No one ran the decision by him, that’s for sure.”
In which Ilya is an uncle to the Pike children, whether Hayden likes it or not. (Spoiler: He doesn't mind as much as he thinks he does.)
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Missed Understandings by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Mar 2026
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Being famous means that a lot of people develop certain perceptions of you.
Ilya Rozanov generally doesn't mind this. He has, after all, spent years curating that very perception.
He minds it a lot more when people have certain misunderstandings about his husband, and sets out to rectify them in his signature chaotic way.
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Or; 4 times Ilya taught the world about his husband, and one time Shane did.
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- Part 1 of Hollanov (the hockey is implied)
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13 Mar 2026
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hot mics and hotter rivalries (or how i learned to stop worrying and let my boyfriend out us on national television) by pucksandpower
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander is going to murder his agent.
And he means that literally. Because his agent is the reason he’s currently wearing a hot mic during Hockey Night in Canada. Against the Ottawa Centaurs. Against Ilya.
Ilya, who has no filter. Ilya, who thinks workplace professionalism is a hilarious suggestion for other people. Ilya, who has spent a decade perfecting the art of saying absolutely unhinged things to Shane on the ice, safe in the knowledge that nobody can hear him.
Ilya, who definitely doesn’t know about the microphone.
What follows is sixty minutes of Shane’s life flashing before his eyes while his secret boyfriend enthusiastically discusses their sex life, their broken furniture, and exactly what he wants to do to Shane after the game — all broadcast to millions of viewers.
The problem? Shane can’t get a word in edgewise to warn him.
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- Part 1 of hot mics and hotter rivalries
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12 Jan 2026
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Watch by smutdotbegone for HyperFocusedCloneShipper
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
27 Dec 2025
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“Wha– what's happening?” Hollander stammered, looking from Rozanov to Scott and back again.
“Mr. Hunter,” Rozanov teased. “Clearly wants a show. So we give him one, da?” Hollander looked at Scott with wide eyes before turning his attention back to Rozanov. He nodded once, and Rozanov made his attack.
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Scott was in the room next to Ilya's during the 2011 All Stars game. What if he didn't stay there?
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11 Jan 2026
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Chris hates this stupid party. He hates it and he wants to go home. He pulls up a contact he hasn't messaged in a while.
Can you come get me?
Buck:
Yef
Yes
Where are you?Series
- Part 1 of Pal's 12 Days of Ficsmas
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07 Dec 2025
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Buck and Eddie decide to go away just the two of them for the long weekend but what they don't realise is that the AirB&B they booked is actually just one big sex cabin meant for people to be able to get their freak on in a nice, quiet place where no one can hear them scream.
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- Part 4 of Multifandom Smut
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04 Nov 2025
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Found Family by cloud_wolfbane for HeartOfTheMirror
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), Supernatural (TV 2005)
16 Dec 2024
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Daniel Buckley was saved in the middle of the night by a stranger with magic, he asked only one thing in return; A life for a life. In which Evan "Buck" Buckley grew up not knowing he was adopted. When Athena finds a match to Buck's DNA in the system, she decides it's time to give Dean Winchester a visit.
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- Part 1 of Found Family
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28 Oct 2025
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Christopher’s chest heaved once, followed by the sound of a stifled sob. Like a dam breaking, he hunched over slightly, shoulders shaking.
He was crying. Why would he be—
Oh.
He looked up at Eddie, tears streaming down his red cheeks, the dark makeup around his eyes somehow unaffected.
“I’m gay,” he confessed between shaky breaths, his voice cracking over the words.
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Eddie refuses to raise himself
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03 Sep 2025
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“Sir, I don’t know who you think you are, but this is no time to divulge your Die Hard fantasies,” says one agent. “Now, I appreciate whatever you did to help get people out, but I need you to lay low, while we figure out what these people want.”
There’s the ugly sound of bone and cartilage breaking. “I’m working on that,” snaps Buck. “Now get me the damn senior agent.”
Or the one where Buck's secret background as a Navy SEAL comes in really handy in a hostage situation.
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21 Aug 2025
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Eddie walks into Buck's apartment unannounced, only to witness - and join in on - the single hottest thing he had ever seen.
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27 May 2025
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I never go to parties (Cause i don't wanna meet anybody) by Emgiehae
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
17 May 2025
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As he's waiting until it's time to leave to go to Maddie and Chim's housewarming party, Eddie decides to scroll through BlueSky. He’s reading a reply chain between Maddie's brother Buck and some guy named Ravi when he accidently likes one of the posts– it's from six months ago. He immediately considers moving to another country.
There’s no way to justify the sound that comes out of him when the notification pops up.
BuckBuckley91 followed you
Eddie never goes to parties. He doesn’t like parties (‘It’s a game night, Eddie. We’re not college kids’, Maddie had said with an exaggerated eye roll). They’re loud, they’re messy, they’re sticky, and there’s too many people he doesn’t know. And Buck might be there. Eddie can't meet him after this. It's too embarassing.
What’s even happening tonight? Maddie saying it’s a ‘game night'. What games?! Board games? Video games? Trivia? Charades? One thing’s for sure: he’s been banned from playing Catan since the Grain vs Wheat discourse of 2012 with his sisters. Shannon had actually laughed so much at them she’d needed to step out of the house.
