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  1. Public Bookmark 31

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    Chuuya had done this before after missions, after fights, after Dazai came home pretending he wasn’t sore. He always pretended he didn’t like it, which was a lie. Now Dazai didn’t pretend at all.

    He made a sound so soft it almost didn’t exist—bordering on a whimper. Chuuya’s hands moved down, kneading along the muscles beside Dazai’s spine. Every time Chuuya hit a knot, Dazai let out little whine, half pain, half relief.

    “Stop making noises like that,” Chuuya muttered.

    “I can’t help it,” Dazai whined.

    “Yes you can.”

    “No,” Dazai insisted, voice wobbling. “It hurts and it feels good and I’m sick.”

    Dazai doesn’t ask for help when he’s sick like a normal person. He whines, he clings, he complains like it’s his job—and he feels awful enough that even Chuuya can’t pretend it’s just annoying.

    or: Chuuya acts exasperated. Dazai acts dramatic. They both know Chuuya will baby the fuck out of him anyway.

    Feveruary 2026 - Day four - Whiny sickie

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    05 Mar 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    It’s then that another mark on his skin catches Vanitas’s eye. On the other side of his body from where Jeanne’s mark had been, just below his collarbone, right above where his heart would be, was a new mark. It looked like a circlet of small purple orchids, gentle and soft, not taking up much space.

    Noe.

    Oh fuck. God fucking damn it.

    ___
    Aka Making a slight tweak to the ending of the Gévaudan arc that changes the romance subplot to center vanoe more obviously, and then a reworking of episode 20, and a few scenes that take place after the anime's end.

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    02 Mar 2026

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    A collection of works all in the same timeline, in chronological order.

    Soukoku streamer AU, with Twitch streamers Chuuya and Dazai, and their shenanigans with being a famous couple.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    Truth be told, Dazai made no effort to contradict Fukuzawa when he delivered the envelope with the details of this mission with a little sticky note, clearly in Mori’s handwriting, stating that he’d have to cooperate with the man Dazai vowed to kill at the ripe age of fifteen and has a track record of seven years of absolute failure. Not that Dazai has ever tried hard enough to get closer to his goal, though—not that he’s actually tried at all, for that matter.

    Or: Five times Dazai fumbled an opportunity to confess his feelings, and one time he does something about it.

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    23 Feb 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 30

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    They had rules. Not spoken ones—spoken rules were too easy to weaponize. Their rules lived in habits.

    One of those habits was: Chuuya didn’t assume. Not about touch. Not about sex. Not about affection.

    Dazai was… complicated. He wasn’t someone who wanted in a simple way. Want, for him, was a thing that came with hooks and history and a thousand reasons to flinch. Sometimes he did want. Sometimes he wanted with an intensity that made Chuuya’s hands shake, because it wasn’t casual. It wasn’t a distraction. It was Dazai letting him in.

    And sometimes Dazai didn’t want anything at all, and the difference was subtle—so subtle that in the beginning Chuuya had missed it and hated himself for it afterward.

    or: Chuuya learns Dazai in the ways that matter—when to pull, when to hold, when to let him drift—and Dazai, in return, keeps choosing him. Some nights it’s heat, some nights it’s just staying. Either way, it’s still them.

    “No Romo” Fest 2026 - Aroce/Aroallo, Partnering

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Aroace spec stuff <3

  6. Public Bookmark 71

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    Chuuya hesitated, then slowly lowered himself, distributing his weight cautiously, like he was afraid of crushing Dazai by accident.

    The pressure hit all at once. Dazai made a soft, startled sound he couldn’t stop, and his hands curled reflexively into Chuuya’s shirt.

    “Oh,” he breathed, eyes squeezing shut. “Um—that’s—”

    Chuuya tensed immediately. “Too much?”

    “No,” Dazai said quickly, voice trembling. “Please don’t move.”

