B13_MaybeThisTime



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    We came to New York to see the Minutes and decided to spend some time recording podfics in Central Park

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    Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.

    No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.

    When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?


    “I thought we could go through the schedules and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”

    “A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.

    “It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.

    “And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”

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    15 May 2026

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    Ilya sees a therapist named Maxim and they launch as a couple on their own terms. 💖

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    Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.

    Except, well. Then there are zombies.

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    14 May 2026

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    One of the best fics I’ve ever read. I never thought I’d love another apocalypse fic as much as *Blackbird, Fly* but this one will forever hold a special place in my heart! Nahant, my beloved!

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    “Me finding out that instead of mysterious and cool, people think I’m autistic and lesbian.”

    Ilya and Shane get Reddit’s advice under the aliases Lily and Jane. Things spiral from there….

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    13 May 2026

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    So fun! #janebear forever!

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    Shane wants to figure out if he's gay before he gets drafted—and no, the way he felt when Ilya Rozanov smirked at him with a cigarette between his lips in Saskatchewan has nothing to do with it. Unfortunately, the random guy he hooks up with to try and make sure one way or another takes a picture, and Shane gets outed before the draft. In the ensuing scandal, he goes seventh overall, to Ottawa.

    It turns out, having the worst thing you can think of happen to you when you're seventeen years old can end up being pretty liberating. And land you an unexpected best friend.

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    12 May 2026

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    Shane is outed before the draft and makes a new best friend in Ilya. Their love story unfolds so beautifully!

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    "Okay I'll bite" Hayes said, "Hollander, I’ve seen some clingy alternates. I once played with a guy who wanted to hold hands during the anthem. But you? You just tried to body-check a kid into the shadow realm for breathing in the Captain's general zip code."

    "He was crowding the slot," Shane said, his voice a masterpiece of flat, defensive neutral.

    "He was at center ice, Shane!" shouted Young, still vibrating from his near-liquidation. "I was getting water! I wasn't even in the drill!"

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    11 May 2026

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