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    This summer has had some subversive effects on his very definition of what it means to want.

    He’s always been good at not wanting too much or too recklessly. But these days, it seems like he’s insatiable, wrought with hunger and pillaging to consume.

    Maybe it's because this kind of wanting feels offensive—something he thought he’d snuffed out decades ago, made benign.

    He’s always been so good at beating it down, down, down into submission whenever it reared its ugly head; he had a handle on it.

    Now, it’s all gone to shit.

    or; Buck and Eddie have sex, Eddie freaks out. Wash, rinse, repeat.

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    10 Feb 2025

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    “You don’t need to explain yourself,” Buck assured him, wishing more than ever that he could crawl out of his own skin. “I didn’t mean to push. I was just going along with the game—”

    “No, it just wasn’t meant to be like this," Eddie groaned out finally. Buck sucked in a sharp breath, freezing in his step.

    “Like this?” Buck repeated carefully as he tilted his head slightly. “What… what does that mean?”

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    Or, Buck and Eddie finally realize they can’t keep pretending during a game of True American.

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    Based on some of my favorite Nick and Jess moments in New Girl—specifically, the scene from 2x15: “Cooler”.

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    15 Jan 2025

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    “Eddie,” Buck breathes, laughing humorlessly, his voice wet and thick. “If we sat here and-- and went through the list of things I want…” his hands gesture aimlessly. “We’d-- be here all night.”

    Eddie nods, catching Buck’s eyes again. “Maybe-- we start with mine, then.”

    The space between them feels charged with static, like the second before the thunder finally rumbles.

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    Eddie’s finally choosing to be better-- finally choosing joy. He just needs a push or two in the right direction, first.

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    11 Jan 2025

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    “What are you wearing?” Buck asks.

    Eddie’s laugh is sharp and loud, not having expected Buck to say that.

    “Really? That’s the best you’ve got?”

    “Eddie. It’s a classic. Tell me.”

    “What if I said I’ve got nothing on?” Eddie asks, purposely pitching his voice lower.

    “Hey,” Buck scolds him. “First rule of phone sex: no lying.”

    “There are rules?”

    “You are so difficult.”

    Eddie tells Buck to text him whenever he's thinking of Tommy, so he doesn't have to keep baking. Safe to say, things...escalate.

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    21 Dec 2024

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    Eddie’s been waiting for months. He can wait a little bit longer.

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    16 Dec 2024