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No one takes the reveal of the Dark Urge’s past well, least of all the Dark Urge himself. In a moment of vulnerability, Gortash scoops his old ally up, still seeking to renew their old alliance.
Without their leader, the rest of the tadfools must work together to free Tav and come to terms with his history, while Tav himself is forced to confront the ghosts of his past face to face.
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Felogyr’s Fireworks always puts on the Lliira’s Day fireworks display in Baldur’s Gate. Unfortunately, this year, the shop was blown up two days ago. That leaves Tav and friends to find some other way to save the holiday.
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Astarion may be able to beg understanding from Tav, for this sin of his. But forgiveness?
Well.
Tav and Astarion speak with the Gur about their missing children. Afterwards, Tav makes it clear where he stands on the matter of Astarion’s guilt.
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In the desecrated temple beneath Cazador Szarr’s palace, Tav fails a critical insight check, and Astarion Ascends.
Decades later, Tav suffers the consequences.
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“I didn’t even know I still could bleed,” Tav admitted.
Astarion’s eyes darkened. “Mm. It seems a pity to waste so much of it.”
Tav gets his period hiking down the mountain pass. He and Astarion both benefit.
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blood and gore, heart and soul (durgestarion) by gomensgay
Fandom Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
19 Aug 2025
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A collection of loosely-connected oneshots featuring my resisting drow bard Dark Urge named Tavian and his relationship with Astarion. No guarantees on plot, continuity, or upload frequency lol
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slaughtersome son (dark urge character studies) by gomensgay
Fandom Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
22 Nov 2024
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a loosely-connected series of works about the origins, thoughts, and feelings about my favourite sad wet cat, the Dark Urge. many headcanons in the series are more broadly applicable to durges in general but all these fics are actually about my resisting drow durge named Tavian and his personal journey
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Returning finally to Waterdeep in the aftermath of victory, Gale is certain of three things:
One: he misses his mother. Two: he wants to become a Professor. Three: he is absolutely and completely in love with the man who once called himself The Dark Urge.
When their lives drastically change from the frightening and constant world of threat and urgency to calm waters at last, will the Wizard of Waterdeep and the disgraced Son of Bhaal find their new normality?
Or will it all come crashing down around them?
(More tags may be added if I find I have missed any)
Bookmarked by gomensgay
07 Mar 2025
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Gale asked for time to think, after the revelations at Gortash's coronation. He's had that time, and now he wants to talk to his Dark Urge love.
This is a conversation the high risk romantics need to have.
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- Part 2 of Wandering Star: Shaundral, the Dark Urge
Bookmarked by gomensgay
07 Mar 2025
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The night after he kills Cazador, Astarion takes some feelings out on his lover.
Bhaal doesn't like losing his things.
Tav, unfortunately, suffers as a result.A night of passion takes a sudden turn as what was supposed to be a fun kinky surprise inadvertently unleashes a flood of memories rather left forgotten.
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Full warnings in the beginning notes
Bookmarked by gomensgay
27 Feb 2025
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Baldur's Kink Prompt Fill for Anon:
"Gale and Astarion get captured together by someone (Gortash, Lorroakan, Minthara, your choice)" *I went for Raphael* ". Astarion is badly injured and Any is willing to spare a health potion if Gale sleeps with them.+They mention Gale being the former champion of Mystra (who is derogatorily called the whore or harlot) and if this is what she thought him
++ Your choice if Astarion and Gale are in a relationship
+++ Astarion can tell what happened."•••
"'Come now, Gale, don’t play at innocence. Is it so strange that I wish to indulge as the Gods do? Something about you piqued the interest of Mystra herself. Color me intrigued. Intrigued enough to spare a potion in your time of need.' Raphael looks at Gale appraisingly, as if considering an oil painting or a nice vintage.
'I’m not some, some common prostitute to sell myself to you for-' Gale’s immediate shock and fury dies on his tongue as he realizes what he’s said, what he was about to say. He shoots an aggrieved glance towards Astarion. 'For-' he starts again, trying to finish the sentence, but he can’t seem to find the right words."
Bookmarked by gomensgay
27 Dec 2024
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we can be like they are (baby take my hand) by JupiterMelichios
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
07 Aug 2024
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There’s really no good thing to say in circumstances such as these, but “Welcome back,” is at least relatively neutral.
“Hi,” they say, and then, “Are you okay?”
“Am I okay?!” The words come out high pitched and over-loud, almost a screech, and Astarion forces his voice to be quieter lest they be overheard when he hisses, “I killed you!”
“I know. That was the plan.” They take in his expression. “Was that not the plan?”
Astarion is just trying to survive this madness. He's not looking for a friend, and he's definitely not looking for a sub. Unfortunately for him, the Party's pet amnesiac murderhobo has other ideas.
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- Part 1 of dare to dream a Better world
Bookmarked by gomensgay
25 Dec 2024