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  1. Public Bookmark 4

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    Because Mike isn’t stupid. He knows what the vile sickness inside of him is. He knew it when he was young, and he and Will got married on the playground. He knew it when El kissed him that last time before leaving for California and then again when Will was forced to spill the same secret out of pure fear.

    Mike felt it on the radio tower, when Will and him had had a second to speak. But nothing would come out. Mike was as empty and lifeless as a puppet. It was like he saw everything on a video tape, seeing some other version of himself turn down his best friend.

    The other version was bullshit, though. Mike knew it. That was him and those were his mistakes, just as much as not telling his girlfriend he loved her before she killed herself. Every version of him would stay just as silent as he had then.

    The only way Mike Wheeler was coming out of the closet was kicking, screaming, and calling himself names that only ever came from the mouths of bullies and fathers.

     

    Or, it is 1992 and Mike Wheeler feels like he's dying and kind of wished he was.

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    17 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 9

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    Mike was jealous, what else was he supposed to do? Not try to make Will jealous too?
    He probably shouldn't have but he did and now he's in this predictament. Will says they should just run away but Mike wants to find a way they don't have to because he has responsibilities there.

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    14 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 42

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    Mike's body relaxed, and Lucas saw him as he was at that moment. A small, weak, scared kid, face streaked with tears and snot.

    "Lucas... Let me." He begged, his voice raw "I want this. Let me... please."

    Three months after Eleven's death, Mike attempts suicide and Lucas stops him. Everyone has to deal with the consequences.

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    11 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 5

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    Summer had come and gone, and Will quite likes college. Living with Max and Lucas in California is quite nice. He’s met a few people through art. But Mike isn’t having the same experience, and his gap year isn’t treating him well. When he finds himself roaming the streets of Hawkins, buzzy from alcohol, where will his feet take him?

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    11 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 36

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    After half a decade of dedicating his life to nothing, now with crippling depression, Mike Wheeler indulges in alcohol and a smoking habit. He relieves past memories and struggles through unhealed trauma. He almost takes his own life, deciding his life is worth nothing after a heated fight with all of his friends while he's intoxicated during their annual meetup. His friends find the aftermath of his attempted Suicide.

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    10 Jan 2026