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"You think you have a choice? We adapt or we die."
Kevin thought back to when he'd resigned himself to let Jean dress him. He never had a choice.
He was so—so—tired of never having a choice.
But he was okay with not having a choice, as long as he had Exy.
Exy was all he was, all he'd been born for.
But Riko had taken it. He'd taken Kevin's past and future, and so he'd taken his life.
Without it, he was nothing. And Kevin could handle a lot—adapt to a lot—but being nothing? He'd rather jump off one of the VIP Towers and be done with it.
Kevin stilled, cold taking over every limb. He couldn't hear anything over the drumming of his heart and the pulsing of his hand.
I need to leave.
The treacherous thought came as unbidden as it was clear.
Kevin was going to leave Evermore.Of all the things that could cause Kevin's downfall, he'd never honestly expected it to be ERC gossip. But here they were, and Riko was going to kill him. What's more, Kevin was going to let him.
Or, the "skiing accident" and the circumstances regarding Kevin's flight from Evermore.
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- Part 1 of One Track Mind (One Track Heart)
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The Golden Gates by SAM_42
Fandoms: The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan, Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins
02 Jun 2025
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Percy Jackson was never one for meticulously planning. He had simple goals in life which changed ever so often. As of now, these included:
1. Finding a way to get rid of his mom’s terrible husband Gabe
2. Survive the upcoming English exam
3. Discover the name of that pretty girl with the golden curls who hit him over the head with a dodgeball while he was sleeping.But come on. He really didn’t want to add “Survive the Hunger Games” to that list.
Lester really disliked being a mentor. It’s not that he doesn’t have a teaching bone in his body, or that he loathes being in this den of wolves – he’s plenty charming enough to survive that – or even that he hates that children must run around killing one another. If he had to pick one main reason for his disliking being a mentor, it’s that it’s what his father wants. And Lester won’t stand for that.
Secret messages, rigged games, and a rebellion over 90 years in the making.
Welcome to the 94th Hunger Games
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- Part 1 of May the Fates be on Your Side
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Yo Han was gone, leaving Ga On with nothing but memories and a job that makes no difference, no matter how hard he tries.
When the hallucinations first started, Ga On simply figured that he’d gone insane. After all, what stable person imagines their former coworker, hunched in front of them, wiping their tears away with a grieved expression? The answer was simple; no such person existed. At least not a stable one.
But that was okay. Ga On could work with that.
No matter how Ga On hated it, he was going to have to save himself if he wanted to have a shot at truly living, not just being alive.
However, no one said he had to do it alone.
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May the Fates be on Your Side by SAM_42
Fandom Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins, Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan
02 Jun 2025
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Dad’s in Minnesota doing God-knows-what, Sammy’s at Stanford, and Dean’s twenty-two when he thinks about killing himself for the first time. In which Dean’s on a hunt in Rapid City, South Dakota, and everything goes to shit. Bobby comes to the rescue. Eventually.
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27 Nov 2025
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The rambling cuts off abruptly, stony silence ringing from the other end of the line, but Jason knows Bruce is listening. Listening and running through several calculations on how someone— and who— could have gotten this number, while simultaneously tracking the call signal.
This is gonna be fucking gold.
Time to sell it.
“Dad,” he sobs, pitching his voice until it breaks, teeth chattering exaggeratedly, “Dad, please, I’m scared, I-“ Jason cuts himself off with a scream and another series of sobs, “Please, I can’t— it’s locked! Please, no, Dad, it’s locked—“
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Jason's need for drama successfully derails his plans for vengeance “Red Hood“ style
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- Part 1 of Dearly Departed
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16 Oct 2025
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Why Does My Skin Start To Burn? by mothster618
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics), DCU, DCU (Comics)
29 Sep 2025
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Jason Todd was twelve years old when he was diagnosed.
Dick Grayson has spent the better part of the past ten years cleaning up his brother's mess. He always does it with a smile, held back tears and guilt that was eating him alive.
(I'm bad at summaries. Jason had bipolar. That's it. That's the fic)
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08 Oct 2025
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A Need for the Quiet by pardonmygerman
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman: Under the Red Hood (2010)
30 Jun 2025
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Look, Jason is no idiot, okay? He knows damn well what self-harm is. What it constitutes.
He knows that there are people out there, people who are genuinely suffering, who have only a blade and their thoughts to keep them company. Jason also knows he is not one of those people. Sure, maybe he thinks about slipping his dagger a little past his holster and across his leg, but he never does it. If he doesn’t follow through with his thoughts, then they don't count. If he doesn’t actually take the lighter he keeps next to his Bath and Body Works candles and holds it to the plush skin of his forearm, then he isn’t self harming. He is not a self-harmer.
//Or Jason is having an issue staying clean and people are beginning to notice
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05 Oct 2025
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Things Worse Than Death by Kennedy1226
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics)
09 Oct 2023
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When part of the brain gets chopped off, the rest adapts to fill its old function. When the brain experiences trauma, sometimes it’ll block out the memory to save itself the pain. When the brain is constantly flooded with compounding terror at the slightest hint of an emotion, well, who needs emotions anyway?
Not Jason. Not anymore.
Set after Gotham War | Batman #138
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01 Oct 2025