If Eddie really didn’t want to go out before, now it’s ten times worse.
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18 May 2025
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Missing Chris is less of an emotion these days and more of a physical entity. He’s sure everyone can see that he’s slowly hollowing himself out, that he can’t do much of anything else.
But when Jee laughs at him trying to get his tongue to touch his nose, and Mara loops one of her arms through his to keep him from tossing the rest of his cup in the garbage, Eddie feels solid again.
Maybe he likes yellow birthday cake ice cream after all.
(or, gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right?)
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08 May 2025
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"Remember when I fucked Tommy in here?"
It's not subtle, he's not even pretending to be subtle.
It's the verbal equivalent of tossing a lit match onto gasoline.
Buck knows it, and he couldn't be more excited.
He watches Eddie freeze mid-motion as if someone has hit pause on his actions, his shoulders tense up, his back straight and rigid. He gradually comes back into himself and sets the hanger down in the closet like it’s made of glass, and turns around slowly.
The look he gives Buck is a fusion of wide eyed confusion and mania.
But most of all… he looks pissed.
Good, everything is going to plan.
Or; Buck is a little shit and Eddie is just trying to do laundry.
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- Part 2 of mine.
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07 Apr 2025
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Buck's supposed to be having a quiet afternoon before the Diaz's come over to bake treats for Chris' next bake sale. He's not prepared for Eddie to show up, several hours early, hiding out from his girlfriend. He's definitely not prepared for said girlfriend to sweep into his apartment and tell him that he's overreaching and needs to step away from her family, and he is ABSOLUTLEY not prepared for a call saying that Chris is missing. Will they make it through the day, or will this seemingly quiet afternoon end in tragedy?
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04 Apr 2025
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“It’s not what it looks like.”
And oh does Eddie hate himself at this particular moment in time, because the look on Buck’s face tells him that not a word he’s just said is believable.
“So, you’re not reading Hotshots fanfiction about Jones railing Sanchez in explicit detail in the middle of your kitchen in broad daylight?” Buck asks, looking highly amused. “Because that’s exactly what this looks like.”
Yes.
Well.
“That’s—that’s just—” Eddie stumbles over his words, before collecting himself. “You can’t possibly know that just from a two second look at the screen.”
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(Buck catches Eddie reading Hotshots fanfiction on his tablet.)
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04 Apr 2025
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After the fight in the grocery store, Buck feels like he's causing too much damage so he drops the lawsuit and leaves LA, joining a hotshot wildland firefighter crew out of Montana. He's gone for six months until he gets a call from Chris that something is wrong with Eddie, causing him to race back home only to find a very confused Eddie instead of a hurt or depressed Eddie. Eddie talks him into coming inside for a beer and after that Buck can't bring himself to leave the Diaz boys behind again. But that doesn't mean he's ready to talk to anyone else yet. So they just don't tell anyone else Buck is back. For over two years. Even when they start dating.
Three years after he left LA and the 118, there's a pileup on the 210 in La Tuna Canyon Park and a wildfire racing towards all the crews scrambling desperately to get everyone out in time, including the 118. Buck's crew is in the right place at the right time, and they don't hesitate to come help.
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- Part 1 of Smokejumper Buck
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10 Mar 2025
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Eddie: I will do storage and training documentation.
Buck: ill help him
Bobby: That is not a two person job, you can do the building maintenance.
Hen laughed at
That is not a two person job, you can do the building maintenance.
Chimney laughed at
That is not a two person job, you can do the building maintenance.
Ravi laughed at
That is not a two person job, you can do the building maintenance.
Eddie: Understood.
Buck: suck up 🙄
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07 Mar 2025
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"But if you're going to make this about me having to choose between you, or my son, you're gonna loses every time."
"No come on, of-of course that's not even a question."
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What Buck should've said, and what should've happened.
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07 Mar 2025
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The guy who walks by their table is tall, not obnoxiously so, but a good height. And thick. Broad-shouldered. Big, strong arms. Biceps stretching the credulity of the seams of his short-sleeved polo. And a waist that would make Eddie’s hand’s look normal-sized.
Heat swirls in Eddie’s stomach and he takes a slow sip of his drink, letting rum slide down his throat.
Four sets of eyes silently turn to him.
OR - Eddie finally joins Wine Night
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- Part 1 of Buddie Ficlets
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19 Feb 2025
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in case I forget to tell you later (I had a really good time tonight) by calinaannehart
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
18 Jun 2024
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Hollywood Boulevard is always busy, but on a warm Saturday night like this, it’s as packed as Eddie’s ever seen it. Tourists fill the Walk of Fame looking for their favorite celebrity’s star, bars and nightclubs have lines stretching down the block as loud music pours out onto the sidewalk, and the hookers gather on the street corners posing for potential John’s.
It’s the latter that Eddie’s focus is on as he heads back down the boulevard for the third time, keeping his speed low as he scans each one. Women in outfits that can barely be called clothing waggle their fingers at him as he crawls by, their breasts barely contained behind the scraps of fabric, but he passes them by. They’re not what he wants.
It’s one of those rare child-free evenings where Eddie can indulge his wildest fantasies and he’s after something particular tonight.
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- Part 14 of Papi y puto - A D/s Verse
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18 Feb 2025