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Shane Hollander knows he’s not a small guy. Years of hockey and workouts have built up his muscles, and lucky genetics from his father’s side places him just shy of six feet. He’s checked hockey players half a foot and several pounds more than him, knocked Scott Hunter into the ice in the one fight he’s ever actually thrown hands in. But as much as Shane loves the game, the fast movements, passes, and team camaraderie, there were times where he could only feel regret at following the path of athletic fame. He puts on the media smile he practices in the mirror as he brushes his hair each day, uses the bright lights of press conferences to erase his view of the audience, and keeps his answers simple and focused on hockey.
The number of people outside the arena still makes him feel crushed in on all sides, small. Eyes trained on his face, cameras flashing, pens and cell phones being passed into his hands. The itch of it all settles under his skin.
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@OttawaPoliceDispatch: Police have been dispatched to a house alarm in Galetta, On. Possible break in, destruction of property.
@OttawaOfficialPoliceDepartment: Recent Missing Persons Report filed for Shane William Hollander at 9:25 pm in Galetta, On
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02 Feb 2026
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I love you over and over again by azraelriego
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Red White & Royal Blue (2023), Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
19 Jan 2026
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“所以，”Ilya拖长了声音说，他擦着台面上并不存在的碎屑，避开了他的目光，“你圣诞节要去父母家吃晚饭，对吧？”
“是啊。”
Ilya点点头，“你出门期间我可以帮你照看房子。如果有装饰品，还能把这里布置得漂亮些，至少不会太冷清。”
Shane的眉毛高高扬起，“什么？你不想一起来吗？”
终于，Ilya抬起头看向他，犹豫地问，“你……希望我一起去？”
Shane皱起眉，“我当然想。不然我何必邀请你来这儿？难道是为了让你独自过圣诞吗？”
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或者说：冬季经典赛前一周，Ilya独自滞留在蒙特利尔。而Shane没有让他一个人过圣诞节。Bookmarked by cxc_cxc
01 Feb 2026
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bread and butter at the breakfast table by blueberrryink
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Dec 2025
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It is as if he cannot bear to have his eyes on her while the words come, “Mom. I need you to know that I did really try.”
To the ground, to the soil, he confesses, “I tried really hard. But I just can’t help it. I’m sorry.”
Shane apologises for something that could never, ever be wrong. While his hands tremble in hers, Yuna reflects on all the little moments that led them here.
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29 Jan 2026
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Cumbersome and heavy body by Sweettree
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Jan 2026
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God, he was having a freak out and it was gonna be a bad one.
“I can’t do this I can’t do this. I can’t I can’t. why?! I can’t! I can’t.” Shane was sobbing. He could breathe he couldn’t hear.
His whole body was burning. Not like on fire, but it was tingling. Like an energy was trying to escape him from all directions. Like anxiety was trying to seep out of every pore in his skin.
Or Shane has a really bad meltdown during a game.
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28 Jan 2026