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    a collection of self-indulgent, introspective works for myself <3

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    The first thing Ilya’s brain processed was the text in the search bar.

    normal amount of touching while watching a movie

    how to initiate intimacy without being awkward

    is asking “is this okay” too much

    Shane accidentally leaves his laptop open. Ilya discovers an extensive Google search history on how to be a good boyfriend.

    Ilya conducts a very thorough performance review.

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    02 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 40

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    Shane had been pent up lately.

    Due to the incident on the ice that nearly left him incapacitated with a broken collarbone, rendering him trapped in a sling for weeks, he had been unable to properly relieve himself. He was going stir crazy being cooped up in the house, having to take it easy. He couldn't even get on the ice as much as he wanted. He had never spent this much time away from hockey and it was making him feel restless.

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    01 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 74

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    Ilya nearly loses it when Shane demonstrates the ‘plow’, his legs over his head and ass fully suspended in the air. He swears he pops a vein when Shane is in a reclined middle split—now that’s just cruel to his psyche.

    However, nothing could’ve prepared Ilya for—

    “The downward dog,” Shane announces their last stretch of the day, “A classic that I’m sure all of you know. An easy pose right before our cooldown.”

    Sure, the pose itself was easy enough. So easy, in fact, that Shane gets into the position without second thought. He’s faced down, and his ass was flexed upwards, and his cheeks were flushed red, and well, fuck. Great, if it wasn’t obvious enough that Ilya was having a mental hard-on at the thought of Shane Hollander on his fours in a very different context outside of the yoga studio, then the thin material of his gym shorts surely betrayed him.

    Or, Ilya attends a yoga class for the first time.

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    01 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 72

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    The reason Shane Hollander hated Ilya Rozanov was not what most people thought.

    Most would assume it had to do with their rivalry that they played into so well, with how Rozanov was brutal and relentless, slamming him against the boards, while Shane only retorted with the chirps of a songbird.

    But no, that wasn’t it.

    Shane Hollander hated the way Ilya Rozanov made him crumble.

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    28 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 75

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    Rozanov chuckled, "Let me guess. Too many people, too much noise. You hiding outside like grumpy old man?"

    Normally, Shane would've snapped back. Rolled his eyes. Said something sharp. Instead his chest seized again, breath catching painfully short. His vision tunneled, edges darkening.

    "No," he said, voice tight and strangled. "I–I can't– Ilya-"

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    Shane has a panic attack after a game and calls Ilya to calm him down

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    28 Feb 2026