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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    Dean's never had faith. That's always been Sammy. But he thinks if there were ever a time for divine intervention, it would be now. Gazing up at the few stars that aren't occluded by the haze and light pollution, he feels fucking stupid when he opens his mouth to speak.

    "God, if you're out there," he says, "I don't know what to do. I... I don't have anybody left. I need some help. God, man, just give me a sign."

    Closing his eyes, he sits there. He can hear far off sounds of traffic and the whistle of the wind, but not much else. He thinks he catches a distant fluttering of wings, but there's no reply. Not that he really expected one.

    (S1/S2 Rewrite) After Sam refuses to help Dean find their father, Dean prays for guidance. He doesn't expect to find it in an awkward, amnesiac angel, but at least he's easy on the eyes.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    After being laid off after the pandemic, thirty-year-old Novak has been stumbling to get back onto his feet. Never one to ask for help and a month behind on rent, a new job opportunity opens up: personal assistant to Dean Winchester, a well-known genius, billionaire, playboy, and philanthropist. With so many other applicants—younger, smarter, and way more beautiful—why did Dean pick him?

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    13 Feb 2026

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    Omega Castiel always expected to be mated with a family by thirty-five...except today is his thirty-fifth birthday and he's the exact opposite of that. An older single omega with his biological clock ticking away with each passing day. He promised himself that if he didn't have a kid organically by his birthday that he would look at...other means of producing. Not wanting to just pick a sperm donor from a catalog, Castiel finds his sights landing more and more on his charming but cocky boss Dean Winchester.

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    11 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 26

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    Castiel, a brainy cynic with a permanent scowl, gets a surprise request from the school's hotshot quarterback, Dean Winchester, to help with their last spirit week consisting of riddles and a secret prize at the end. Unsure what Dean Winchester's actual motivations are and despite his better judgment (and his face's natural inclination to look annoyed), Castiel agrees.

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    11 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 48

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    Castiel's super-organized life (and even his sleep schedule) is constantly getting messed up by his childhood best friend, Dean Winchester. Dean's got this knack for attracting literally everyone with his ridiculously good looks, dazzling smile, and golden retriever personality. Enough so that he never sleeps in his own bed, and Castiel can never quite get used to it. Especially since, well, he's totally in love with him.

    But just when he's finally accepted his fate of pining from afar, Dean shows up with a massive bite mark on his back, munching on bacon, and claiming he DIED last night.

    Castiel would usually just write it off as a bad trip, but… Dean's been acting seriously weird.

    Like, barking at the mailman, chasing squirrels, and suddenly getting super possessive over Castiel.

    Seriously? What the hell happened last night?

    Maybe if he were a little less fuckable…we wouldn't be in this mess.

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    11 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 21

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    In their Alternate Universe of It's a Terrible Life (Season 4, Episode 17), Dean Smith (Dean Winchester) and Sam Wesson (Sam Winchester) left their nine-to-five lives behind, and here they were in Massachusetts, by the ocean. They routinely traveled, saved lives, hunted monsters, and undertook various odd jobs for money. They were still figuring out how to live and have an income while saving people. They'd managed by selling off their belongings, giving them a small financial cushion until they could find more stable means, but they were now close to running out.

    An opportunity arises to hunt a siren, and Dean jumps at it. Sam wanted to hunt something other than ghosts, and the small town is paying for their entire stay, so it's a win-win...Right?

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    11 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 16

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    The boy who comes to the door is indeed pretty — and he is indeed a boy. Lashes too long, cheekbones too defined, the kind of fragile beauty that looks one bad night away from breaking. He’s not at all what Castiel had been expecting when that sleazeball, Alastair, had informed him that he’d taken the liberty of arranging for ‘company’ for Castiel for the evening — not even close.


    Castiel has built his life on control, on leverage, on negotiation. He makes choices with his eyes open and outcomes already accounted for. He understands power, and he knows how to use it.

    What he doesn’t plan for is Dean Winchester, whose work blurs the line between survival and self-erasure, and whose lessons have always been learned the hard way.

