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Midnight, Finally by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Dec 2025
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There’s a Russian tradition: write your deepest wish on paper, burn it at midnight, swallow the ashes in champagne. For ten years, Ilya Rozanov has written the same name. This New Year’s Eve, with his husband in his arms, he has nothing left to wish for.
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01 Mar 2026
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“I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”
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or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.
Ilya has open hands.
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15 Feb 2026
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“You lie to yourself, Hollander. Not to me.”
“What, because you know me so well?”
“Yes. I do. Don’t I?”
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15 Feb 2026
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“I like it,” he says weakly. “I like it, I like you holding me like this.”
“Like what?”
“Like you own me.”
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or; They're falling in love. They can't have it, even if they can have each other, just for a little while.Series
- Part 1 of Мой сладкий мальчик
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13 Feb 2026
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He’s already in the room, shutting the door behind himself as quietly as he can before he realises that not only is there someone other than Shane in the room, but there are three someones other than Shane.
And, as if he hasn’t already fucked up spectacularly, the someones happen to be the Hollanders and Hayden fucking Pike.
// or; Ilya visits Shane in the hospital and meets his parents. He's traumatized and grieving, everything hurts, and Shane takes after his mother.
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Bookmarked by DoubleApple
31 Jan 2026
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Shane pulls back, carefully cradling Ilya’s face. “Maybe we shouldn’t.”
“You don’t want to?” Ilya’s eyes are bottomless; swimming with grief. He says it like he really means, You don’t want me?
“That isn’t what I mean,” Shane says gently, brushing his thumb over Ilya’s cheekbone. Ilya’s eyes flutter shut, as if being treated so tenderly causes him physical pain. Like he isn’t used to it. “You’re hurting. I don’t want you to regret it in the morning.”
Ilya’s eyes open. “I have never regretted a moment with you.”
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Or: the missing hotel room scene in Florida after Shane comforts Ilya.
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28 Jan 2026
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Twice as Hard by The_green_fairy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander has a plan: 11 games left, then seventy-three days alone at the cottage to reset. No people, no stress, no suppressants. His body will fix itself.
Except his suppressants are failing faster than he realizes. His new linemate Ilya keeps showing up—in hotel rooms, on his line, in the spaces Shane usually keeps empty. And Ilya notices things. The way Shane's scent is changing. The way he's slowing down.
Shane counts down to the cottage like it's salvation.
But Rozanov doesn't keep his distance. And Shane's control is slipping.
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22 Jan 2026
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Skills clinic by thetimesinbetween
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jan 2026
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Luca hadn’t been sure he would go through with the plan. He’d talked himself into it and out of it about fifty times.
But he's made it this far. He's sitting with Shane Hollander, just the two of them. Now all he needs to do it open his mouth and—
“Look,” Shane is saying, “if you wanted to talk through coming out, I th—”
“I can’t figure out anal sex,” Luca blurts.
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21 Jan 2026
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love, pull your sore ribs in (i will pull your tangles out) by nevereverever
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
22 Dec 2025
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Being a professional athlete in a contact sport is an exercise in enduring pain. Sometimes you get benched for three weeks because you have a broken cheekbone after you get hit in the face with a slap shot. Sometimes you play through a strained quad, a bruised shoulder, a mild fever. Most times, it’s just the constant, unending soreness that comes with pushing your body to its limit every single day. Every athlete had an injury they hated most, though, one that’s particularly painful or recurrent or just annoying.
Ilya fucking hated injuring his ribs. There is almost nothing you can do with your body that doesn't involve moving your torso, and the pain is deep, throbbing, and gets just a tiny bit worse every time you breathe. Sitting up hurts, lying down hurts, walking hurts, and worst of all, coughing fucking hurts.
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Ilya is sick and injured in the off-season. Luckily, Shane loves him so very much and is there to take care of him.
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15 Jan 2026
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Really, though, the more Hayden thinks about their rivalry and how they acted at the fucking All Stars Game, like all of a sudden they’re best fucking buds? Kissing? Kissing the fucking enemy on ice? Like Shane would want that, would suddenly give a shit that he was Ilya’s center—
“Holy shit,” Hayden says.
or, 1x05 coda, Hayden and Ilya talk about Shane
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14 Jan 2026
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other forms of intimacy by ultravioletdaydream
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jan 2026
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Shane and Ilya have a lot of sex. A lot of hot, intimate, dirty sex. But sometimes they don't. Sometimes, for one reason or another, they find more intimacy in the unexpected moments where their plans to fuck don't work out.
