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    One day he looks up from the scaffolding and realizes that he’s almost exactly at Jaeger height and has to wrap his hand tight against the metal to keep from stepping out into the air. Not because he wants to kill himself or anything, just because for a split second his mind felt that old equilibrium and he just knew he should be able to, should be able to walk straight across the valley in front of him and out into the sea and on forever until he finds whatever’s next.

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    02 Oct 2021

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    gina learns that sometimes things have to fall apart so that they can fall back together, right where they were always meant to be

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    There it was again – that tension. It was almost though all the atoms surrounding them had stilled and even on a quantum level, the only electric charges were between them. She shivers as his eyes dropped to her lips, but his hand drops before her fantasies could take over. And just like that, it dissipates.

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    Pidge agrees to be a live model for a friend of a friend.

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    02 Jul 2019

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    Pidge shrieks, causing Lance to stumble back a few steps. “Why are you Altean?” Sure, the marks had been there before, but his ears had certainly not been that pointy.

    She’s completely ready to accept some explanation about it being similar to the marks on his face. Life is already weird, right? It wouldn’t be the weirdest thing to happen to them.

    Which is why it completely fucking baffles her when he says, voice barely above a whisper, “why are you not?”

    (Or, the one where Pidge keeps involuntarily jumping in between alternate realities, and she just wants to figure out why.)

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    21 Jan 2019

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    Blue moved her muzzle towards them, the top of it reaching far above their heads, her head overwhelming the remaining tunnel. She stopped as close to Lance as she could, hovering the line of her jaw less than a foot from his helmet. Her mind churned forward, unusually strong and loud in Pidge's own mind with boiling pain. She was a dark, blue cloud reaching for Lance--and he reached back, a blue extension that melded into hers, like he was searching for a second hand to hold.

    She couldn’t protect her Paladin.

    Pidge looked into the huge yellow eye that angled down at them. It bored into her.

    Her strength, her speed, her skills-- none of it would help.

    She felt Blue’s terror, her helpless anguish.

    None of it mattered.

    Pidge pushed harder, but more blood seeped through her fingers.

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    Pidge had first come to space to find two people she loved. Instead, with the loss of Shiro, her list of people to save is only growing longer... and everything keeps going wrong.

    How can she move forward when she's been pushed so far back? How does she hold her world together, when it just keeps falling apart?

    Set between seasons 2 and 3. (Now illustrated by 91939art.)

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    10 Dec 2018