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  1. Public Bookmark 74

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    “Come, let me see you.” he motioned for him, “No need to hide.”

    “I feel silly.” Shane admitted, and it’s quiet. He opened the door and stepped out, fidgeting with his hands again. “Uh, soft. Small.”

    “Well, you’re trying to be like child, yes?” Ilya tried, and Shane took a moment before nodding. “Children are soft and small. That’s normal. They’re silly, too, sometimes. That’s all they’re meant to be.”

    “Oh.” Shane ducked his head.

    “Don’t worry about anything, okay? Just be soft and silly and small and I’ll take care of rest, yes?”

    Or,

    Shane Hollander's therapist recommended age regression to him as a way to take a break and unwind. It takes months of research and reassurance from Ilya Rozanov that he would be there for him before he finally agrees to try it out.

    Ilya just hopes that this isn't a one-and-done deal, hopes that he will continue to be able to take care of his boy when he needs it.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    "Ilya, I'm not—we can't—I'm not pregnant."

    Ilya grins. “Not yet.”

    All Shane wanted was a nice, romantic weekend. A little yoga, a little relaxation, quality time with his husband. What he got was three days of prenatal classes, a room full of pregnant women, and Ilya treating the whole thing like his personal comedy special.

    They were the only couple without a baby bump. Ilya decided this was a minor detail. By the final day, he was more invested in their "pregnancy" than half the actual parents in the room.

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    Shane books the wrong yoga class. Ilya makes it everyone's problem.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    “Holy shit, dude,” Hayden whispers, too loudly, as he pulls Shane away. “No way you were just talking to Ilya Rozanov.”

    “Uh, yeah. We just met. Wait, did he lie to me?” Shane asks, looking back over his shoulder where Ilya is now standing next to a short but very muscular woman with long black hair. “What does he play?”

    Hayden stops, so Shane does too.

    “You don’t know who that was?” 

    Shane makes a face that says ‘no shit’, and waits for an answer. 

    “Dude. You are so innocent. Ilya Rozanov, ‘Russia’s Greatest Love Machine’?” Hayden says, like it’s obvious. 

    Shane looks at him blankly, and then Hayden laughs. Not like, a chuckle. He full on cackles, bending over like he can’t even contain it. “Man, he’s like prolific.”

    “At what?” Shane snaps, because he’s getting really sick of not being in on the joke. 

    “He’s a porn star, man.” 

    “A-” Shane says, swallowing thickly. “What?” 

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    Ilya is a porn star, Shane is a hockey player, and their paths cross.

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    25 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 13

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    “Have you ever tried aphrodisiacs?” Dazai asked, wasting no time getting to the point. Nor did he give Chuuya any time to prepare for such a question out of the blue.
    He bit his lip, debating on lying to Dazai for a moment and saying that he totally has, even though Dazai probably knew the answer anyways. It’s more than likely he was asking out of formality. Or maybe he was trying to save Chuuya some pride before he just assumed, even though they’re both more than well aware that Dazai has been his first for pretty much everything.

    He licked his lips before replying. “No. I haven’t.”

    “Would you like to?”

    [or; Dazai has Chuuya try aphrodisiacs for the first time during a petplay session, ad he absolutely loves it.]

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    24 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 55

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    Shane’s preferences are simple: older, rougher, married men who lie to their wives and gone before morning.

    Ilya Rozanov is nineteen, Russian, and already moving into his dorm.

    Cue in covert hookups, stupidly questionable life choices, and a rookie who stares at Shane like he’s a particularly fascinating bug under a microscope.

    Now he has to explain why he keeps getting texts from "Mr. Chicago" while trying to teach this kid how to use the campus laundry without melting his sweaters.

    Campus life promised new experiences. It failed to mention the experience of being psychologically dissected over instant ramen by a stupidly handsome blond Russian who hasn't blinked in seven minutes.

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    24 Jan 2026