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    “Why did you do it?” Minho’s voice almost gets carried away by the wind like a stray leaf, one Jisung would step on and be greeted with the dissatisfying lack of a crunch.

    Jisung doesn’t need to ask what “it” is. Why did he leave without saying goodbye, why did he let what happened happen without the consequences, why did he let Minho feel the way he felt, and why did Jisung not allow himself the same luxury?

    It's the same answer Jisung has as to why he’s anxious and sad sometimes; he just is. He just did it. But he didn’t. It was more.

    “I don’t know,” Jisung says. It’s easier to lie.

    (OR: When an interaction between rockstar Han Jisung and pop prince Lee Minho goes viral, management jumps on the opportunity for a joint press run. Minho and Jisung's history complicates things.)

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    07 Feb 2026

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    “Wait!” Jisung yelled out, grabbing his shoulder.

    Minho turned around, eyebrow raised again, and clearly done with the conversation. And Jisung couldn’t blame him.

    But this might’ve been his only opportunity to get some experience.

    “I need your help.”

    Minho just stared at him, blinking at him over and over. “With what?”

    “I need you to have sex with me.”

    Or what happens when Jisung makes a deal with his nerdy classmate Minho to teach him about sex, all so he can win over his crush who’s not into virgins?

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    06 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 83

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    "Don't worry, I’m not going anywhere, I just want to know what the options are if we did things a little differently this time around.”

    Hyunjin's time in the military is coming to an end and Felix is making plans for their future.

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    Chapters:
    16/16
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    05 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 72

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    MIND THE TAGS

    What could be on this unlabeled recording? The 'Audience of one' takes a listen, and hears more than he bargained for...

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    05 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 34

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    I can't say the last words my mind is too dirty right now.

    God please forgive me for feeling this way for a religious man.

    The desire to reach over, to touch him, hit me like a wave, but I pushed it back down, trying to focus on anything else. My fingers clutched the edge of my seat, and I felt myself swallow hard, sneaking the smallest of glances at him as he drove. Everything about him, his focus, the way he held the wheel, was driving me up the wall.

    I would ride him till he can't take it anymore.

    Look at him, so clueless.

    I wish I could say my thoughts outloud just so he knows how down bad I am for him.

    He's so good looking.

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    04 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 14

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    He was doing it for Jisung.

    For 3RACHA.

    Just to spite Kim freaking Seungmin.

    And okay, that last reason was super petty, but so was Seungmin.

    He felt an ounce of glee bubble up at the thought and let himself gloat, just a little. Today was the day. He was going to outsmart that scrawny, bratty, annoying little twink once and for all.

    OR

    Seungbin college AU where Changbin plays President Minsung while Seungmin thwarts his efforts and they somehow fall in love anyway.

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    Chapters:
    4/6
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    27 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 96

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    When ex-military linguist Alexandra Taylor takes on a high-profile security role for one of the world’s biggest K-pop groups, she’s prepared for the challenges of protecting idols under constant public scrutiny. What she doesn’t expect is the unrelenting pull of old wounds, the quiet magnetism of Stray Kids' leader, and the blurring lines between duty and desire. In a world where every move is watched and every rumor has the power to ignite, Alex must navigate the balance between keeping her walls intact and risking it all for a chance to heal.

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    Comments:
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    26 Jan 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 96

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    The blonde keeps lingering in the basketball player’s mind. Hyunjin will find himself doing whatever it takes to be worthy of his time, no matter how much he needs to beg.

     

    This is a backup for the twitter social media au with the same name.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    varsity swimmer hyunjin is very straight (or so he thinks). his friends dare him to download grindr as a joke, and curiosity gets the better of him. a night with dance major felix has him questioning everything

    inspired by a prompt from @HFBABYGIRLS on twitter

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    24 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 84

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    Changbin lets himself get lost in the laughter, the light noise the only thing tethering him to the present as his mind reels with images. Scandalous, scandalous images of Seungmin, all pretty in a collar for him.

    He pinches the skin of his thigh between two fingers, digging his nails in, anything to distract from those thoughts. This is simply play. Another game, a tug-of-war with each other’s patience. That thin remaining strand of patience nearly snaps when, after finally steeling his resolve and looking down at Seungmin, Changbin finds he’s already looking right back. There’s a contemplative mirth in the curve of his smile.

    “I would, you know.”

    Snapped back into the moment, Changbin frowns. “Huh?”

    “I’d wear it.”

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    23 Jan 2026

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    When their kids get into a fight at school, single dads Minho and Jisung meet in the principal’s office and immediately decide they can’t stand each other. Minho is too rigid. Jisung is too chaotic.
    But their children have other plans. Forced playdates become something neither of them expected—a second chance at happiness they’re both too scared to reach for.
    Until they do.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Two clammy hands cradle an empty bottle of heat suppressants like a corpse.

    He gives the bottle a meager little shake. Nothing rattles within.

    Panic settles in and Jisung jerks to life. He fights with the childproof cap—resorting to using the cuff of his sweater to help since his hands are useless—and stares, in disbelieving agony, into a barren bottle.

    The tears come on so quickly that he doesn’t even register a way to stop them before they’re rolling down his cheeks and landing on the label that he’s considered his religion for over 365 days.

    Take 2 pills 1x a day. Failure to do so will have immediate effects and could lead to flash heat(s).

    Or: Jisung’s suppressants run out on a bus. He starts panicking, until a quiet alpha switches seats and whispers, “Breathe. I’ve got you.”

