XavIniesta685
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稚生和稚女是一对生长在二战前日本的兄妹，从小相依为命长大，但当战争的狂热笼罩在大地上，看着哥哥逐渐认定只有坚定地为国效力才是唯一实现他心中正义的方式时，稚女却对周围的一切军国主义教条产生了怀疑。他们最终分属于不同的阵营……他们会兵戎相见抑或改变对方不可能改变的信仰？稚生最终会如何找到他的正义？
Chisei and Chijo are a pair of siblings who grew up in Japan before World War II. They relied on each other and grew up together, but when the fervor of war spread across the land, Chisei gradually became convinced that the only way to achieve the justice in his heart was by serving the country with unwavering loyalty. Meanwhile, Chijo began to question the militaristic doctrines surrounding them. Eventually, they found themselves on opposing sides... Will they face each other in battle, or will they change each other's unshakable beliefs? How will Chisei ultimately find his own sense of justice?
这篇文对我有特殊的意义。它是我这辈子写的第一篇长文，那时候我15岁，至今已有12年。当年首发在贴吧上，直接把稚女设计成了女生。并且当年还蛮害怕同人是法律灰色地带，把恺撒和楚子航名字换成了其他（你一眼就能看出是谁）。今天头脑发热决定原封不动把这篇发上ao3作为留念，即使是巨型黑历史。
This piece holds special significance for me. It was the first long piece I ever wrote in my life. I was 15 at the time, and it’s been 12 years now. -
Love me as I am (and our city will thrive again) by XavIniesta685
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
07 Aug 2025
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This is a story of the long journey of Balduran/Emperor, after being transformed into a mind flayer, facing his not-so-honourable nature, his limitations, and his identity crisis, but still quietly starving for someone to see the man beneath the monster.
This is also a story of my Tav - Jackdaw, nicknamed Daw, an idealist, an anarchist, a veteran fighter and charismatic bard, and the former leader of the most notorious gang in Baldur's Gate. All his friends died fighting for him and his dream.
Two sad old men would eventually match each other's freak, but it'll take a long time before we get there. Right before getting abducted by the Nautiloid, Daw was about to end his own life.
Timeline: from Balduran's ceremorphosis to post-game
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- Part 3 of Looks can be deceiving
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The Emperor is my Lover by XavIniesta685 for Claire_Lionheart
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
08 Nov 2024
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Raphael was curious about tentacles, but he was far too superior to allow those despicable things to come near him. Haarlep proposed a solution and got something unexpected in return. Tav took good care of Emp and had the last laugh. Raphael may have learned a thing or two in the end, or not.
This time, the Emperor and Tav offered the devil a contract.
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Balduran or not, just set sail for the horizon again.
My version of the epilogue.
[authorized translation from Chinese]
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Ansur and Balduran talked after sex and then did another round, the night before the Gate wrapping up the final stage of construction and opening to the public. They loved each other but fundamentally couldn’t understand each other. Balduran tried to be the man Ansur believed him to be but found it impossible, as a man would never change who they were, not even for their lover.
Tl;dr for the entire fic:
Ansur: I love you. My world is black and white.
Balduran: I love you too, but my world is grey.Series
- Part 2 of Looks can be deceiving
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The greatest journey is one that humans look for themselves, to learn who they really are.
— Gilgamesh
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we went and made our choices long time ago by XavIniesta685
Fandom Red Dead Redemption (Video Games)
27 May 2024
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How do I marry my best friend by XavIniesta685
Fandom Wiedźmin | The Witcher - All Media Types, Wiedźmin | The Witcher Series - Andrzej Sapkowski
15 May 2022
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There will be five fics in this series, all setting in books/games verse.
The first and the second one are set in the Last Wish and the Sword of Destiny, in which I’ll try to explore how did Geralt and Dandelion go from strangers to friends to lovers.
The third one will be rated E and basically a porn with plot, setting in the period of Toussaint in the Lady of the Lake, also a little flashbacks from the previous books.
The fourth one is a short story, mainly angst porn, happened before the riot of Rivia in the Lady of the Lake.
The fifth one will be a short story setting in the Witcher 3, post Blood and Wine dlc, in which my boys will get the happy ending they deserved.
All of them can be read individually but also highly recommend to read all of them.
Sorry for the temporary stopping of updating, I’m pretty sure I’ll resume updating in the summer of 2023 when the Witcher fandom is popular again when the twn s3 comes out!
Enjoy ~-on hiatus probably forever, sorry, my interest has shifted-
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Healing takes love and love takes time by XavIniesta685
Fandom Red Dead Redemption (Video Games)
17 Nov 2023
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A Streak of Red on a Field of Gold by JormungandrRagnarok for catcas22, maliciousfisheeves
Fandoms: Elden Ring (Video Game)
14 Feb 2026
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An insurmountable task, a labor that cannot be completed, such is the cruel fate that befalls a young Roric Bek, last-born to a minor noble House. Through the Lands Between he is to pass, to arrive in the venerated Capital, alas turmoil and political unrest poisons the seat of Queen Marika: lines are drawn, factions form and unite, loyalty and treachery intertwine and become one and in the middle of it all Roric stands defenseless, a mortal caught in a brewing war of Demigods.
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14 Feb 2026
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ACT I - The Night of Black Knives does not go as planned. Godwyn survives, though wounded near to death. A conspiracy between Ranni and Marika begins to unravel. The Confessors' Hold and the Dragon Cult vie for control. Miquella attempts to stabilize Leyndell while Rykard besieges the city.
ACT II - Ranni races back to Leyndell while Radahn turns aside to break the siege of Raya Lucaria. As the siege of Leyndell drags on and a sinister cult takes hold amidst the forces of Mt. Gelmir, Rykard slips closer to despair. Now the self-declared king of Leyndell, Miquella struggles to wrest public support away from Marika and her false prince. Beset by memories not his own, Godwyn seeks out the true nature of the entity with which he has become entangled.
A fix-it-then-break-it-then-fix-it-again fic.
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Baghdad Waltz by Dreadnought
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
27 Oct 2020
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Lieutenant Steve Rogers has done all the right things. Graduated West Point at the top of his class. Earned a coveted spot as an infantry officer. Found the woman of his dreams. Everything is going exactly as planned. That is, until he accepts a platoon leader position for a unit deploying to Iraq, where he’s reunited with the ex-boyfriend he’d rather forget but never could.
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Sergeant First Class Barnes thinks he knows war. He lives in a wild cycle of military training, deployments, sex, drinking, and pining for his former best friend and ex-boyfriend, Steve Rogers. But when Lieutenant Rogers is assigned as his platoon leader during Operation Iraqi Freedom, Sergeant Barnes realizes that he doesn't know the first thing about what it means to truly fight for something.
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An Iraq War love story in three movements.
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The story of two men who go to war and don’t quite come back home.
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Please read the tags and warnings.
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15 Dec 2025
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The Thirteen Letters by dropdeaddream, WhatAreFears
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
30 Nov 2014
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Womb to tomb, sweetheart.
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09 Dec 2025
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Ending C, Deathwish: Two fucked up people, one fucked up relationship, and many desperate attempts to figure out how to reconcile it all.
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18 Mar 2025