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    Kaveh does something that leads to Alhaitham finally kicking him out of their house. He agrees to get help for his alcoholism from Tighnari, but just as he's starting to get better, everything goes wrong.

    Now, he's stuck haunting the mortal plane until he figures out how he died.

    (also I shit you not he is dead and he is not coming back don't get your hopes up)

    Edit 1/4/25:
    The sequel to this fic is officially up! Check out the new series that this fic is now in.

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    14 Sep 2025

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    Alhaitham.
    I won’t say my dear, my dearest or my love, or any other sweet names you don’t deserve. You never call me those anyway. But it doesn’t matter.

    Because this is goodbye. You won't see me for a while.

    The newly reinstated Scribe- not Acting Grand Sage anymore- with the biggest salary any Scribe has ever gained- finally free from all the pompous titles saving a nation bestow upon you- Alhaitham, just freshly clocked-out for the day, already has enough of this bullshit.

    He might have neglected Kaveh for a bit. True. But who could judge him? Do you know how many books he missed out on while being the Acting Grand Sage?

    Anyway, from the unprecedented dramatics in this one greeting and first four sentences of a five-page letter, he hopes not all of Sumeru is involved in their lover’s spat.

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    01 Sep 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i cant even put my expierience with this fic into words
    all i can say is that it's very much a 'trust the process' and 'it gets better as you keep reading' type of fic
    this fic is such a good balance of everything, im OBSESSED 😫😫❤️❤️❤️

  3. Rec 37

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    In a perfect world, Alhaitham had known that something was so very wrong when he opened that door and found nothing but the silence he wished for. Instead, he let out a relieved sigh, tossing his key into a bowl and his coat in the general direction of the coat rack. When he let himself sink into the divan, groaning from the surges of pain troubling him from the many bruises he gained during his overthrowing of the government and kicking his boots off his sore feet, he couldn’t help but think how lucky it was that Kaveh didn’t come home yet.

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    When Kaveh doesn't come home from his work trip, Alhaitham tries to deny his concern about the architect. Surely, the blonde just got sidetracked on the way or stopped at one of his friend's house for a visit. There is no reason to panic or to search for him anywhere the scribe could think of, especially since Alhaitham's feelings for him were gone after their fight so many moons ago. But that is exactly what he is doing, chasing after a man he swears he doesn't even like. Maybe the scribe is not as good at hiding his true intentions as he thinks he is.

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    01 Sep 2025

  4. Rec 26

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    Alhaitham studied it, not letting much emotion show on his face, making Kaveh worry. The blonde awkwardly looked away before clearing his throat and slowly bringing his hands up. - “Me and you…” - He pointed a finger at his chest, then Alhaitham’s, and finally put his hands together and shook them. - “...could we be friends?” - He looked back up.

    He regretted asking the moment he saw the way Alhaitham stared at him.

    Is Kaveh stupid?! This is the kid he bullied! Of course Alhaitham would want nothing to do with him! He has every right to run from Kaveh. To punch him, yell at him, flip him off…

    “I’m– so sorry, I don’t know why I said that!” - He waved his hands - “I should.. Go...”

    Alhaitham put the notebook under his arm and hesitated before nodding. - “Okay. Let’s be friends.” - He didn’t look convinced. But he still gave Kaveh a chance.

    Kaveh was given a chance.

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    A Silent Voice au

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    01 Sep 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    SHUT THE FUCK UP, THIS WAS THE MOST GLORIOUS THING I HAVE EVER READ.

  5. Rec 27

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    "By the Archons, he definitely needed a quiet evening! And yet, after a few seconds, he was surprised by how quiet it was. Kaveh had not yet jumped on him for
    a book not placed where it should’ve been or for dust not cleaned. He pulled one ear out of his
    headphone and the only thing he could hear was silence."

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    20 Aug 2025

  6. Rec 10

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    kaveh is forced to address his problems by alhaitham. running and excuses are no longer an option.

    permanently in WIP status... aheemheem. wimper.

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    19 Aug 2025

  7. Rec 73

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    Kaveh's the leech,

    Alhaitham's the man,

    Kaveh guesses he doesn't understand-

    (And when Kaveh tries to jump, Alhaitham catches him, they can do this together.)

    (Yes they can)

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    19 Aug 2025

  8. Rec 19

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    Alhaitham confesses his love for Kaveh after years of friendship.

    But Alhaitham didn't expect him to be a vampire, and Kaveh didn't expect him to be a hunter.

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    18 Aug 2025

  9. Rec 12

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    Kaveh knew he was trans for years. He'd never told anyone, except his own mother, and Alhaitham. He almost had the confidence to come out publicly. Then the fight breaking up their friendship changed his thoughts. Once Kaveh, and Alhaitham had a falling out, Kaveh had gotten back into the closet.

    Kaveh had gone to school to become an architect, getting into a one-sided love marriage once he graduated. Not long after he found out he was pregnant.

