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After Metatron steals Castiel's grace, and Cas comes to live in the bunker, Dean spends a lot of time with him, sharing all of his favourite things. Dean can't help it if sharing things with Cas just makes everything better. Besides, it's Dean's job as Cas' friend to introduce him to the joys of human life. To teach him how to be human.
And if one of the experiences they end up sharing is sex with women, well... that's just part of Dean's job as Cas' friend too, right?
The desire is triangulated, the rituals are intricate.
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“You know you can’t turn Cas into a mini-Dean,” Sam said“First, if I did, Cas'd be all set, 'cause I'm awesome,” Dean said. “Second, that’s not what this is about. Cas needs to know how to get by in the world. He needs someone to teach him how to just be a guy.”
Sam’s face scrunched up. “He already is just a guy.”
“But he doesn’t know how to be one,” Dean insisted, like it was an obvious fact, and Sam was a little dim for not getting it.
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29 Oct 2025
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Leah is a very broken person. That's okay. So is Jacob.
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02 Sep 2025
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Bellamy and Clarke broker a peace deal with Trikru. They bring down the Mountain and the 100 can finally breathe a sigh of relief. With peace secured, living on the ground becomes the 100's top priority, but living on Earth is challenge enough.
An exploration on what the 100 would be if there was no more war, no mountain men, and the characters were given a year to breathe. Bellarke focused.
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27 Jun 2025
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The Things We Can't Erase by philipaholt
Fandoms: Twilight Series - Stephenie Meyer, Twilight Series - All Media Types, Twilight (Movies)
31 Jan 2024
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“What really happened with—with Edward?” Renée whispered his name, as if it could bite. “Why did you leave him?”
“I didn’t leave him.”
He’d left her. Again.
“What happened?”
Set eight months after the wedding in Breaking Dawn. This is complete.- Language:
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05 Apr 2025
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It’s—God, everything is so—Dean’s supposed to be this all-knowing guy. This gifted savior come to fix all that got screwed over before. But the longer he’s allowed to make choices and the longer he squeezes himself into this body that doesn’t fit him anymore, the more he feels like he’s just not cut out for it.
He's not smart enough for this. Not creative or artistic enough—if the past were made out of clay, vulnerable to whatever shape Dean’s hands are capable of making, then he thinks the past might take the shape of a gun. He imagines the timeline crumpling in his hands to the metaphorical barrel end of it, a dark tunnel waiting for the inevitable explosion to go off by his calloused fingers.
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Or: During the rapture, in a moment of hopelessness, Jack sends Dean back to 2015 on a mission: Kill God. Only, he gets the day wrong and Dean pops up in 2008, freshly out of hell with too much baggage and not a clue how to stop Chuck. He also struggles with accountability (or lack thereof). But what else is new.
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10 Feb 2025
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First Light by Gjy
Fandoms: Twilight Series - Stephenie Meyer, Twilight Series - All Media Types, Twilight (Movies)
22 Feb 2024
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I grieved for my future self. Now that I felt this kind of relief flooding my body, my resolve cracked on the floor like glass, the pieces skidding under my own feet. I didn’t know how I would ever put it back together. But even more distressing, I didn’t know how I would be able to deny him. Our bond. That instinct within him and that had been growing in me infinitesimally each day I saw him, touched him, thought about him…
Because even though Emily had said theirs was triggered by a single moment, I had had a growing suspicion, no matter how much I tried to deny it, that ours was different. Gradual.
That, without even realizing it, I had stumbled into something I hadn’t meant to and was now caught in it. Like a web that fused to my own skin, indistinguishable.
And, finally, that any more than one more weekend with him would kill me, if I ever became a vampire. Would kill us. Swifter and harder and more agonizing than death at the hands of the Volturi could ever be.
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OR an Eclipse re-write with everything we love: slow burn, angst, fluff, smut, and a new take on imprinting that isn’t gross. The first few chapters pull heavily from Eclipse, but the writing after those is primarily all my own!
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- Part 1 of From Light to Dusk
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22 Dec 2024
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Inuyasha lets himself accept comfort offered in the wake of a rough battle.
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28 Oct 2024
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Sometimes what you're looking for is hiding in plain sight, and destiny has a twisted sense of humor. (An alternate ending canon continuation.)
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27 Oct 2024
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Kagome brushes Inuyasha's hair.
