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    The only time Chan can fully let go is when he’s with Changbin. The only time he can let himself stop thinking, cheek pressed to the glass wall of the shower, breath fogging it up in short little bursts.

    Something about fucking his best friend has done wonders for his performance anxiety. Completely relaxed. Sex is no longer a chore, a thing he has to prepare for, and think about, and worry over. If he’s doing good enough, if he’s being impressive.

    No one ever took care of Chan until he and Changbin became something more than just he and Changbin. Really, Changbin is setting any future partners Chan could possibly have up to fail.

    (OR: Chan, Changbin, and the art of taking care of one another.)

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    12 Feb 2026

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    “How do you just get roped into a bet for five hundred dollars?” Jisung snorts, sitting back down on the bed with one leg folded up beneath him. He’s still without a shirt, and Minho is having a hard time focusing while his tits are out like that. Jisung’s chest is unfairly sexy.

    He forces himself to look in Jisung’s eyes, scowling when he catches the knowing smirk on his face. “I was being judged. He was testing me. That’s not the point—” he swallows the spit pooling in his mouth. “All you have to do is pretend to be my boyfriend for four months.”

    “Sorry?” Jisung laughs incredulously, eyebrows shooting up.

    “You heard me,” Minho grumbles. This is so fucking stupid. He realizes how stupid this is. “He bet me I couldn’t hold onto a boyfriend for four months. I told him I’m kind of seeing someone already, no big.”

    (OR: Minho and his fuckbuddy pretend to date, Minho pretends he's not falling.)

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    12 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 81

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    He could practically hear Chan sigh on the other side of the radio. “Changbin, thank God.”

    “Cap,” Changbin tried, keeping his fingers firmly on the button. “Cap—get Han out of here.”

    or: lieutenant firefighter seo changbin and paramedic han jisung severely miscalculated how sturdy that floor was.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    03 Feb 2026

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    Would Minho have sex with him? Would he want to? The thought turns Jisung’s stomach. He doesn’t want Minho to get the wrong idea about why he comes here, why he’s meeting up with him.

    “I’m straight,” he blurts, without prompting, heartbeat heavy in his fingers, his cheeks, behind his eyes.

    Minho twists around so that the chains of his swing are crossed, staring Jisung dead on with his eyebrows raised. “Um. Okay? I’m not trying to sleep with you.”

    Shame burns deep in Jisung’s insides, through the cavity of his chest, between his bones. “I–I know,” he stutters. “I’m–” swallowing back bile, something sharp. “Sorry, I don’t know why I said that.”

    (OR: Han Jisung, Lee Minho, & Mutually Assured Destruction)

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    31 Jan 2026