    Once they had divorced, he transitioned, he became tired of faking his life. He had his life to focus on, especially for his own daughter, Mehrak.

    One commission he wasn't expecting.

    He had to design a home for Alhaitham. Maybe there's a chance he didn't remember him.

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    07 Aug 2025

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    A letter comes to a house in Sumeru City.

    My light,

    I have been absent from you too long. For that, I have no apology worthy enough for the forgiveness I ask of you now. I am ill.

    ...

    Kaveh's mother gets sick. This serves as a catalyst in many respects.

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    08 Jul 2025

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    It takes Alhaitham eighteen years to find Kaveh again.

    It takes nearly another twelve to hold him once more.

    Or, Alhaitham is reincarnated as a Knight in Kaveh's kingdom. Alhaitham remembers. Kaveh doesn't. Things go about as well as you could expect.

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    07 Jul 2025

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    Ignorantly, Alhaitham thought if he ignored the ache in his chest, as he always did, it would eventually fade like all things do.

    It did not.

    It deepened and deepened.

    And now.

    It does what unhealed wounds do.

    It splits open and ruins him in the process.

    “I’m in love with you.”

    //or, soulmate au in which flowers bloom on your scars when your soulmate touches them.

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    07 Jul 2025

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    And then he fell.

    Down
    Down
    Down

    The last thing he saw was the sky.

    Or

    In which Kaveh is trying to clear the Withering by himself, but an unfortunate accident occurs. The man who loved colours with all his heart has now lost the ability to see.

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    07 Jul 2025

  14. Rec 54

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    Kaveh has a terminal illness that is eating away at his body. As much as he tries to hide it from his irritable roomate, behind the bickering, Alhaitham cares too much to not realize his roomate is suffering. As they navigate the illness, they grow closer, even in the face of the inevitable. Or is it inevitable?
    A one shot fic that has a lot of hurting— but a lot of comfort too.
    I’m sorry I make Kaveh suffer SO MUCH
    No spoilers but POSSIBLE CHARACTER DEATH YOU ARE FOREWARNED.

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    01 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I HAVE NEVER CRIED SO HARD OVER A FIC OH MY GOD
    I WAS JUST STABBED 47 TIMES IN THE BACK AND FUCKED WITH A CHAINSAW

  15. Rec 76

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    “The Flower Mistress’s Regret?” Kaveh repeats the words and it makes him feel queasy inside, “Isn’t that what the legend calls that….. story of a goddess and her retainer?”

    The small goddess hums thoughtfully, “That story is not passed down quite as accurately.” Her eyes are downcast as she says this, looking near grief stricken.

    “Oh?” Kaveh feels rather sheepish at the display, especially since he caused it and swallows down the urge to pick her up and hug away the sadness she wears.

    “It’s true she was the Goddess of Flowers, but he was not just any retainer of hers; the silent love was actually the Scarlet King.” She explains mournfully, “His love doomed them and the land, so she cursed herself.”

    “She…. cursed herself?” Kaveh inhales sharply, his throat cinsticting as deard fills his gut. He could imagine it, torn by the grief of an unrecognised love, a punishment she placed on herself.

    How awful, and yet Kaveh feels as though it was exactly what he would have done. Ironic that.
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    Happy belated birthday bestie, it's a lil late but food is finally served by yours truly~

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    30 May 2025

  16. Rec 36

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    Kaveh has tried many times to fall in love. And just as many times, he's failed. Now, an upcoming festival may force him to admit to himself that he doesn't feel it - not the romantic kind, at least. And then there are his growing feelings for Alhaitham, which certainly aren't romantic, but aren't entirely platonic, either.

    And Alhaitham? He just wants to be close to Kaveh, but that seems impossible when Kaveh keeps misinterpreting his gestures.

    (A fic about queerplatonic Alhaitham and Kaveh!)

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    21 May 2025

  17. Rec 54

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    Let it be known for the record that Al-Haitham does not like surprise parties. Or any kind of parties at all, for that matter. But does that stop his overly-enthusiastic group of friends (Because he has friends now. Multiple. More than he ever expected he would.) from throwing him one anyway? Absolutely not. You get acquainted with some people to overthrow a corrupt government just once and the next thing you know, you walk in on them decking your house with streamers, balloons and an obnoxiously large banner. Typical.

     

    Or:

    Al-Haitham's birthdays throughout the years

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    09 May 2025

  18. Rec 40

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    Alhaitham never stayed overtime in the office, unless it mattered. And with Kaveh involved, it did.

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    05 May 2025

  19. Rec 22

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    Somehow, Kaveh feels like a ghost too.

     

    He feels like a phantom walking amongst the living, his soul lost the day he got the letter. He feels like he’s already died, his body buried right next to Alhaitham’s as it is lowered into the ground.

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    04 May 2025

  20. Rec 5

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    Kaveh is given the chance to live out his dearest wish: to live for one night, and dance while he find the love he craves once more. The universe laughs at the very notion.

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    04 May 2025

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