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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    Dan’s closeted and paranoid. Phil’s recently single and a bit lost. They meet at a destination wedding, under the worst circumstances possible.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Chapter 1

  2. Public Bookmark 46

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    Phil sighs, and does what every sensible person would do, after being abandoned by their partner of thirteen years because it’s “the best for him”.

    He opens Grindr.

    He finds some buff guy named Hank who put in a selfie in a fitness studio, posing in front of a mirror to show off sweaty biceps. His bio says “I don’t do that pronoun shit, I do protein”, and Phil knows he’s perfect.

    Dan breaks up with Phil. Phil decides to try and get him back the unconventional, yet effective route (Rage-Baiting).

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    08 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 8

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    Phil has loved film for his whole life. He loves the idea of making anything beautiful in the right light, from the right angle. He is finally getting ready for his first major movie, when just before filming begins, his film scorer drops out of the project. Scrambling to find a new musician who will be willing to work for such little pay on his low budget film, Phil finds Dan Howell, a talented aspiring musician in need of work with a complicated past and beautiful brown eyes.

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    06 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Chapter 3

  4. Public Bookmark 36

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    The morning’s misty rain has turned into a genuine Manchester autumn downpour. As Kath walks past a novelty shop, she spots a young man facing the brick wall of the building. His arm is bent against the wall, and he’s leaning his forehead against his arm, and the poor thing is shaking with what Kath fears might be sobs.
    An au fic about hot meals and serendipity.

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    04 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 18

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    Little looks into the many different times Phil Lester has moved house.
    A fic about boxes and change.

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    04 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 13

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    “I want to paint my nails,” he blurts out.

    He says it without thinking. It doesn’t really make any sense, not in general and certainly not as a response to violent hatred going viral. But when he’s finished saying it, he doesn’t wonder why he said it. He wonders, instead, why he never fought back against any of the kids who made his life hell when he was in school.

    Maybe things could have been different.

    Maybe things could still be different.

    ---

    or: Dan announces that he wants to paint his nails. Phil helps him follow through.

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    03 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 37

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    On a completely ordinary day, Phil takes care of paperwork related to the mortgage. He looks so serious and so focused that Dan drools over him, just a little bit. He tries to keep it together so Phil can focus.

    But Phil notices.

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    02 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 18

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    It’s January 2011, and Dan feels like his relationship with Phil is falling apart because of a silly thing he did. That is, until 2026 Phil shows up in his dorm room wearing his signature Minecraft pyjamas, (scares the shit out of him) and does everything in his power to comfort him.

    Just a little fluffy tender fic that I came up with at 1 am the other night, enjoy!

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    30 Jan 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 3

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    In 2009 Dan and Phil met a couple of times and filmed some stuff together. Phil thought it was true love, and then Dan simply fell off the world… until they crossed paths again in a talent show three years later.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    Chapter 1

  10. Public Bookmark 60

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    It’s not exactly jealousy, Phil doesn’t think. Not– exactly. But he’s feeling petulant and selfish and maybe like he wants to be a little mean about this… not-Phil. This Phil who doesn’t know the half of what it means to be half of Dan.

    (or: dan made a new friend called phil. am i a joke to you)

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    25 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 33

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    There are few things humans love more than nice, neat labels. There are also few lies that are whiter.

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    25 Jan 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 18

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    "Dan?," Phil says.

    "Mhm?"

    "Why are we sitting in your bathroom with the blinds down and the lights off?"

    "I don't know," Dan answers truthfully.

    He doesn't know. Not really. He knows of this fog, of the permanent cold sweat and the feeling of wrongness of his own skin and bones and lungs. Knows, somewhat, what sort of situation brings this on, knows that he's even less tolerant of people in his space because it's all just so - so wrong.

    Knows what helps. The dark, the hair, the makeup. Usually. Traitorous fucking makeup.

    "You don't know?"

    "It - it helps." Dan's rarely at a point of not knowing what to say. Especially around Phil. This strange feeling, however, is even beyond his words. "I don't know what it helps with yet, though."

    "Okay."

     

    or dan's been trying hard to navigate this gender thing on his own

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    16 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    “Oh, we’re on this again, are we? In the middle of my plight?”

    “Just telling the truth,” Phil shrugged. “I can hear you stressing in your mind, you know?”

    Dan shook his head, his eyes gleaming.

    “Right,” he said. “Except our fucking neighbours can probably hear it too, with how loud I’m projecting my misery.”

    Phil can read thoughts. Dan doesn't believe him.

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    15 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 56

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    Phil is nervous. He sits on his bed, staring into his computer, fixing his fringe, wondering if he should button up his shirt a little more-
    And then there’s a chime as the call goes through, and the screen flickers and changes to reveal Dan, pixelated and darkly lit and staring down at the camera from an entirely awkward angle, and-
    Christ. He’s the prettiest thing Phil has ever seen.

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    10 Jan 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 14

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    “I hear Dan and Phil got married in Japan.”

    Phil laughed. “You can't believe everything you read on the Internet.”

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    09 Jan 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 3

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    Overcome by grief and having no sense of direction in his life, Dan is eager to take the opportunity his grandmother Veronica offers him after leaving her farm to him in her will.

    The problem? Dan has no idea of how to manage a farm. But hopefully the Lesters, life-long friends of his grandma, can give him a hand. Especially their youngest son.

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    02 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    chapter 1

  17. Public Bookmark 29

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    Dan drifts to sleep in Phil’s bed and dreams of a future that feels a little too real.

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    02 Jan 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 7

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    The tabaxi lifts his head and glares right back at Dan. His eyes are genuinely arresting; Dan needs to lock the fuck in. Out. He needs to pay less attention to them, because it’s definitely getting weird. “You,” the tabaxi says, “are a terrible sorcerer.”

    Ouch. Like, Dan knows it’s true, but — ouch. “Yeah,” Dan says, a beat too late, and winces at his own ineptitude. “I, uh, I get that a lot.”

    Guy who frequently accidentally poisons people meets guy who can cast Lesser Restoration, immediately falls hard and fast; can you blame him?

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    02 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 13

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    Dan seems awfully eager about marriage, for someone with no desire to actually get married.

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    28 Dec 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 12

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    Dan keeps Phil company while he edits his latest video.

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    24 Dec 2025

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