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Shane and Ilya taking care of each other.
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I: Shane Hollander has too much to drink.
II: Ilya Rozanov gets the fucking flu.
III: Shane Hollander suffers an Autistic shutdown.
IV: Ilya Rozanov misses his mother.- Language:
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14 Jan 2026
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from the cold by stammiviktor
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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It’s winter in Ottawa and Ilya has hunkered down in his big, empty mansion to weather a nasty flu. Then his phone buzzes.
— Guardian™ Security Alert: Movement detected at front door
— (1) Missed Call: Yuna HollanderOr: The Hollanders have a new son to take care of. Ilya has no idea what’s going on.
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12 Jan 2026
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Not Even Hockey by gracerene
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Dec 2025
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"Why don't I tell you a story, then? You may not be able to relate—it's my story after all, and you're not that good at hockey, but try to keep up."
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25 Dec 2025
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“Wow, Richie, that’s so charming. You’re so fucking charming.”
“Yeah, sweetheart, you could learn something.” Richie cups her chin in his palm, swipes drool off her mouth. Sydney’s chest squeezes.
“Don’t call me sweetheart.”
“Sweetheart. Are you gonna bitch at me or are you gonna suck my cock?”
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28 Sep 2024
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i would shovel the worms that inhabit your brain by scenedenial
Fandoms: The Bear (TV 2022)
23 Jul 2024
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It’s not that Richie doesn’t like Sydney. She’s pretty and mean and she can clearly cook her ass off. She’s exactly the kind of woman he goes for: smart mouth, long hair, homicidal tendencies. She’s a little young, but other than that, yeah. Richie could like her.
The issue is that Carmen acts ridiculous around her. Her first day, him trailing her around the kitchen like a dementedly friendly shadow: here’s the dish pit, here’s the spice rack, stay away from Richie, hardee-har-har.
Whatever, Carmy, Richie thinks, it’s not like you had my dick in your throat twelve hours ago. Oh, wait.
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26 Sep 2024
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carmen's bed is a mess, and he speaks of his bed the way he speaks of his heart - lonely. he'll make it, for her, clear some space, change the sheets, vacuum the cigarette ashes out of the creases in the mattress. let her bring her blanket. make herself at home. she lives there between heartbeats.
he might love her, no, he does, but anxiety and excitement are interchangeable to his body. everyone leaves anyway, so what's the fucking point of it all?
[ in which reader (third pov) and carmy get involved in a consensual workplace relationship ]
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16 Jul 2024
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She stays at her dad’s for the next two nights, quickly recalls why she hasn’t done that for weeks now.
It doesn’t not bother her, being apart from him. She’d forgotten how monotonous it all was- the going to work and coming home, wash, rinse, repeat. Doing it alone, spending the night replaying the day, mustering together a meal just because you have to.It bothers her a lot, being apart from him.
Two days of being distant and overly-professional, of Carmy never looking her in the eye. He put the ball in her court, and now she feels as if it’s being repeatedly bashed against her forehead.
It’s day three of their fight, and Sydney is starting to get worried.
______In the midst of an early-relationship fight, Carmy gets sick. Sydney has a lot to think about
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12 Dec 2023
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Sydney thinks that if she found out she was pregnant a little earlier she probably wouldn’t have gone through with it. Like, if she found out before her landlord changed the locks on her apartment, or before the bank sent her all those red letters, or before the pasta dried up, she’d probably have just taken herself to Planned Parenthood, popped the pills and charged it to the game. But as it is, the two blue lines appear on the stick during the worst months of her life, the first months of the pandemic when she’s unemployed and shit scared that her dad is going to get coronavirus and die. And when she sees them, she just thinks: well, this might as well happen. She was a disappointment before. What’s one more thing?
Before she meets Carmy, Sydney has a baby.
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- Part 1 of child with a child pretending
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Bookmarked by DoubleApple
25 Nov 2023
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Sometimes being around her was like being opened up; the knife so sharp you barely even felt it cut.
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27 Oct 2023
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Syd calls Claire his girlfriend and it’s a gut punch, it’s a grab for his mouth, it’s him spitting out teeth before he swallows them.
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27 Oct 2023