    What begins as a clearly defined arrangement becomes a story of reckoning and redemption, of agency and imbalance, and of the faith it takes to stay, even when every instinct urges you to walk away.

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    11 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 6

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    Set in the fall of 2001,

    Sam Winchester is freshly eighteen and beginning his first year at Stanford University as a Political Science major, with plans to eventually attend Stanford Law. His older brother Dean follows him west, determined to provide a support system.

    Back in their hometown of Lawrence, Kansas, Dean made his living as a mechanic while occasionally starring in low-budget dirty movies for some extra cash. Now relocated to California—the epicenter of adult film production—Dean signs with Evil Angel Productions Inc., working primarily in the San Fernando Valley as a rising porn star.

    As Dean helps Sam settle into college life, he meets Dr. Castiel Novak: Sam’s brilliant, frustratingly ethical, and undeniably attractive professor—and a secret, long-time consumer of Dean’s on-screen persona.

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    11 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 64

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    At twenty-four years old, Dean Winchester is on his own. Sam left for college, John's more aloof than ever, and that's just fine. Dean just does what he can to cope and get through the next day without thinking too hard. Booze and women help.
    Everything is as normal as it can be for a hunter.

    Until some tax-accountant-looking creature falls out of the sky and changes everything.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    ‘Alpha Needed: Looking for an alpha with a calming scent, preferably mated, for scenting purposes. Twice a week, one hour. Pay: $20 per hour plus expenses.’

    In order to get his anxiety attacks under control, Cas is supposed to regularly scent an alpha whose scent makes him feel safe.

    Dean could really use the extra cash and the ad sounds like the easiest 20 bucks an hour Dean has ever made.

    But then things get complicated…

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    09 Feb 2026

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    Dean Winchester is an executive assistant at an advertising agency. On the day his boss retires, he has an unforgettable one night stand with a new hire, Castiel Novak. The problem: turns out Cas is his new boss.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    The Winchesters, Castiel, and Jack discover the Men of Letters hid away a weapon that may be able to kill Michael. The only problem: it can only be used with John Winchester's blood. When Rowena performs a spell to temporarily bring John back, Dean runs into another problem. His father doesn't approve of his angel, and Castiel isn't too impressed with John either.

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    09 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 17

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    Castiel is a sophomore in college who dies in a tragic accident - only to find out he's a ghost now haunting campus. And he's not the only one. Dean Winchester, a star football player who died on the field in the late 90s, is among the group of spirits who are trapped in the school. For decades, Dean and the other spirits have been attempting to help one another figure out their unfinished business so that they can each move on; however, Castiel has always hated participating in group projects.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    “Are you… scenting me?” the man in an oversized beige trench coat asked, suspiciously, in a deep gravel voice that ran down Dean’s spine. "Why? I really don't smell like much."

    Dean’s mouth sagged open. “Dude,” he answered, honestly, “You smell amazing.”

    He’d never seen anyone look so shocked at a compliment before. “O-oh.”

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Dean Winchester never wanted to wear a crown. He had no idea that he even could. It wasn't until the Campbell royals all got themselves assassinated by demons that he and Sam found out that King Samuel was actually their grandfather, and well, shit.

    But Dean was a soldier before he was anything else. So maybe that's why he'll do anything to stop this awful demon war—anything. Even try to make an alliance with the angels.

    They think they're gonna scare him off by telling him he's gotta be magically married—okay, okay, handfasted, but call it what it is—to some snooty noble angel for a whole year? They think Dean's gonna back out because the angels want him to be handfasted not to a proper princess, oh no, but to a prince?

    Bring it on.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    Marshall Robert Singer has one hand resting on his hip, the other gripping the discarded practice pole. Castiel thinks he looks tired. That said, with how the kaiju have been crawling with increasing frequency out of the Breach with every passing week and decimating the cities lining the Pacific, no one can blame the man for that.

    Castiel knows there aren't enough Jaegers or Jaeger pilots left to defend the coastline against the monsters—but with his history, he's not getting back into harness. He's never joining his mind with anyone else's. Not again.