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    12 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 82

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    Chan's message comes in at 1:17AM.

    Minho notices the time first, because he always notices the time when something is about to split his life in two, when his life tilts just enough that everything from that moment forward will be measured as before and after, whether he wants it to be or not.

    He's half-asleep, face pressed into his pillow, phone screen casting a dim, bluish glow in the dark, night mode turned on but still too bright for the hour, and for a second he thinks it's just another group chat notification, another meme, another voice note he'll pretend not to smile at before rolling over and letting sleep take him.
    Then he reads Chan's name.

    Channie hyung:
    been working on something new with Jisung
    I think you should hear it before the whole world does
    [mp3 file attached]

    Chan sends Volcano to Minho before its release.
    The one word he couldn't say finally finds its way out.

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    Chapters:
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    11 Jan 2026

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    With every brush of his hand, every word he says to charm Jisung’s dad, the way he holds Jisung and the eagerness to spend time together, it gets harder to remember that it’s all just for show. And Jisung hates himself for it, he really does, because that thought he keeps pushing into the abyss of his mind resurfaces every time, empowered by the flame in Minho’s eyes when he looks at Jisung.

    (One drunken night leads Jisung to release songs he wrote for people he’s had crushes on throughout his life, earning him confrontations and feelings he has never been ready for.)

    [ 250316: FIC HAS BEEN EDITED, READ NOTES ]

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    09 Jan 2026

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    Han Jisung and Lee Minho

    Invite you to celebrate their wedding

    Saturday, the fourth of October

    At half past four o'clock

    The Lee Residence

    Black tie required

     

    Or: Jisung receives an invitation to his own wedding…to a man that he hasn’t spoken to in almost ten years.

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    07 Jan 2026

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    “No,” Minho sighs, regretting what he's about to reveal before he’s even revealed it, but he knows it has to get to his little gaggle of gays sooner rather than later. “We’re just sleeping together.”

    Felix nearly spits out his water. “What?!” he yells as best he can through his coughing fit. “And the world didn’t implode?”

    “Like not just in the same bed?” Hyunjin chirps in, eyes wide. “Like dicks in ass and everything?” Minho just sighs again and looks up at the ceiling. Maybe he should have just kept this in forever.

    “Well I guess we know what happens when an unstoppable force meets an immovable object,” Seungmin deadpans, sliding over on his wheelie chair before stopping perfectly in the center of the doorway. “They fuck.”

    (OR: Minho and Jisung have slept with everyone except each other. Until that changes. No feelings attached, of course.)

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    04 Jan 2026

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    After dropping out of school and being thrown out of his parents' house, Felix doesn't know what to do, except reach out to his old friend Chan. Appearing on Chan's doorstep, out of nowhere, Felix meets not only his childhood friend, but also his six roommates and members of his band. It doesn't take long for Chan to decide Felix is going to stay and live with them all. But is Felix going to be able to adapt in a group that's already so tight? Will he get along with everyone? And, more than anything, how on earth is he going to hide how beautiful he thinks his new roommate - Hyunjin - is, when he has to share a room with him every night?

    aka: Felix starts to live with seven other men, including his childhood friend Chan. But on top of trying to fit in and searching what he wants to do with his life, he's desperately trying to hide that he has the hots for the guy he shares a room with, Hyunjin.

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    Chapters:
    60/60
    Comments:
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    5,883
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    203,377

    04 Jan 2026

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    But despite the beauty of Hyunjin’s features, Felix’s skin prickled with a wave of goosebumps when he saw the dark look Hyunjin had fixed him with.
    Felix’s voice trembled slightly when he spoke, and his sentence sounded more like a question. “Um, hi. I have... a coffee for you.”
    Hyunjin’s glare only intensified as he pressed the button on his phone set, leaning over to it slightly. “Send me Minho. Now.”

    or

    When Lee Felix lands his dream job, he’s hopeful to finally break into the world of high fashion; while his distant boyfriend barely notices, his supportive new colleagues are everything he could have ever hoped for. The only problem is the company’s impossibly handsome CEO, Hwang Hyunjin, who seems to hate Felix with everything he has in him.

     

    DISCLAIMER: ALL ABUSE TAGS ARE NOT BETWEEN HYUNLIX

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    Chapters:
    35/35
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    2,490
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    2,935
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    88,982

    04 Jan 2026

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    “Hyung,” Jisung breathes out. “What about god?"

    Minho huffs. Finally, that awful tug in his heart isn’t something he has to worry about. “Well, he’s not in the picture anymore.”

    Jisung raises his eyebrows. “Really?”

    “Really. I…don’t know if he’ll come back. But it definitely won’t be in the same way. I don’t want to feel guilty for—“

    Loving you.

    “—for who I am,” Minho says.

    OR: Minho learns to dance to his own tune.

    Language:
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    48,992
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    174
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    1,168
    Bookmarks:
    388
    Hits:
    20,696

    02 Jan 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 12

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    Alternative Universe.

    A wild west world, with 8 lost souls in cowboy boots. Finding friends, fighting for their love and suddenly they have to fight for their life at the five star contest.

    Han Jisung x Lee Minho
    Hwang Hyunjin x Lee Felix

    & whatever happens, happens :p

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    Words:
    69,791
    Chapters:
    13/13
    Comments:
    18
    Kudos:
    59
    Bookmarks:
    12
    Hits:
    2,000

    02 Jan 2026

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