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  1. Public Bookmark 22

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    Oh.

    “Ilya, what—what’s this?”

    “Nothing.” Ilya steps closer, in between Shane's legs, “Is nothing.”

    “You bought a journal.”

    “Is just precaution, as you say.” Ilya shrugs lightly, his hands cradling Shane's waist.

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    Ilya's love shown through memory fragments as his Alzheimers' progresses.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    When he finally looked at Shane again, Shane knew exactly what he was going to escape his mouth.

    “Don’t,” Shane croaked. “Please don’t say it.”

    Ilya sighed, “Sweethe—Shane. This… I should not have done that. That was a mistake.”

    Rejection washed over Shane, a dirty and miserable feeling.

    (Or what happens when Shane confesses and Ilya pushes him away? Ft. a jealous, jealous Ilya Rozanov)

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    12 Feb 2026

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    The plane—Ilya’s plane—is diverting to the closest airport.

    Shane's next breath doesn't quite make it to his lungs. Suddenly, he is a few years in the past, hearing J.J's voice: "Woah. The Centaurs' plane had to make an emergency landing."

    It's not the same. It's not.

    Ilya's way home is full of delays, and Shane doesn't deal with it so well.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    One game a year the players are allowed to wear their hockey icon's jersey

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    Ilya wears Shane's jersey and gets jealous at Shane for wearing another mans jersey

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    28 Jan 2026

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    Shane thought about it, a lot more than he should've. And it showed. It showed in the way he'd begged Ilya to sell his Ducati the summer they got married. It showed in the number of times he'd had to calm his racing mind when Ilya took twenty minutes longer than expected at the grocery store.

    It showed in his heaving breaths, now. He was sitting up in his bed, his husband sleeping peacefully next to him, and he felt like he was on the edge of a panic attack.

    The plane didn't crash, and Ilya didn't die.

    Shane still feels the aftershocks.

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    28 Jan 2026