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  1. Rec 8

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    It is loathsome, Murong Lian thinks, that some people’s happy endings should be shoved into his face.

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    02 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    “There he is - my little firecracker.” Adam’s voice is unnerving, and for the first time that night, Reki begins to feel fear rising in him alongside the anger. Memories of injuries sustained through his race against Adam begin flooding back, and Reki can’t stop himself from shaking in Adam’s grasp. “I don’t quite understand it myself, but it’s so fun to watch you squirm. I think I’d prefer you down on your knees before me now than making an ass of yourself on the track.”

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    03 Aug 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 9

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    It was wrong, so what? Disgusting, despicable, deranged, hadn’t Murong Lian been called all these things already? He had never cared, even before he was dying.

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    26 Jun 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 30

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    Kaoru never let strangers tell him what to do in bed. The few relationships where he'd tried to cede any control, even for one night, had all gone up in flames soon after. He didn't trust anyone else to know when and how to push him, to test his limits without actually breaking him. The very idea of being at someone's mercy or obeying them was ludicrous to Kaoru, despite how badly he sometimes yearned to just shut his brain off and let go.

    And apparently Kojiro could just take it from him without asking and still... still be Kojiro. His Kojiro.

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    Things between them keep changing, evolving in ways that fuck with Kaoru's head. And... mess and all, he kind of likes it.

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    11 Mar 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 49

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    Kojiro’s got his shit together. He’s got a place at culinary school in Rome, and a plan for a small, perfect restaurant after graduation. He’s got skateboarding, and S. He’s got the phone numbers of all the hottest girls in school. And most of all, he’s got his two best friends, who make life little short of amazing.

    Then he walks in on Adam and Kaoru kissing, and suddenly nothing makes sense any more.

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    14 Dec 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 86

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    Tadashi finds his anger with Snow's name in Adam's mouth

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    13 Dec 2024

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    “I do not trust him to be alone in America,” Aiichiro-sama says. “I need someone there to guide him. I need someone to be my eyes while he is abroad.”

    Tadashi’s eyes widen. There’s a ringing in his ears. “Sir?”

    Aiichiro-sama unfolds his arms and smiles.

    “That is where you come in.”

    *

    What if Ainosuke hadn’t been sent to America alone? What if, instead of irreparably breaking, Tadashi and Ainosuke had gotten another chance? What might have happened if, instead of being separated, the two of them had been sent to America—together?

    Away from the oppressive expectations and the cold walls of Shindo Manor, they will finally get the chance to figure it all out: how to forgive someone who has hurt you, how to heal away from the root of your trauma, and how to find your way back home to the one person you have loved your entire life.

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    12 Dec 2024

  8. Public Bookmark *

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    As they walk around the curve of the shimmering, black lake—walk toward the curved beams of the golden shrine and Kojiro, standing there, patiently waiting for him—Kaoru thinks: he has been ready for this longer than he could possibly have known. He has loved and longed and wished for this person, his entire life.

    It had just taken him longer than anticipated to realize it.

    *

    Kaoru lets Kojiro get away once. Luckily, that’s not the end of their story.

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    11 Dec 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 52

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    09 Dec 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 94

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    Kaoru smiles politely to the woman checking people in at the front.

    “Good evening. I am Sakurayashiki Kaoru, and he is my plus one.”

    “Welcome! You and your husband will be seated at table three,” she says, pointing to a seating arrangement diagram on her clipboard.

    Kaoru is about to correct her when he sees how pale and panicked Kojiro looks, and decides against it.

    ***

    aka matchablossom pretend to be married, and things rapidly escalate from there.

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    05 Dec 2024

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    Kaoru learned to skate to get away from the police.
    Kojiro learned to skate to make sure Kaoru actually did.

     

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    from high school to present day, Kojiro and Kaoru grow up, mess up, and eventually figure their shit out

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    01 Dec 2024

  12. Public Bookmark 24

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    Camboy Kojiro agrees to his first live performance - being tied up by one of his manager's friends.
    He has no idea what he's in for.

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    01 Dec 2024

  13. Public Bookmark 14

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    When Adam shows up in Joe and Kaoru's life, everything changes, and not everything for the better. Joe is torn between jealousy and fascination as he watches his best friend falling for their new friend, and that's before Adam starts playing games with them... and Joe's not sure he wants to win.

    An excuse for filth and certain BDSM dynamics I like, to be honest...

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    01 Dec 2024

  14. Public Bookmark 60

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    Pushing my Ash-lives-in-Japan agenda.

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    11 Nov 2024

  15. Public Bookmark 89

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    10 Nov 2024

  16. Public Bookmark 4

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    the banana fish band au <3

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    08 Nov 2024

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    Ash and Eiji meet again for the first time.

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    08 Nov 2024

  18. Public Bookmark 10

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    Unstoppable force (Yut-Lung's entrepreneurial spirit) meets unmovable object (Ash, who is trying).

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    07 Nov 2024

  19. Public Bookmark 41

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    On doing it scared.

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    06 Nov 2024

  20. Public Bookmark 28

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    A year ago, there had been a reunion, tearful and bursting with emotion. Ash had fallen into Eiji’s arms and wept at the relief of it, mutually mindful of the wounds that marred their sides. They had buzzed with excitement for weeks, slipping into the same intimate habits, sleeping side-by-side and whispering plans of moves to Tokyo and trips cross-country and everything else they could do now, liberated at last. Possibility had bloomed perennial. Finally, they were going to live.

    It didn’t last.

    [Ash survives. It isn't easy.]

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    05 Nov 2024

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