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26 Oct 2024
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Team Free Will embark on a hunt to track down the thing that’s been making people disappear in the Winchesters’ home town of Lawrence, Kansas. Imagine their surprise when the big bad they uncover isn’t a thing at all, but a fan girl who also happens to be a witch. Considering their past experiences, Dean and Sam already know that Supernatural fans should never be underestimated, and that plenty of them are scary, if not outright dangerous. As it turns out, fan girls with magical powers who aren’t afraid to use them? Even more so.
When the hunt goes sideways, Sam, Dean, and Castiel find themselves on the wrong end of an extremely shady curse. Worse yet, our villain has some very specific and disturbing thoughts about what romance in the Bunker should look like. Thankfully for the Winchesters and Castiel, both fate and free will have other ideas. Now, with the clock ticking on Dean’s well-being, all that’s left is for Dean and Castiel to get their heads out of their asses and give in to the heat and hormones calling their names, before the claws of Dean’s heat take hold and he’s lost forever.
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02 Nov 2023
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21 Oct 2023
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dumbassery, denial, doing (the three d's to the destination) by sobsicles
Fandoms: Supernatural
16 Apr 2021
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Freedom is just one adjustment after the next.
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Cas hums again. "I think you already have. It's been months since everything settled. All that's left to do is...get used to it, and perhaps—" His voice stalls out, uncharacteristically, and his gaze roams Dean's face with intensity. When he speaks next, his tone is a little raw. "Perhaps what one does with peace is...whatever they want."
"What if I don't even know what that is?" Dean grumbles, arching an eyebrow in challenge. "'Cause I know damn well you don't just mean good food and a good bed and time in Baby, not simple wants like that. You mean—ya know, the big things, the wants we didn't get to have before."
"Yes," Cas agrees. "If you're not sure, figure it out."
"Easier said than done."
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28 Sep 2023
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“You know what to do,” Castiel says softly. Dean will not let himself be touched gently—Dean will barely let himself be touched with anything but punishment—but Castiel can still find ways to give him pleasure. He takes the brittle-thin cut of Dean’s jaw in one hand; works his thumb beneath Dean’s sweet lips; pries his mouth open by pinching his chin between thumb and forefinger, so wide that he can feel the humidity of Dean’s breath speeding up into desperate little pants against the inside of his wrist. “Get to work.”
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OR: Castiel is forty years too late pulling Dean out of hell, and punished to Fall from grace for it. They find each other anyway.
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11 Sep 2023
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Castiel slips from his chair to kneel at Dean’s feet. He takes Dean’s hands in his, and there on the floor holding something with devotion, he understands Communion. He understands Eucharist. He understands believing in someone so deeply that to shelter a piece of them within yourself is an act of untempered faith, love and prayer and deep-wide trust.
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Cas comes back. Dean can’t stop touching him.
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10 Sep 2023
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When no good deed goes unpunished, Dean ends up sentenced to community service for physically defending another Omega at his job. That is, at his former job. It's all a steaming pile of shit, and that's exactly what he has to clean up at the joint animal shelter and clinic he's been assigned to.
With a face full of allergies and a horrific mood, all Dean has to do is get through six weeks of this sinus-assaulting torture. That's not so easy with a smartass Alpha receptionist, but at least the weird Beta vet might just end up being kinda cool.
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28 Aug 2023
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John Winchester is back from the dead, and doesn't respond well to certain revelations about his oldest son.
In which John is an idiot, Castiel gets angry, Dean is surprisingly mature, and Sam figures some things out.
Warnings for homophobia and brief mentions of underage prostitution and non-con (nothing explicit).
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07 Jun 2023
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“Take me,” Dean says. He doesn’t have to think about it. “Take me as your vessel, Cas.”
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or: Cas is cursed into an endless sleep. Dean offers himself up as his vessel while they try to break it.
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04 Jun 2023
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And finally, Dean thought about Cas.
What it would all mean to have Cas in his entirety, in every way imaginable. To have him sleep caressed and sun-kissed beneath early morning sheets, the weight of his fingers tracing Dean’s palm down peaceful corridors, his scent cloaked in Dean’s very bones. To have his warmth as comfort and his hands as a guide that slid over Dean’s skin with familiarity. No more tentativeness, no more skimming the edges and tracing the seams of their story.
Peace. He wanted peace. But with Cas back from the Empty with his memories shredded, and Jack nowhere to be seen, what would peace even look like? And, after everything, was it something Dean deserved?
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04 Jun 2023
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“Nothing human can exist in the Empty,” Jack replied, shaking his head. “It would just - spit you back out, and probably kill you in the process.”
“Then -” Dean pulled in a deep breath. Made his choice. “Then make me not human.”
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02 Mar 2023
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Cas wakes up on the coast of Maine. He makes his way home.
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20 Jan 2023