    “Congratulations. You boys done dancing yet?” Singer demands, thumping the butt of the staff on the ground with blunt, percussive force. “We got work to do.”

    “Work?” Castiel asks, frowning.

    “Congratulations?” Dean finishes.

    “Well, yeah.” The Marshall of North America's last battle-center looks back and forth between them, clearly questioning their intelligence. His lip curls just slightly under his beard—no doubt at their blank expressions. “You’re obviously Drift-compatible, ya idjits.”

    “What?”

    “What?”

    (A Pacific Rim AU)

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    02 Feb 2026

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    “It’s okay to be soft, Dean.” Cas murmured, like it was something easy, like Cas knew how to put everything down for a second and just yearn.
    Dean didn’t know how to be soft. He’d never been one to cuddle, he’d rather die than use floral smelling lotion on his hands, and he never put sugar in his coffee.
    His whole life he’d been rough around the edges and overly masculine to survive. He’d made up for his pretty face and long lashes by wearing a leather jacket that smelled like gunpowder and his father’s whiskey, with pockets that were too, too heavy with sins he’d commit again to keep his brother safe.
    How would he even begin to allow himself to want–and reach out for what he wants?
    Dean sighed. “I uh–It doesn’t come easy to me.”
    Castiel shrugged like he already knew, like Dean wasn’t the one who still wore his Dad’s leather jacket, hoping it was enough, hoping he was enough.
    Cas leaned into him, his back to Dean's front. “It’s easier than you think.”

    Or when Dean’s weird, bee-loving, friend Castiel winds his way into Dean’s bed (even though Dean is not gay), and Dean finds himself wanting things more than ever, wanting things he can’t have, wanting things that he’ll never earn.

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    02 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 92

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    A post epilogue series of one shots from Cas and Dean's retired life.

     

    It’s a warm spring morning when a miracle happens.

    Cas, disheveled and tired, his frown etched deep into his face as he holds out his hand. “Dean.” He says, offering no further explanation.

    Dean looks down at the mason jar of brand-new strawberry jelly from the farmer’s market that they got together two days ago. Cas clutches it tightly in his hand, signs of a struggle all around. Dean’s mouth quirks up. A warm, fluttering feeling rises in his chest. “You need me to open this?” He asks.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    Dean’s sitting at the kitchen table with Sam when his phone rings. Jody’s name flashes across the screen and he considers not picking up. It’s not like Dean doesn’t want to talk to Jody, it's just that he can’t bear talking to anyone these days.

    “Hi, Jody,” Sam says.

    “Howdy, boys.” She asks them to take over a case. Something about werewolves. Dean doubts they will, Sam hasn’t let him pick up a gun in months, not since their last hunt.

    Jody’s voice cuts through the phone. “Alright, if you boys don’t wanna take the case, I’ll see if Castiel will, but I think he’s helping Claire in Colorado–”

    Dean doesn’t hear a damn thing after that, and by the looks of it, Sam doesn’t either. For the first time in days, Dean opens his mouth and speaks. “Cas is alive?”

    Jody’s voice is quiet on the other end. “He didn’t tell you?”

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    31 Jan 2026

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    Dean Winchester is nothing special. He’s the kind of guy who spends his days and nights working multiple shitty jobs in Nowhere, Kansas. For him, the supernatural isn’t extraordinary either — it's just another part of everyday existence, like taxes and Madge Carrigan’s homophobia. All except angels, that is — they're rare and powerful and dangerous as fuck.

    Which is why it's a monumental inconvenience when a devastatingly handsome and mysterious angel walks into the bar where Dean works. Suddenly, Dean's life is a bizarre interspecies romance novel — all stolen glances, intense conversations, casual murder, and a dizzying, fast-track fall into love. In fact, Castiel is everything Dean never knew he wanted, right down to the scary, otherworldly perfection.

    All is not what it seems, however, as when Dean finally gets a peek behind the heavenly curtain, he discovers Cas has a secret that's not merely a lie, but a stunning, earth-shaking betrayal that threatens to destroy everything Dean just started to believe in.

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    25 Jan 2026

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