    There is no memory of being held. There is only the present: a couch, too much quiet, and Chuuya trying, clumsily, not to make things worse. Dazai discovers the absence inside him has edges. Chuuya discovers he can’t ignore it.

    or: touch, for dazai, has always meant violence, restraint, or pain. this is about the other kind—and the hollow it leaves behind once he notices it exists.

    Whumpuary 2026 - Day twenty-nine - Touch starved, “I need help.”

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  7. Public Bookmark 41

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    “What’s your problem?” Chuuya pressed. “You drink. You swallow whatever pills the Boss throws at you like candy. But one little joint and you’re acting like a grandma.”

    Dazai’s smile froze.

    “Chuuya,” Albatross said lightly, pushing himself up onto his elbows. “Maybe chill.”

    “What? I’m just saying,” Chuuya said. He turned back to Dazai, annoyance lighting his cheeks. “You’re the one acting like I’m about to shoot up heroin in front of a kindergarten. It’s weed. You already do every other drug under the sun.”

    The words hit harder than they should have. Maybe because they were true. Maybe because they weren’t, not in the way Chuuya thought. For a heartbeat, Dazai couldn’t hear the wind or the waves. Just the pounding in his own ears.

    Every other drug. Like it was a hobby. Like it was something he did for fun.

    “Chuuya doesn’t know what he’s talking about,” Dazai said, voice flat.

    or: Chuuya smokes for fun. Dazai takes drugs to die or because Mori tells him to. When a stupid joint on a hill turns into Dazai admitting the difference, Chuuya makes a new rule: if the Boss drugs you, you don’t go curl up alone. You come find me when it’s over.

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    08 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 16

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    When Caleb brings Mollymauk back, it is not because he is in love, or because he is destroyed by guilt or grief. It is because Molly's death made it clear that these people are his family, and he has destroyed his family once, and he will not let this one be hurt again where he has a say in it.

    The love follows.

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    05 Feb 2026

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  9. Public Bookmark 45

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    They’re barely 16 years old, cursed with anger and suffering and misery beyond their years. Why wouldn’t they grasp onto the one, single, lonely thing that seems to bring them some comfort?

     

    Nakahara Chuuya is a workaholic, he’ll be the first to admit it. He pushes himself too hard and often returns home with only enough energy to drag himself from the front door to his bed.
    Today is one of those days, except there is something in the way of his plans for sleep.

    It's been four years since he saw Dazai Osamu. And yet he isn't really surprised to find him in his bed.

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    04 Feb 2026

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  10. Public Bookmark 40

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    Calendars are made to carry, in colored pen annotations, birthdays, anniversaries, and holidays. Hanging in the kitchen, they remind you when you have to take out the trash and make sure yo do not forget your dentist's appointment
    For Chuuya and Dazai, calendars work sligthly different.
    There's one, hanging in the bare wall down the hall, next to the storage room they rarely ever go into. It's a white perpetual calendar, minimalistic, made out of rough paper with nothing on it but the days and the months, simple as that. It has only a few days circled in jet black ink, and a name next to the date. There's no birthday written on it.

    Some tales about grief, about pain (a lot of it), about struggling and learning to do it together, about growing and most of all, about soukoku being as oblivious as someone can possibly be.

    Or: The enticing story of how it took them 14 years to finally realize they had feelings for each other.
    Featuring Chuuya, going through it, and Dazai, being stupid. Which means nothing new, really.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    “Maybe if something about me was different, things would have been easier. For you, and for me.”

    You wouldn’t be you, Dazai found his mind blaring loudly. If you were different, we wouldn’t be soulmates. You’re perfect. I love you. I love you. I love you.

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    Dazai and Chuuya are soulmates. Things are different, but also the same.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    “Awassat?” Chuuya groans, twisting in his sleep with a grimace on his face. His eyelashes flutter slightly. “D’zai, can't you let me sleep in a li’l longer…”

    “Ok,” Dazai says, nodding his head agreeably. “But it's snowed and I think it's completely trapped us in the cabin.”

    Chuuya freezes, and then his eyelids fly open.

    “If you're joking,” he says, extremely slowly, stressing each syllable and looking Dazai dead in the face. “I'm going to break each and every one of your limbs with hammers and leave you on the floor in the closet.”

    “I mean it,” Dazai replies gravely. It's a rare occurrence, to wake Chuuya up for something other than a prank. “We're actually, genuinely stuck inside.”
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    A plan to cheer Chuuya up near the anniversary of his friends deaths goes wrong when the two of them get trapped in a cabin with no way to call for help. Dazai will have to improvise if he wants to get out of here without one of them killing the other, but he might get more than he bargained for.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    When Dazai gets hurt during a mission he makes sure it's everyone's problem.
    Chuuya does his best to shut him up but nothing seems to stop his endless whining.
    Well... Almost nothing.

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    Dazai has a stiff neck and a desperate need to feel wanted. Chuuya helps.

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    Thanks to a rogue ability user, Dazai and Chuuya find themselves switching bodies.
    ...yeah, there's no way this ends well.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    As a final stand in a war they never stood a chance of winning, Uzumaki Naruto chooses to use a forbidden blood seal to rip through the fabric of space and time itself rather than admit defeat. He has never been good at accepting his fate, and if bending reality with his own two hands is what it takes, then that’s just what Naruto will do.

    The rest of the world is just going to have to suck it up and deal with it.

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    “A time travel seal,” Sakura says numbly, staring at him with wide eyes and a slack jaw once she finally comprehends the excited tirade he has just finished throwing at her.

    “A time travel seal,” Naruto confirms, grinning with a mouth full of teeth, eyes manic.

    Sasuke sighs, immediately giving up on trying to make sense of anything that comes out of Naruto’s mouth. “Of-fucking-course.”

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    19 Jan 2026

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    16 Jan 2026

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    "So I'm leaving the Mafia. If it doesn't matter either way then I might as well do something good."

    "If it doesn't matter, then stay."

    "No."

    "Why?"

    "Come with me."

    Dazai left the Port Mafia—but not on his own.

    [or: Chuuya's journey of protecting his partner, told in three parts.]

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    16 Jan 2026

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    A bad day at work, and Atsushi Nakajima is left with a dilemma: claw marks across his arm that won't heal, a haywire tiger, and a fallacy in No Longer Human that leaves Dazai unable to reverse his condition.

    As Dazai always causes, there's trouble on the horizon when Atsushi's told he'll be staying with Ryuunosuke Akutagawa until his symptoms wear off. How this leads to cooking for the mafia, finding kinship in a mafia Executive that hates his guts, and facing his past in one fell swoop, he doesn't know.

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    11 Jan 2026

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  19. Public Bookmark 51

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    When Chuuya became an executive and moved into his penthouse, he bought a bigger bed. It doesn’t matter much because the only person he really wants to share it with is as good as dead (but not dead, never really dead, that piece of shit would survive a nuclear winter along with the cockroaches, but he is still so far out of reach, even if to this day Chuuya is getting calls from random, heartbroken women). In between fucking on cramped single mattresses and couches and supply closets in HQ, they had never known the luxury of a bed that could fit the both of them. He had thought it’d be a nice change, if he ever had the chance again.

    OR: nakahara chuuya falls in love, christens every part of yokohama, gets together with his ex-partner, and participates in a prison break. in that order, more or less.

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    08 Jan 2026

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    Keith is returning from deployment overseas, officially released from duty in the military. However, his first stop back in the states isn’t the place he expected to be - the funeral of his military partner Miguel McClain.

    There he meets Lance, the younger brother of the fallen soldier, along with the other grieving members of the McClain family. Unsure of the next steps in his life and unable to separate his military and civilian life, Keith looks to the one place he can even consider home - the family Miguel loved and left behind.

    Using group therapy, meeting new people, and becoming closer with the McClain family, Keith tries to put his life back together and live past the tragedy of losing his best friend. In turn, he grows a bond with Lance and realizes that maybe Miguel was right along - the two seemed made for each other.

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    01 Jan 2026

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